1 00:00:02,980 --> 00:00:06,582 If given the option, we prep our surgeries for day. 2 00:00:06,617 --> 00:00:09,051 We study. We practice. 3 00:00:09,086 --> 00:00:11,154 We run through it over and over again in our minds. 4 00:00:11,188 --> 00:00:13,289 Jo, it's past 7:00 already. 5 00:00:15,192 --> 00:00:17,059 Yeah, I'm still sick. 6 00:00:17,094 --> 00:00:18,161 You haven't gone to work all week. 7 00:00:18,195 --> 00:00:19,929 Yeah, because I'm sick. 8 00:00:19,963 --> 00:00:21,297 Maybe you should see a doctor. 9 00:00:21,331 --> 00:00:22,659 No, it's just a bug. 10 00:00:22,693 --> 00:00:24,467 Well, you don't have a fever. 11 00:00:24,501 --> 00:00:25,635 - Stop. - You're not throwing up. 12 00:00:25,669 --> 00:00:27,436 Jo, please talk to me. 13 00:00:27,471 --> 00:00:29,304 Tell me what's going on. 14 00:00:29,940 --> 00:00:31,607 My entire body aches, Alex, okay? 15 00:00:31,642 --> 00:00:34,844 It's just a bug. Go to work so I can sleep. 16 00:00:36,328 --> 00:00:39,749 Taking on a patient's case is not unlike marriage. 17 00:00:41,018 --> 00:00:42,185 We get to know you. 18 00:00:42,219 --> 00:00:43,917 Inside and out. 19 00:00:48,125 --> 00:00:49,058 When did you get the call? 20 00:00:49,092 --> 00:00:51,661 Earlier this morning... donor's in Olympia. 21 00:00:51,695 --> 00:00:54,263 - And everything checks out? - Yeah, it's a perfect match. 22 00:00:54,298 --> 00:00:55,354 Have you told her yet? 23 00:00:55,389 --> 00:00:57,200 Well, I didn't want you to miss the fun. 24 00:00:57,234 --> 00:00:59,135 You trust us with your lives. 25 00:00:59,169 --> 00:01:01,370 And we promise to protect and care for you. 26 00:01:01,405 --> 00:01:03,639 So... how did it go? 27 00:01:03,674 --> 00:01:05,374 Oh, we just finished. 28 00:01:05,409 --> 00:01:07,343 Any pain or nausea? Dizziness? 29 00:01:07,377 --> 00:01:09,212 I feel annoyed. 30 00:01:09,246 --> 00:01:10,398 Too many people have nothing to do 31 00:01:10,433 --> 00:01:13,349 except fret over a five-minute radiation zap. 32 00:01:13,383 --> 00:01:15,218 A potato wouldn't have cooked in the time that I was in there. 33 00:01:17,254 --> 00:01:18,454 - Mm. - Mm. 34 00:01:18,488 --> 00:01:19,855 What? 35 00:01:21,258 --> 00:01:23,693 Well, we have something for you. 36 00:01:23,727 --> 00:01:24,794 A gift. 37 00:01:24,828 --> 00:01:26,295 I don't see anything. 38 00:01:26,330 --> 00:01:29,298 It is a patient that we brought in from L.A. 39 00:01:29,333 --> 00:01:30,568 for an abdominal wall transplant. 40 00:01:30,603 --> 00:01:32,034 A gift implies jewelry. 41 00:01:32,069 --> 00:01:35,338 We are also going to transplant his penis and scrotum. 42 00:01:36,707 --> 00:01:38,007 Or you are... 43 00:01:39,443 --> 00:01:41,677 If you're ready to come back. 44 00:01:41,712 --> 00:01:43,045 In sickness and health. 45 00:01:46,049 --> 00:01:48,184 I guess I need to change into some scrubs. 46 00:01:49,353 --> 00:01:51,187 My baby brought me a penis! 47 00:01:51,221 --> 00:01:52,255 - Yes! - Ooh! 48 00:01:52,289 --> 00:01:53,522 - Yes, yes, he did. - Hello! 49 00:01:53,557 --> 00:01:56,425 - For better or worse. - Ooh! Yes! 50 00:01:56,460 --> 00:02:03,213 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 51 00:02:03,267 --> 00:02:05,601 Dr. Nelson to Pediatrics. 52 00:02:05,636 --> 00:02:08,371 Dr. Lisa Nelson to Pediatrics. 53 00:02:12,876 --> 00:02:14,343 Hi, Leo! 54 00:02:14,378 --> 00:02:15,845 How you doing? You good? 55 00:02:15,879 --> 00:02:17,446 No, you're not, are you, buddy? 56 00:02:17,481 --> 00:02:19,081 You, uh, got two molars coming in, 57 00:02:19,116 --> 00:02:20,583 so you've been a terror at night. 58 00:02:20,617 --> 00:02:23,185 Well, teething is a natural biological process. 59 00:02:23,220 --> 00:02:25,121 Don't let anyone blame you for that. 60 00:02:25,155 --> 00:02:27,056 You tell Amelia that's not what I said. 61 00:02:27,090 --> 00:02:28,691 You tell Owen he doesn't have to 62 00:02:28,725 --> 00:02:30,622 communicate with me through a baby. 63 00:02:33,397 --> 00:02:34,430 The house had bay windows 64 00:02:34,464 --> 00:02:36,732 - and original hardwood floors and... - And ghosts. 65 00:02:36,767 --> 00:02:38,467 Definitely ghosts near that creepy fireplace. 66 00:02:38,502 --> 00:02:40,202 Oh, fun! Reunion! 67 00:02:40,237 --> 00:02:42,771 Hey, so, you're looking at houses, huh? 68 00:02:43,640 --> 00:02:45,808 And I'm gonna go see a consult in the pit. 69 00:02:47,511 --> 00:02:49,412 Um... I'm looking at houses. 70 00:02:49,446 --> 00:02:50,780 Yeah, I went along 71 00:02:50,814 --> 00:02:52,114 because I can tell you about a house's foundation 72 00:02:52,149 --> 00:02:54,050 by walking across the floor barefoot. 73 00:02:54,084 --> 00:02:56,085 - It's one of my superpowers. - Mm. 74 00:02:56,119 --> 00:02:57,286 I just... I don't want to raise a baby 75 00:02:57,321 --> 00:02:58,654 in a... in a hotel room. 76 00:02:58,689 --> 00:02:59,822 You know you can always stay with me. 77 00:02:59,856 --> 00:03:00,790 I have plenty of room. 78 00:03:00,824 --> 00:03:02,892 And baby supplies, you know. 79 00:03:02,926 --> 00:03:05,127 I... No, I-I'll... I'll figure it out, thanks. 80 00:03:05,162 --> 00:03:06,462 Okay. Well, if you need, we're here. 81 00:03:06,496 --> 00:03:08,672 - Okay. - Bye. 82 00:03:09,499 --> 00:03:10,466 You know, I bet Owen's house 83 00:03:10,500 --> 00:03:12,234 doesn't have that cute little breakfast nook. 84 00:03:13,437 --> 00:03:14,970 You just said it was haunted. 85 00:03:15,005 --> 00:03:16,339 Yeah, well... 86 00:03:16,373 --> 00:03:18,474 Uh. 87 00:03:18,508 --> 00:03:20,443 Dr. Yannick to the ER. 88 00:03:20,477 --> 00:03:22,511 Dr. Yannick to the ER. 89 00:03:22,546 --> 00:03:23,746 - You needed me? - Yes. 90 00:03:23,780 --> 00:03:25,281 Where did you put the compliance reports 91 00:03:25,315 --> 00:03:26,716 for the Medical Boar... 92 00:03:27,751 --> 00:03:30,667 You got an interview I need to know about? 93 00:03:30,701 --> 00:03:32,711 No. No, I just got used to 94 00:03:32,745 --> 00:03:34,357 wearing suits, so I like them now. 95 00:03:34,391 --> 00:03:36,867 Uh-huh. So, where are the reports? 96 00:03:38,028 --> 00:03:40,496 Please tell me you filled them out. 97 00:03:40,530 --> 00:03:42,598 Karev, they're due tomorrow! 98 00:03:42,632 --> 00:03:44,033 What reports are those? 99 00:03:44,067 --> 00:03:46,918 Chief Bailey? Sorry to interrupt, but the students are here. 100 00:03:47,337 --> 00:03:49,755 Hey, hey, you in a suit sends a mixed message! 101 00:03:51,541 --> 00:03:52,562 What s-s-students? 102 00:03:52,587 --> 00:03:54,543 They're high schoolers enrolled in a STEM program 103 00:03:54,578 --> 00:03:55,662 to learn about leadership. 104 00:03:55,697 --> 00:03:58,814 - You agreed to it last... - Uh, no, I have to focus, 105 00:03:58,849 --> 00:04:01,484 not have ambitious teenagers staring at me 106 00:04:01,518 --> 00:04:03,119 because they don't know how to have a conversation. 107 00:04:03,153 --> 00:04:06,288 So, I'm delegating... you take them, and... 108 00:04:06,323 --> 00:04:08,957 - Hello. - Welcome. 109 00:04:09,726 --> 00:04:13,396 I am your... chief. 110 00:04:19,069 --> 00:04:20,744 - Hey. - Hey. 111 00:04:21,371 --> 00:04:24,073 Um, hey, have you worked with Webber since the...? 112 00:04:24,107 --> 00:04:25,141 - The party? - Mm-hmm. 113 00:04:25,175 --> 00:04:27,243 No. You know, I've actually managed to avoid it. 114 00:04:27,277 --> 00:04:29,419 He gave me a lap appy. 115 00:04:30,080 --> 00:04:31,714 What do you mean he gave you a lap appy? 116 00:04:31,748 --> 00:04:33,349 He said, "DeLuca, today's your lucky day. 117 00:04:33,383 --> 00:04:35,592 I've got a lap appy, and I'm giving it to you." 118 00:04:36,052 --> 00:04:37,319 - Wow. - Huh? 119 00:04:37,354 --> 00:04:38,438 You think it's strange, too? 120 00:04:38,472 --> 00:04:40,089 I think it's a test you ought not fail. 121 00:04:40,123 --> 00:04:41,957 What kind of test? Like a surgical test, 122 00:04:41,992 --> 00:04:43,592 or like a "You're dating Meredith Grey 123 00:04:43,627 --> 00:04:45,394 and I don't know if I approve" test? 124 00:04:45,429 --> 00:04:47,196 Who cares? It's an appy. You got it. 125 00:04:47,230 --> 00:04:48,320 I got to go get a penis. 126 00:04:48,355 --> 00:04:49,765 Okay. Wait. What? 127 00:04:49,800 --> 00:04:51,066 A penis? 128 00:04:51,635 --> 00:04:53,569 DeLuca, we got OR 2. 129 00:04:53,603 --> 00:04:55,404 Okay. Thank you, sir. I-I really appreciate this. 130 00:04:55,439 --> 00:04:56,615 I'm... I'm looking forward to it. 131 00:04:56,650 --> 00:04:58,307 I should hope so. All right. 132 00:04:58,341 --> 00:05:00,075 Dr. York to Oncology. 133 00:05:00,110 --> 00:05:02,678 Dr. Riley York to Oncology. 134 00:05:05,148 --> 00:05:06,582 Gus Carter, 10 years old, 135 00:05:06,616 --> 00:05:08,951 day 16 of cough and recurrent sinus infection. 136 00:05:08,985 --> 00:05:10,686 He's been listless, tired... 137 00:05:10,720 --> 00:05:13,055 Really pale. And just... not himself. 138 00:05:13,089 --> 00:05:14,390 Every Saturday, we get bagels 139 00:05:14,424 --> 00:05:15,558 and eat them outside the Smith Tower. 140 00:05:15,592 --> 00:05:16,759 It's Gus's thing. 141 00:05:16,793 --> 00:05:19,195 He loves the history, knows every single thing about it. 142 00:05:19,229 --> 00:05:20,362 We haven't been in three weeks. 143 00:05:20,397 --> 00:05:21,697 We'll figure out what's going on. 144 00:05:21,731 --> 00:05:23,933 You do a chest X-ray? A strep swab? 145 00:05:23,967 --> 00:05:26,068 I haven't been able to do an exam. 146 00:05:26,102 --> 00:05:27,403 Gus is autistic. 147 00:05:27,437 --> 00:05:29,638 He struggles with being physically touched. 148 00:05:29,673 --> 00:05:30,806 Is he in any pain? 149 00:05:30,841 --> 00:05:32,062 I mean, it's hard to tell. 150 00:05:32,097 --> 00:05:34,643 He... He just doesn't communicate like other kids do. 151 00:05:34,678 --> 00:05:36,579 Well, there are things we can try that may help. May I? 152 00:05:36,613 --> 00:05:37,779 Uh, please. 153 00:05:38,682 --> 00:05:40,549 Hey, Gus, I'm Alex. 154 00:05:40,584 --> 00:05:42,251 I like your book. 155 00:05:42,285 --> 00:05:43,654 You think buildings are pretty cool, huh? 156 00:05:43,688 --> 00:05:47,156 The exterior of the Smith Tower has only been washed once. 157 00:05:47,190 --> 00:05:48,891 In 1976. 158 00:05:48,925 --> 00:05:51,560 Really? That's neat. 159 00:05:51,595 --> 00:05:52,671 You know, if you look out that window over there, 160 00:05:52,705 --> 00:05:54,396 you just might see the Space Needle. 161 00:05:54,431 --> 00:05:55,698 Wanna try? 162 00:05:57,634 --> 00:05:59,768 And while you look over there, 163 00:05:59,803 --> 00:06:01,403 I'm just gonna take a look in your eyes real quick... 164 00:06:01,438 --> 00:06:02,671 Gus. 165 00:06:02,706 --> 00:06:03,672 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 166 00:06:03,707 --> 00:06:04,773 - It's okay. It's okay, Gus. - It's all right. 167 00:06:04,808 --> 00:06:06,242 Should I get the O2? 168 00:06:07,477 --> 00:06:08,944 Slowly breathe in. 169 00:06:08,979 --> 00:06:10,312 How are we supposed to help him? 170 00:06:10,347 --> 00:06:11,680 We get creative. 171 00:06:11,715 --> 00:06:13,616 Breathe out. Breathe in. 172 00:06:13,650 --> 00:06:15,017 All right. 173 00:06:15,051 --> 00:06:17,186 Just breathe. 174 00:06:17,220 --> 00:06:19,522 Hey, let's go! 175 00:06:19,556 --> 00:06:21,490 - Hello? - Oh! Megan! 176 00:06:21,525 --> 00:06:23,626 - Hi, Meredith! - Hi! 177 00:06:23,660 --> 00:06:25,127 How are you? I'm good! 178 00:06:25,161 --> 00:06:27,329 You look fantastic! Are you well? 179 00:06:27,364 --> 00:06:28,631 How are you feeling? What's happening? 180 00:06:28,665 --> 00:06:30,032 - Is there... - Oh, I'm sorry. 181 00:06:30,066 --> 00:06:31,200 - Did you want to look at it? - Yes! 182 00:06:33,637 --> 00:06:35,604 - There you go. - Wow. 183 00:06:35,639 --> 00:06:37,640 I know. Hey! 184 00:06:37,674 --> 00:06:39,708 This stomach won the Catherine Fox Award, people. 185 00:06:39,743 --> 00:06:41,677 You should all be looking at it, too. 186 00:06:41,711 --> 00:06:43,012 That looks really good. 187 00:06:43,046 --> 00:06:44,179 Yeah. Well, you did it. 188 00:06:44,214 --> 00:06:47,149 So, now, tell me... there's no pain, no tenderness, no...? 189 00:06:47,183 --> 00:06:48,317 Nothing. And by the way, lifting up my shirt 190 00:06:48,351 --> 00:06:50,819 was how I convinced my patient to get the same surgery, 191 00:06:50,854 --> 00:06:52,388 so, you know, don't mess up. 192 00:06:52,422 --> 00:06:54,089 Fantastic. I'm on my way to do the procurement now. 193 00:06:54,124 --> 00:06:55,477 - Mm-hmm. - And just for the record, 194 00:06:55,511 --> 00:06:57,726 I did not tell Teddy and Owen that you were coming, 195 00:06:57,761 --> 00:06:59,361 in case you want to surprise them. 196 00:06:59,396 --> 00:07:00,896 Teddy? 197 00:07:00,931 --> 00:07:02,197 Teddy's here? 198 00:07:02,232 --> 00:07:04,033 Yes, Teddy is here. 199 00:07:04,067 --> 00:07:06,135 Oh, my God. 200 00:07:06,169 --> 00:07:08,304 Oh. Bed 3's ready to go up to CT... 201 00:07:08,338 --> 00:07:09,872 Yep. Oh. 202 00:07:09,906 --> 00:07:11,674 - Oh, no. - What? 203 00:07:11,708 --> 00:07:13,642 Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no! 204 00:07:13,677 --> 00:07:14,743 What? 205 00:07:14,778 --> 00:07:15,878 What is wrong with you?! 206 00:07:15,912 --> 00:07:17,886 Hey, Megan, before you get started, I just want to... 207 00:07:17,920 --> 00:07:19,481 Why didn't you tell me that you two 208 00:07:19,516 --> 00:07:21,250 had finally gotten together?! 209 00:07:22,354 --> 00:07:24,053 And we're having a baby?! 210 00:07:24,087 --> 00:07:25,821 Oh, my God, come on! 211 00:07:25,855 --> 00:07:27,256 I am so happy! 212 00:07:27,290 --> 00:07:28,724 - Oh, my God! - Oh! 213 00:07:28,758 --> 00:07:29,758 Um, Megan... 214 00:07:29,793 --> 00:07:30,926 Um... 215 00:07:30,961 --> 00:07:32,227 - Megan. - Oh, God. 216 00:07:33,597 --> 00:07:35,998 - Um. - What? 217 00:07:48,093 --> 00:07:50,594 Megan? Just making sure you're okay... 218 00:07:50,629 --> 00:07:51,462 Uh... 219 00:07:51,496 --> 00:07:52,963 She's okay. She's... She's processing. 220 00:07:52,998 --> 00:07:54,196 Right? You're processing? 221 00:07:54,230 --> 00:07:55,700 I mean, it's a lot to process. 222 00:07:55,734 --> 00:07:57,234 Yeah. 223 00:07:57,269 --> 00:07:59,270 Yeah. It's a lot. 224 00:07:59,304 --> 00:08:02,707 It's just so much stupidity 225 00:08:02,741 --> 00:08:04,775 that my brain is struggling to take it all in. 226 00:08:04,810 --> 00:08:06,277 - Okay, Megan, come on... - I mean... 227 00:08:06,311 --> 00:08:08,700 so much stupidity. 228 00:08:08,734 --> 00:08:11,048 You went to Germany for one night, 229 00:08:11,083 --> 00:08:12,216 knocked her up, 230 00:08:12,250 --> 00:08:14,085 and then screwed it up so badly 231 00:08:14,119 --> 00:08:17,121 that you gave her your job instead of a ring?! 232 00:08:17,155 --> 00:08:18,192 You dum-dum! 233 00:08:18,226 --> 00:08:19,423 Oh, are you calling me dum-dum? Are we 6? 234 00:08:19,458 --> 00:08:21,058 No, Owen, we are stone-cold adults. 235 00:08:21,093 --> 00:08:23,160 But what you did here is so stupid 236 00:08:23,195 --> 00:08:24,729 that the word "idiot" felt too sophisticated, 237 00:08:24,763 --> 00:08:25,963 so, yes, I'm sticking with "dum-dum"! 238 00:08:25,997 --> 00:08:27,088 Do you... 239 00:08:27,122 --> 00:08:28,899 Well, I-I kind of want to defend you, 240 00:08:28,934 --> 00:08:30,827 but it never goes well when I get in between you and Megan. 241 00:08:30,861 --> 00:08:32,453 - Oh. - She's lying. That's a lie. 242 00:08:32,487 --> 00:08:34,004 She doesn't want to defend you, Owen. 243 00:08:34,039 --> 00:08:35,973 She wants to call you something way worse than "dum-dum." 244 00:08:36,007 --> 00:08:37,100 For the record? 245 00:08:37,134 --> 00:08:38,442 This is exactly why I didn't tell you. 246 00:08:38,477 --> 00:08:41,178 No. It was your own deep-seated shame. 247 00:08:41,213 --> 00:08:42,446 Ugh, so you're a shrink now? 248 00:08:42,481 --> 00:08:43,981 - Altman. - Mnh. 249 00:08:44,015 --> 00:08:45,449 247 Lawndale. 250 00:08:45,484 --> 00:08:46,584 I'll check it out. Great, thanks. 251 00:08:46,618 --> 00:08:48,486 No, no, you got to see it, and soon. It's, uh, perfect. 252 00:08:48,520 --> 00:08:50,588 Is, uh, this your Realtor? 253 00:08:50,622 --> 00:08:53,524 Um. No. Um... 254 00:08:53,558 --> 00:08:55,352 - This is my... This is my boyfriend. - Ah. 255 00:08:55,387 --> 00:08:56,794 - Um... - Ah. 256 00:08:56,828 --> 00:08:58,696 Uh, Megan, Tom. Tom, Megan. 257 00:08:58,730 --> 00:09:00,097 Megan Hunt. 258 00:09:02,067 --> 00:09:03,701 - Dum-dum. - Sorry? 259 00:09:03,735 --> 00:09:05,136 Not you. 260 00:09:09,808 --> 00:09:13,677 And then, I isolate the pudendal nerve, and you... 261 00:09:15,914 --> 00:09:18,015 Hello? 262 00:09:18,049 --> 00:09:20,351 Yeah. The, um, trickiest part of an appy 263 00:09:20,385 --> 00:09:22,787 is if it's retrocecal, right? 264 00:09:22,821 --> 00:09:23,954 Why? 265 00:09:23,989 --> 00:09:26,056 Because Andrew is doing an appy today 266 00:09:26,091 --> 00:09:28,159 - with Richard. - DeLuca? 267 00:09:28,193 --> 00:09:29,994 - Yeah. - He'll be fine. 268 00:09:30,028 --> 00:09:31,462 DeLuca's passed appys. 269 00:09:31,496 --> 00:09:34,465 Now, can you pay attention to this, please? 270 00:09:34,499 --> 00:09:36,801 Sure. I... I won an award for this. 271 00:09:36,835 --> 00:09:38,068 And I didn't because I was nice enough 272 00:09:38,103 --> 00:09:39,236 to take my name off of it. 273 00:09:39,271 --> 00:09:40,471 - Remember? - Mm. 274 00:09:40,505 --> 00:09:42,373 This is a whole different Ba... 275 00:09:42,407 --> 00:09:45,676 What? Were you just about to say "ball game"? 276 00:09:45,710 --> 00:09:47,478 I was gonna say it's important that we don't mess this up. 277 00:09:47,512 --> 00:09:48,913 - Okay. - All right? That we get it right. 278 00:09:48,947 --> 00:09:50,407 It's my mom's first surgery back. 279 00:09:51,750 --> 00:09:53,250 Yeah, I was gonna say "ball game." 280 00:10:01,092 --> 00:10:03,503 Oh, you're pretty good at that. 281 00:10:04,095 --> 00:10:06,363 It takes 41 seconds to ride the elevator 282 00:10:06,398 --> 00:10:08,591 to the top of the Space Needle. 283 00:10:09,267 --> 00:10:11,101 - Yeah. - On a non-windy day. 284 00:10:11,136 --> 00:10:13,070 Really? That seems fast. 285 00:10:13,104 --> 00:10:14,456 It is. 286 00:10:16,908 --> 00:10:19,210 Gus, do you ever get a pain in your chest? 287 00:10:19,244 --> 00:10:20,448 Like, when you take a walk, 288 00:10:20,483 --> 00:10:21,912 does it hurt a little to breathe? 289 00:10:23,548 --> 00:10:26,016 Does it hurt a lot? Or a little? 290 00:10:28,220 --> 00:10:31,531 Does it hurt... this much? 291 00:10:32,791 --> 00:10:34,692 Or more? 292 00:10:50,275 --> 00:10:51,809 That much? 293 00:10:51,843 --> 00:10:52,977 Let's get a chest CT. 294 00:10:58,283 --> 00:10:59,583 You got through to him. 295 00:10:59,618 --> 00:11:01,051 Yeah, let me know when the scans are up. 296 00:11:01,086 --> 00:11:02,953 Dr. Brody, call Radiology. 297 00:11:02,988 --> 00:11:04,889 Dr. Jeannette Brody, call Radiology. 298 00:11:04,923 --> 00:11:06,889 Hey. Have you talked to Jo 299 00:11:06,923 --> 00:11:08,792 since she got back from visiting her birth mom? 300 00:11:08,827 --> 00:11:10,661 Jo found her birth mom? Whoa. 301 00:11:10,695 --> 00:11:12,096 - What happened? - I-I don't know. 302 00:11:12,130 --> 00:11:13,964 But it wasn't good. She won't talk to me. 303 00:11:13,999 --> 00:11:16,300 She won't return Meredith's calls or Bailey's. 304 00:11:16,334 --> 00:11:17,768 She won't come to work. 305 00:11:17,802 --> 00:11:20,337 But she trusts you. Maybe you can talk to her? 306 00:11:20,372 --> 00:11:22,506 - Be like her... her Legos, or... - Huh? 307 00:11:22,541 --> 00:11:25,976 Just maybe you can reach her, or... or distract her. 308 00:11:26,011 --> 00:11:27,244 I-I don't know what. 309 00:11:27,279 --> 00:11:29,313 - Can you try? Please? - Yeah. 310 00:11:29,347 --> 00:11:31,315 Uh, I'll move some stuff around. 311 00:11:31,349 --> 00:11:33,317 Thanks. 312 00:11:36,221 --> 00:11:38,188 Oh! You're in here. 313 00:11:38,223 --> 00:11:40,591 - Hey, can you... - I'm sorry. I need your room. 314 00:11:40,625 --> 00:11:42,259 I just had a stupid elevator ride with Owen, 315 00:11:42,294 --> 00:11:43,798 which was... pain. 316 00:11:43,832 --> 00:11:45,162 It was painful. 317 00:11:45,196 --> 00:11:46,263 Which you would think it wouldn't be. 318 00:11:46,298 --> 00:11:47,331 I mean, I'm having great sex. 319 00:11:47,365 --> 00:11:49,199 I'm having aerobic sex! 320 00:11:49,234 --> 00:11:50,534 I mean, I'm waking up with endorphins... 321 00:11:54,072 --> 00:11:55,706 Dr. Shepherd, meet the students 322 00:11:55,740 --> 00:11:57,875 from the STEM leadership program. 323 00:11:57,909 --> 00:12:01,245 Dr. Shepherd is our chief of neurosurgery. 324 00:12:03,214 --> 00:12:06,216 Who can define "endorphins"? 325 00:12:12,324 --> 00:12:14,191 Okay. Uh. 326 00:12:14,225 --> 00:12:17,294 Alicia Davis, 24, admitted with severe abdominal pain... 327 00:12:17,329 --> 00:12:19,663 ...which then localized in the right-lower quadrant. 328 00:12:19,698 --> 00:12:20,698 Inability to keep food down... 329 00:12:20,732 --> 00:12:21,983 Which was weird, 330 00:12:22,018 --> 00:12:24,702 because I'm pretty ruthless about what I put into my body. 331 00:12:24,736 --> 00:12:26,870 You are, too, I bet, look at you. 332 00:12:28,039 --> 00:12:29,239 Uh. 333 00:12:30,408 --> 00:12:32,209 Right, um, which made sense, then, 334 00:12:32,243 --> 00:12:34,712 when the CT showed an inflamed appendix... 335 00:12:34,746 --> 00:12:36,246 Do you CrossFit, bro? 336 00:12:36,281 --> 00:12:37,421 I'm a CrossFit fiend. 337 00:12:37,456 --> 00:12:39,049 Uh, no. Sadly, no time. 338 00:12:39,084 --> 00:12:40,985 I could train you. Or with you. 339 00:12:41,019 --> 00:12:42,152 I'm the real deal. 340 00:12:42,187 --> 00:12:44,355 I have almost a million followers 341 00:12:44,389 --> 00:12:45,422 on Instagram. 342 00:12:45,447 --> 00:12:46,465 - See? - That's okay. 343 00:12:46,500 --> 00:12:47,660 - Just look! - Really, I'm good. 344 00:12:47,694 --> 00:12:49,994 I just want to get you prepped for surgery. 345 00:12:50,028 --> 00:12:52,596 Uh, patient care includes 346 00:12:52,631 --> 00:12:55,366 putting the patient at ease, Dr. DeLuca. 347 00:12:55,400 --> 00:12:57,010 Right. 348 00:12:57,593 --> 00:12:59,236 Let's have a look. 349 00:13:02,140 --> 00:13:03,683 I'm hot, right? 350 00:13:04,376 --> 00:13:06,343 I'm saying, don't leave a scar. 351 00:13:06,378 --> 00:13:07,945 Uh-huh. 352 00:13:13,585 --> 00:13:16,587 Caleb Hicks, 29, 353 00:13:16,621 --> 00:13:18,255 here for an abdominal wall, 354 00:13:18,289 --> 00:13:19,690 penis and scrotum transplant. 355 00:13:19,724 --> 00:13:21,458 He sustained major injuries 356 00:13:21,493 --> 00:13:23,260 to his lower extremities and pelvic area 357 00:13:23,294 --> 00:13:25,396 during an IED blast in Afghanistan 358 00:13:25,430 --> 00:13:26,526 about a year ago. 359 00:13:26,560 --> 00:13:27,598 Are you her? 360 00:13:27,632 --> 00:13:29,400 Are you Catherine Fox? 361 00:13:29,434 --> 00:13:30,474 Indeed. 362 00:13:30,508 --> 00:13:31,735 It's a pleasure to meet you, Caleb. 363 00:13:31,770 --> 00:13:34,405 You're a legend to the online support groups, 364 00:13:34,439 --> 00:13:36,306 like the Neil Armstrong of Johnsons. 365 00:13:36,341 --> 00:13:39,109 I'll take that. I'll take... 366 00:13:39,144 --> 00:13:42,379 Well, I just want to make sure that you're completely clear 367 00:13:42,414 --> 00:13:44,148 about the extent of this surgery. 368 00:13:44,182 --> 00:13:46,383 Not only is it a massive piece of tissue 369 00:13:46,418 --> 00:13:47,677 from another man's body, 370 00:13:47,680 --> 00:13:49,355 but the recovery is... 371 00:13:49,380 --> 00:13:51,381 It's rough. I know. 372 00:13:51,456 --> 00:13:55,292 Dr. Hunt explained it to me in L.A., and I can do it. 373 00:13:55,326 --> 00:13:56,894 - I'm ready. - Okay. 374 00:13:56,928 --> 00:13:59,329 And my mom came in from Reno to help out. 375 00:13:59,364 --> 00:14:01,565 I'll be here until Anna gets back. 376 00:14:01,599 --> 00:14:03,667 Anna's my fiancée. 377 00:14:03,702 --> 00:14:05,502 She's on an Air Force mission for 10 days, 378 00:14:05,537 --> 00:14:07,638 - and then she's on nursing duty. - Okay. 379 00:14:07,672 --> 00:14:09,666 Then we will come back and prep you 380 00:14:09,700 --> 00:14:11,308 as soon as Dr. Avery and Dr. Grey 381 00:14:11,342 --> 00:14:12,776 are on their way with the organ, 382 00:14:12,811 --> 00:14:14,700 and... and then both Dr. Hunts 383 00:14:14,735 --> 00:14:17,559 - will be assisting me in the OR. - Both? 384 00:14:17,593 --> 00:14:20,250 Oh, yes, this is a very complex procedure. 385 00:14:20,285 --> 00:14:22,119 We're gonna need an additional set of hands, 386 00:14:22,153 --> 00:14:24,154 so I thought Caleb would be most comfortable 387 00:14:24,189 --> 00:14:25,756 with another veteran. 388 00:14:25,790 --> 00:14:27,991 - Oh. - It's nice to meet you. 389 00:14:28,026 --> 00:14:30,327 - Okay. - Hello. 390 00:14:36,801 --> 00:14:38,335 I know you're in there! 391 00:14:38,369 --> 00:14:39,870 So... 392 00:14:39,904 --> 00:14:41,839 I'll just keep knocking. 393 00:14:51,182 --> 00:14:52,783 Chicken soup? 394 00:14:52,817 --> 00:14:53,884 Heard you were sick. 395 00:14:53,918 --> 00:14:54,952 I'm not hungry. 396 00:14:56,588 --> 00:14:58,489 This Chinese joint on Weller... 397 00:14:58,523 --> 00:15:01,525 they sell out most days because it is so good. 398 00:15:01,559 --> 00:15:03,494 You shouldn't be in here. I'm... I'm contagious. 399 00:15:03,528 --> 00:15:05,395 I'm throwing up sick. 400 00:15:05,430 --> 00:15:07,965 Do you want it in a bowl, or just out of the container? 401 00:15:07,999 --> 00:15:09,533 I don't want any... 402 00:15:09,567 --> 00:15:11,568 Brought some for myself, too. 403 00:15:11,603 --> 00:15:13,704 Mmm. Soup. 404 00:15:17,175 --> 00:15:18,408 Whatever. 405 00:15:31,632 --> 00:15:34,508 Okay. Once we have positioned the donor tissue, 406 00:15:34,509 --> 00:15:36,357 - we'll start by connecting the urethra. - What's next? 407 00:15:36,391 --> 00:15:38,095 - Corpus cavernosum? - Exactly. 408 00:15:38,130 --> 00:15:40,255 So, do we know which vessels we're getting from the donor? 409 00:15:40,256 --> 00:15:42,815 Schmitt, vessels... that's the next thing we'll anastomose. Name them. 410 00:15:42,850 --> 00:15:45,160 Megan, I'm just trying to get up to speed here, so... 411 00:15:45,195 --> 00:15:46,729 Go, Schmitt. 412 00:15:46,763 --> 00:15:48,864 Dorsal, deep dorsal, superficial dorsal, 413 00:15:48,898 --> 00:15:50,532 superficial pudendal, femoral... 414 00:15:50,567 --> 00:15:52,000 Greater saphenous and deep epigastric. 415 00:15:52,035 --> 00:15:53,435 Listen, I am sorry 416 00:15:53,470 --> 00:15:55,170 I didn't tell you everything, but it's complicated... 417 00:15:55,205 --> 00:15:56,405 Now let's talk about the nerves. 418 00:15:56,439 --> 00:15:57,473 And it's my life, 419 00:15:57,507 --> 00:15:59,775 and I get to decide when I share important details... 420 00:15:59,809 --> 00:16:00,843 Should I leave? 421 00:16:00,877 --> 00:16:02,044 - No. - Please. 422 00:16:02,078 --> 00:16:04,213 Listen, before we go in this OR, 423 00:16:04,247 --> 00:16:05,881 I want to make sure that we're okay. 424 00:16:05,915 --> 00:16:07,850 Do you know how long I've been working with Caleb? 425 00:16:07,884 --> 00:16:08,923 10 months. 426 00:16:08,958 --> 00:16:10,552 And now we are finally here, and he is ready, 427 00:16:10,587 --> 00:16:12,187 and I don't have time to deal with 428 00:16:12,222 --> 00:16:13,622 your constant need to make everything okay. 429 00:16:13,656 --> 00:16:15,190 What I do need right now is to make sure 430 00:16:15,225 --> 00:16:16,792 that you understand the steps of this procedure. 431 00:16:16,826 --> 00:16:19,228 - Do you? - Yes. 432 00:16:19,262 --> 00:16:20,429 Okay, nerves. 433 00:16:20,463 --> 00:16:21,597 We want to do the nerve coaptation 434 00:16:21,631 --> 00:16:23,465 as far distally as we can. 435 00:16:23,500 --> 00:16:26,802 Dr. Thatcher... Dr. Kirsten Thatcher, 6411. 436 00:16:32,942 --> 00:16:34,376 You're good on your plane dissection? 437 00:16:34,411 --> 00:16:37,279 - Yes. Time, please? - We barely started. 438 00:16:37,313 --> 00:16:39,314 I'm thinking about the appy. They're quick. 439 00:16:39,349 --> 00:16:40,983 They should be finished by now, don't you think? 440 00:16:41,017 --> 00:16:42,317 Richard's with him. He'll be fine. 441 00:16:42,352 --> 00:16:43,352 Right, well, that's the problem. 442 00:16:43,386 --> 00:16:45,454 At your party, Andrew and I were having a moment, 443 00:16:45,488 --> 00:16:46,889 and Richard kind of walked... 444 00:16:46,923 --> 00:16:48,957 Oh. He caught you. 445 00:16:48,992 --> 00:16:49,892 Yes. 446 00:16:49,926 --> 00:16:52,494 Well, he caught me and Maggie once, too. 447 00:16:52,529 --> 00:16:54,329 I felt like I was 14. 448 00:16:54,364 --> 00:16:55,497 What is that about? 449 00:16:55,532 --> 00:16:58,267 Don't worry about that. Worry about the appy patient. 450 00:16:58,301 --> 00:17:00,169 If you're feeling this nervous, imagine how DeLuca feels. 451 00:17:00,203 --> 00:17:01,737 It's just an appy. 452 00:17:01,771 --> 00:17:04,072 So simple. Yet so easy to overthink. 453 00:17:04,107 --> 00:17:05,307 I hate you. 454 00:17:08,545 --> 00:17:10,012 Have you seen a picture of it? 455 00:17:10,046 --> 00:17:12,314 Yes. You'll be happy. 456 00:17:12,348 --> 00:17:14,283 Happy how? 457 00:17:15,618 --> 00:17:17,319 What's it look like? 458 00:17:17,353 --> 00:17:21,256 - It looks... healthy. - Come on. 459 00:17:21,291 --> 00:17:23,258 Could you at least tell him the donor's shoe size? 460 00:17:23,293 --> 00:17:24,760 Geez. 461 00:17:24,794 --> 00:17:26,261 Caleb, look who's here. 462 00:17:26,296 --> 00:17:28,030 Oh, my God. What happened to you? 463 00:17:28,064 --> 00:17:29,264 Anna! You made it! 464 00:17:29,299 --> 00:17:30,532 Get out. 465 00:17:30,567 --> 00:17:32,167 Caleb, your mom called me... 466 00:17:32,202 --> 00:17:35,137 I don't want her here. She needs to leave! 467 00:17:35,171 --> 00:17:36,271 Get her out now! 468 00:17:36,306 --> 00:17:38,307 - Hey. Hey, hey, hey. - Whoa. 469 00:17:45,148 --> 00:17:47,182 That's a large mass on the thymus gland. How old? 470 00:17:47,217 --> 00:17:49,117 Uh, 10. 471 00:17:49,152 --> 00:17:51,186 In kids, thymomas are always malignant, 472 00:17:51,221 --> 00:17:53,856 but, luckily, resecting them can be completely curative. 473 00:17:53,890 --> 00:17:55,157 I can scrub in. 474 00:17:56,784 --> 00:17:58,784 _ 475 00:17:59,229 --> 00:18:01,814 Hey, Jo's been out all week. Is everything okay? 476 00:18:02,304 --> 00:18:03,971 I'll book the OR. 477 00:18:06,836 --> 00:18:08,136 Gus is severely anemic... 478 00:18:08,171 --> 00:18:09,872 we can't operate until we transfuse him. 479 00:18:17,680 --> 00:18:19,790 I know what you're doing. 480 00:18:20,450 --> 00:18:22,684 Just laundry. Not that big a mystery. 481 00:18:22,719 --> 00:18:24,520 You're checking on me. I don't need it. 482 00:18:24,554 --> 00:18:26,555 I just need to go to sleep. 483 00:18:26,589 --> 00:18:28,557 Do you have a basket or something? 484 00:18:28,591 --> 00:18:30,158 Please leave. 485 00:18:35,431 --> 00:18:37,099 Do you remember Bronwyn Murphy? 486 00:18:38,268 --> 00:18:40,102 Your redheaded bartender girlfriend 487 00:18:40,136 --> 00:18:42,104 with the "Texas" tattoo? 488 00:18:44,440 --> 00:18:46,074 Remember when she dumped me? 489 00:18:46,109 --> 00:18:47,376 - Vaguely. - Vaguely? 490 00:18:47,410 --> 00:18:49,044 I drank for three days. 491 00:18:49,078 --> 00:18:50,913 I-I missed so much work, I almost got fired. 492 00:18:50,947 --> 00:18:52,014 So what's your point? 493 00:18:52,048 --> 00:18:55,183 I was a shell. 494 00:18:55,218 --> 00:18:56,411 I couldn't move. 495 00:18:56,446 --> 00:19:00,122 But I had this friend who came over to my place, 496 00:19:00,156 --> 00:19:01,924 even though all I wanted in the world 497 00:19:01,958 --> 00:19:03,292 was to be left alone. 498 00:19:03,326 --> 00:19:05,961 In fact, I told her that. Several times. 499 00:19:05,995 --> 00:19:08,997 But... she stayed. 500 00:19:10,633 --> 00:19:12,367 And she did my laundry. 501 00:19:12,402 --> 00:19:13,435 So this is revenge? 502 00:19:13,469 --> 00:19:16,004 It's just a friend doing another friend's laundry. 503 00:19:24,814 --> 00:19:27,282 Oh, I'd give the soup another minute to cool. 504 00:19:27,317 --> 00:19:29,384 I'm pretty sure they boil it before they... 505 00:19:34,924 --> 00:19:36,458 Don't mind if I do. 506 00:19:36,492 --> 00:19:38,627 I wasn't offering. 507 00:19:39,935 --> 00:19:41,436 I'll take one, anyway. 508 00:19:51,140 --> 00:19:53,008 - Why would you call her? - She said you needed me. 509 00:19:53,042 --> 00:19:54,910 - Right! - So I dropped everything, and I came... 510 00:19:54,944 --> 00:19:57,079 despite being dumped nine months ago 511 00:19:57,113 --> 00:19:58,513 with no explanation. 512 00:19:58,548 --> 00:19:59,648 What do you mean, dumped? 513 00:19:59,682 --> 00:20:01,850 You told me she was gonna take care of you after surgery, 514 00:20:01,884 --> 00:20:03,518 when she got back from... 515 00:20:03,553 --> 00:20:05,354 - Where were you assigned? - No, I'm not on assignment. 516 00:20:05,388 --> 00:20:06,488 I came from San Diego. 517 00:20:06,522 --> 00:20:08,523 - What surgery? - Lord. 518 00:20:08,558 --> 00:20:10,826 Are you getting a procedure for a prosthetic leg or something...? 519 00:20:10,860 --> 00:20:11,793 It's none of her business. 520 00:20:11,828 --> 00:20:13,362 She's supposed to be your support system... 521 00:20:13,396 --> 00:20:15,364 you listed her in your evaluation. 522 00:20:15,398 --> 00:20:16,531 You knew that having a support system 523 00:20:16,566 --> 00:20:18,834 was essential for you being able to get this surgery. 524 00:20:18,868 --> 00:20:20,535 - You knew that. - What surgery?! 525 00:20:20,570 --> 00:20:23,271 Can we please just get everyone out of here 526 00:20:23,306 --> 00:20:24,640 and then do my surgery? 527 00:20:24,674 --> 00:20:27,809 Okay? And then I'll leave everyone alone. 528 00:20:33,182 --> 00:20:34,483 Caleb's been prepping for months. 529 00:20:34,517 --> 00:20:36,118 - You can't just say no. - The hell I can't. 530 00:20:36,152 --> 00:20:37,285 Catherine, just wait a minute. 531 00:20:37,320 --> 00:20:38,654 We got it... everything's intact. 532 00:20:38,688 --> 00:20:39,788 Why isn't everyone in the OR? 533 00:20:39,822 --> 00:20:41,456 The surgery is off! 534 00:20:41,491 --> 00:20:44,526 I'm not giving that man a penis today. 535 00:20:45,862 --> 00:20:47,996 Any questions about the urology floor? 536 00:20:51,932 --> 00:20:55,451 I'm creating a window at the base of the mesoappendix now. 537 00:20:55,452 --> 00:20:58,354 - You're good to get it? Or... - Yes. Absolutely. 538 00:20:58,388 --> 00:21:00,323 What's your plan here? 539 00:21:00,357 --> 00:21:01,591 Excuse me? 540 00:21:01,625 --> 00:21:04,814 Where do you see this going? Long-term? 541 00:21:06,563 --> 00:21:08,667 Sir, I... 542 00:21:09,466 --> 00:21:11,834 We've not really had those discussions yet. 543 00:21:11,869 --> 00:21:13,469 Uh, I mean, she's got a family. 544 00:21:13,504 --> 00:21:14,704 That informs where she's coming from... 545 00:21:14,738 --> 00:21:16,205 and I certainly want to respect that. 546 00:21:16,240 --> 00:21:17,640 But, uh, for me? 547 00:21:17,674 --> 00:21:19,108 She's amazing, sir. 548 00:21:19,143 --> 00:21:20,109 She makes me so happy. 549 00:21:20,144 --> 00:21:21,110 You know, I'm... I'm... She... 550 00:21:21,145 --> 00:21:22,545 I'm gonna stop you right now 551 00:21:22,579 --> 00:21:23,713 because my question was... 552 00:21:23,747 --> 00:21:25,982 ...where do you see your surgical career going, 553 00:21:26,016 --> 00:21:27,227 long-term? 554 00:21:27,262 --> 00:21:28,784 And whether you've thought about a specialty. 555 00:21:28,819 --> 00:21:30,052 Um. 556 00:21:30,087 --> 00:21:32,221 Oh, right. Uh... shoot. 557 00:21:32,256 --> 00:21:37,160 Well, uh, g-general surgery... is attractive. 558 00:21:38,362 --> 00:21:40,129 What a surprise. 559 00:21:40,164 --> 00:21:41,364 All right, do you see that, sir? 560 00:21:41,398 --> 00:21:43,332 - Is that a dead bowel? - It is. 561 00:21:43,367 --> 00:21:45,434 The terminal ileum's been compromised. What do you want to do? 562 00:21:45,469 --> 00:21:47,503 I think we need to convert to an open procedure. 563 00:21:47,538 --> 00:21:48,638 - What do you think? - I think you're right. 564 00:21:48,672 --> 00:21:50,306 All right, let's pull the trocars. 565 00:21:57,915 --> 00:22:00,383 Ma, it's gonna be a grueling surgery, all right? 566 00:22:00,417 --> 00:22:02,218 You haven't been in the OR in a while now. 567 00:22:02,252 --> 00:22:05,021 The patient is not mentally or emotionally prepared 568 00:22:05,055 --> 00:22:06,856 for a transplant. 569 00:22:06,890 --> 00:22:08,891 We're taking a piece of another person's body 570 00:22:08,926 --> 00:22:10,593 and putting it onto his. 571 00:22:10,627 --> 00:22:13,029 He needs a support team for that, 572 00:22:13,063 --> 00:22:15,097 just like I had for my own surgery. 573 00:22:15,132 --> 00:22:17,500 As much as all the constant nagging and worrying 574 00:22:17,534 --> 00:22:19,168 makes me crazy... 575 00:22:19,203 --> 00:22:22,505 if I didn't have you or Richard, 576 00:22:22,539 --> 00:22:24,618 I couldn't have done any of this. 577 00:22:25,375 --> 00:22:27,376 The surgery is off. 578 00:22:29,379 --> 00:22:32,448 And don't you dare accuse me of being scared or tired. 579 00:22:32,482 --> 00:22:33,950 Even though I'm a little bit of both, 580 00:22:33,984 --> 00:22:36,547 but that is not the reason. 581 00:22:41,592 --> 00:22:43,259 Dr. Lowe to Maternity. 582 00:22:43,293 --> 00:22:46,128 Dr. Kathy Lowe to Maternity. 583 00:22:46,163 --> 00:22:48,809 Uh, I think she's right. I'm sorry. 584 00:22:50,734 --> 00:22:52,902 Keep everything on ice, keep everybody close, okay? 585 00:22:52,936 --> 00:22:54,637 I'm gonna fix this... I just need to talk to Caleb. 586 00:22:54,671 --> 00:22:55,638 I'll do it. 587 00:22:55,672 --> 00:22:57,540 No, Owen. It's my patient. 588 00:22:57,574 --> 00:22:58,774 I don't need you to swoop in and save the day. 589 00:22:58,809 --> 00:22:59,909 Do you have a penis? 590 00:23:05,282 --> 00:23:08,050 I cannot believe this is the one time 591 00:23:08,085 --> 00:23:10,119 this could make a difference. 592 00:23:10,153 --> 00:23:11,302 Fine. Just don't screw it up 593 00:23:11,336 --> 00:23:12,455 like you screwed up the rest of your life. 594 00:23:18,262 --> 00:23:19,895 Okay, now, you have to run the bowel through your... 595 00:23:19,930 --> 00:23:22,565 From the ligament of Treitz all the way down... I did. 596 00:23:22,599 --> 00:23:24,066 - Okay, make sure you feel for... - Wait. Sir, hold on. 597 00:23:24,101 --> 00:23:25,101 Is... 598 00:23:25,135 --> 00:23:27,103 Is this... Is it a Meckel's band? 599 00:23:27,137 --> 00:23:29,605 It is. What is it? 600 00:23:29,640 --> 00:23:30,973 Meckel's diverticulum, 601 00:23:31,008 --> 00:23:33,643 a congenital anomaly of the small intestine. 602 00:23:33,677 --> 00:23:36,679 The band seems to be kinking off the blood supply. 603 00:23:36,713 --> 00:23:38,014 I have to do an ileocecectomy. 604 00:23:38,048 --> 00:23:39,682 No. You don't. I do. 605 00:23:39,716 --> 00:23:41,684 - It's my surgery. - No, your surgery was an appy. 606 00:23:41,718 --> 00:23:42,905 This was an incidental finding. 607 00:23:42,940 --> 00:23:44,654 Yeah, but it's my incidental finding. 608 00:23:44,688 --> 00:23:46,956 - DeLuca... - I staple off the area of necrosis. 609 00:23:46,990 --> 00:23:48,524 You don't even know what stapler to use. 610 00:23:48,558 --> 00:23:52,261 GIA 60 with 3.8-millimeter staples. 611 00:24:01,571 --> 00:24:02,838 This one, right? 612 00:24:05,142 --> 00:24:06,642 In kids, the thymus gland helps regulate 613 00:24:06,677 --> 00:24:08,444 the body's immune responses. 614 00:24:08,478 --> 00:24:09,679 But since he has a tumor there... 615 00:24:09,713 --> 00:24:11,714 His gland isn't working properly, 616 00:24:11,748 --> 00:24:13,382 so it's causing all sorts of symptoms... 617 00:24:13,417 --> 00:24:15,885 uh, his cough, his fatigue, his discomfort. 618 00:24:15,919 --> 00:24:17,153 But this transfusion should help 619 00:24:17,187 --> 00:24:18,554 get his red blood cell count up, 620 00:24:18,588 --> 00:24:20,156 correcting the anemia. 621 00:24:20,190 --> 00:24:22,361 - And then you'll do the surgery? - Correct. 622 00:24:22,859 --> 00:24:25,661 God, a tumor. And anemia. 623 00:24:25,696 --> 00:24:27,963 I just thought we were gonna take out his tonsils. 624 00:24:27,998 --> 00:24:29,665 Dr. Karev! 625 00:24:31,268 --> 00:24:33,235 Give him space, or you'll scare him more. 626 00:24:33,270 --> 00:24:35,905 Sweetie, you're all right. 627 00:24:35,939 --> 00:24:37,707 You need to pull the IV. Can you back up, please? 628 00:24:37,741 --> 00:24:38,874 H-He doesn't like to be touched. 629 00:24:38,909 --> 00:24:40,710 It's not a panic attack. It's a reaction to the blood. 630 00:24:40,744 --> 00:24:42,745 Why? Why is he reacting to the blood? 631 00:24:44,748 --> 00:24:46,082 It's okay, Gus. It's okay. 632 00:24:46,116 --> 00:24:48,718 We've got you. All right, Gus. 633 00:24:48,752 --> 00:24:51,020 Good, good. Take a deep breath. 634 00:24:56,193 --> 00:24:57,860 - What are you doing? - Hey. 635 00:24:57,894 --> 00:25:00,162 Oh, I'm trying to find a place for my baby 636 00:25:00,197 --> 00:25:02,264 that doesn't share walls with strangers 637 00:25:02,299 --> 00:25:05,401 who can hear her wail all night while I fail at new parenting. 638 00:25:05,435 --> 00:25:06,618 And apparently, 639 00:25:06,652 --> 00:25:08,571 it has to be in a good school district. 640 00:25:16,813 --> 00:25:18,748 You're house-hunting. 641 00:25:18,782 --> 00:25:20,549 With another guy, Teddy? 642 00:25:20,584 --> 00:25:22,952 I... I'm not moving in with Tom. 643 00:25:22,986 --> 00:25:24,620 He's... He's just... You know, he's helping... 644 00:25:24,654 --> 00:25:26,389 I watched you suffer from afar for years, 645 00:25:26,423 --> 00:25:27,790 I watched you love him for years, 646 00:25:27,824 --> 00:25:30,025 and then I watched you suffer some more. 647 00:25:30,060 --> 00:25:32,628 I'm sure the neurosurgeon is... lovely, 648 00:25:32,662 --> 00:25:34,630 but my brother is single. 649 00:25:34,664 --> 00:25:36,298 And you love him. And you've always loved him. 650 00:25:36,333 --> 00:25:37,900 And he's an idiot, but he loves you, too. 651 00:25:37,934 --> 00:25:39,702 And now he has Leo and a crib, 652 00:25:39,736 --> 00:25:41,404 and I know for sure that he would want you to move in, 653 00:25:41,438 --> 00:25:43,739 and... and then... and... 654 00:25:43,774 --> 00:25:46,375 It can be easy, and it can evolve. 655 00:25:46,410 --> 00:25:48,811 Megan, I'm not gonna m-move in to that house. 656 00:25:48,845 --> 00:25:49,812 I-I... And... what... 657 00:25:49,846 --> 00:25:52,415 just... slide into Amelia's place in their bed? 658 00:25:52,449 --> 00:25:54,450 I mean, that is not gonna happen. 659 00:25:54,484 --> 00:25:55,985 And, I mean, Megan, if it were you, 660 00:25:56,019 --> 00:25:59,541 you would burn the house down before you moved into it. 661 00:26:00,290 --> 00:26:03,259 I would. 662 00:26:04,661 --> 00:26:06,829 Totally would. 663 00:26:06,863 --> 00:26:08,764 I totally would. 664 00:26:08,799 --> 00:26:10,733 I am so happy you're here. 665 00:26:10,767 --> 00:26:13,736 - So, where were you stationed? - Near Kandahar. 666 00:26:13,770 --> 00:26:16,183 - Not a lot of trees. - No. 667 00:26:16,706 --> 00:26:19,141 I, uh, spent most of my time in Fallujah. 668 00:26:19,176 --> 00:26:21,310 When I got back, I would... 669 00:26:21,344 --> 00:26:23,646 still kick my shoes out for sand. 670 00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:25,347 It's a kind of habit, I guess. 671 00:26:25,382 --> 00:26:26,682 Don't have that problem anymore. 672 00:26:28,385 --> 00:26:30,447 Yeah. 673 00:26:31,354 --> 00:26:32,955 I didn't lie to Anna. 674 00:26:32,989 --> 00:26:34,178 When I broke up with her, 675 00:26:34,212 --> 00:26:35,658 I told her I wasn't right in the head. 676 00:26:35,692 --> 00:26:36,926 And I wasn't. 677 00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:38,961 You went through something terrible. 678 00:26:38,995 --> 00:26:41,163 Took one wrong step, and I became a monster. 679 00:26:41,198 --> 00:26:42,288 Nobody thinks that. 680 00:26:42,322 --> 00:26:45,337 I woke up, and a part of me was missing. 681 00:26:45,836 --> 00:26:47,136 And I'm not talking about my leg. 682 00:26:47,170 --> 00:26:49,216 I can live with one leg. 683 00:26:50,207 --> 00:26:52,475 I didn't feel like a man anymore. 684 00:26:52,509 --> 00:26:54,096 I didn't know if I could live like that, 685 00:26:54,130 --> 00:26:56,979 and I didn't want Anna to live like that, either. 686 00:26:57,013 --> 00:26:58,781 Yeah. 687 00:26:58,815 --> 00:27:00,850 You know, I was in an explosion over there, too. 688 00:27:00,884 --> 00:27:02,718 I didn't suffer like you have, but... 689 00:27:03,355 --> 00:27:04,982 I, uh... 690 00:27:05,555 --> 00:27:07,289 I lost my whole platoon. 691 00:27:07,324 --> 00:27:08,724 - Damn. - Yeah. 692 00:27:08,758 --> 00:27:09,956 They sent me home, 693 00:27:09,991 --> 00:27:12,027 and I broke up with my fiancée 694 00:27:12,062 --> 00:27:13,762 with a three-line e-mail. 695 00:27:15,432 --> 00:27:16,799 I mean, she wasn't right for me, 696 00:27:16,833 --> 00:27:19,287 but I'm still ashamed of how I treated her. 697 00:27:20,103 --> 00:27:21,498 Anna's... 698 00:27:22,005 --> 00:27:23,792 She's right for me. 699 00:27:24,207 --> 00:27:26,586 She's everything. She's my... 700 00:27:27,511 --> 00:27:29,912 She was my everything. 701 00:27:29,946 --> 00:27:31,847 You owe her better than what she got. 702 00:27:33,884 --> 00:27:35,818 Give her a chance, Caleb. 703 00:27:35,852 --> 00:27:37,639 You know, talk to her. 704 00:27:38,722 --> 00:27:40,356 Sometimes, when you give people a chance, 705 00:27:40,390 --> 00:27:42,540 they show up in ways you wouldn't believe. 706 00:27:58,129 --> 00:28:00,363 And he just told her the truth? 707 00:28:00,364 --> 00:28:02,782 He did. And she's not going anywhere. 708 00:28:02,783 --> 00:28:04,584 And this is supposed to change my mind? 709 00:28:04,619 --> 00:28:07,120 Him having one conversation? 710 00:28:07,627 --> 00:28:09,289 Catherine, I know this guy. 711 00:28:09,323 --> 00:28:10,924 I've been this guy. 712 00:28:10,958 --> 00:28:12,292 When I came back, I wasn't myself. 713 00:28:12,326 --> 00:28:13,860 I did things that I wasn't proud of... 714 00:28:13,895 --> 00:28:15,095 it took me several months 715 00:28:15,129 --> 00:28:16,496 just to knock on my mom's door 716 00:28:16,531 --> 00:28:18,098 to tell her that I was home. 717 00:28:18,132 --> 00:28:20,700 And I didn't lose a part of my body. 718 00:28:20,735 --> 00:28:22,102 Catherine, I operated on guys over there, 719 00:28:22,136 --> 00:28:23,280 and when they woke up, 720 00:28:23,314 --> 00:28:25,505 the first question they would ask was, 721 00:28:25,540 --> 00:28:26,884 "Is it still there?" 722 00:28:26,925 --> 00:28:28,942 And they weren't talking about their legs or their arms. 723 00:28:30,044 --> 00:28:32,312 Every time Caleb changes his clothes, 724 00:28:32,346 --> 00:28:36,116 goes to the bathroom, looks down... he's triggered. 725 00:28:36,150 --> 00:28:38,018 So I believe this surgery 726 00:28:38,052 --> 00:28:40,020 is what he needs to move forward. 727 00:28:40,054 --> 00:28:42,055 I believe this will help him far more 728 00:28:42,089 --> 00:28:43,657 than it could possibly hurt him. 729 00:28:49,931 --> 00:28:51,197 What do you mean, you don't know? 730 00:28:51,232 --> 00:28:52,306 I mean, I don't know! 731 00:28:52,341 --> 00:28:54,801 I read the crossmatch as AB... he got AB. 732 00:28:54,835 --> 00:28:56,670 We do not give children the wrong blood 733 00:28:56,704 --> 00:28:57,871 in this hospital, Karev. 734 00:28:57,905 --> 00:29:00,340 We do not give adults the wrong blood in this hospital. 735 00:29:00,374 --> 00:29:01,908 So, someone, please explain to me 736 00:29:01,943 --> 00:29:04,811 what the hell is going on and how this isn't a lawsuit, 737 00:29:04,845 --> 00:29:06,746 so I can lower my voice! 738 00:29:06,781 --> 00:29:09,182 You see this, girls? This is leadership. 739 00:29:09,216 --> 00:29:10,650 We're running a second crossmatch 740 00:29:10,685 --> 00:29:11,751 to check his blood type again. 741 00:29:11,786 --> 00:29:12,858 His chart says AB. 742 00:29:12,893 --> 00:29:14,187 It's gotta be something else, right? 743 00:29:14,221 --> 00:29:16,256 Second crossmatch is up. 744 00:29:16,290 --> 00:29:17,524 He's definitely AB. 745 00:29:17,558 --> 00:29:19,159 Positive or negative? Neither. 746 00:29:19,193 --> 00:29:20,860 - What? - Huh? 747 00:29:20,895 --> 00:29:22,262 He's Rh-Null. 748 00:29:22,296 --> 00:29:23,663 What is that? 749 00:29:23,698 --> 00:29:25,265 That's golden blood. 750 00:29:25,299 --> 00:29:28,501 It's a rare blood type that lacks all Rh antigens. 751 00:29:28,536 --> 00:29:32,005 No positive, no negative. I've never seen this. 752 00:29:32,039 --> 00:29:33,195 How rare is rare? 753 00:29:33,229 --> 00:29:34,941 Pretty rare, 'cause I've never heard of it. 754 00:29:34,976 --> 00:29:37,410 Less than 50 people have been documented to have it. 755 00:29:40,581 --> 00:29:44,050 Close with 2-0 PDS? Good call. 756 00:29:44,085 --> 00:29:45,809 All right, clamps. 757 00:29:46,621 --> 00:29:49,122 Look, I'm... I'm sorry. 758 00:29:49,156 --> 00:29:50,240 I overstepped. I was... 759 00:29:50,275 --> 00:29:53,393 Terse. A little more terse than necessary. 760 00:29:53,427 --> 00:29:54,663 I'm sorry. I just... 761 00:29:54,698 --> 00:29:56,463 I-I could see the whole procedure in my head. 762 00:29:56,497 --> 00:29:57,646 You know, you gave me the case... 763 00:29:57,680 --> 00:30:00,066 I wanted to do the case from start to finish. 764 00:30:00,101 --> 00:30:02,033 I wanted to show you that I was worthy of... 765 00:30:03,170 --> 00:30:04,537 Malleable? 766 00:30:06,107 --> 00:30:07,539 Worthy of what? 767 00:30:08,309 --> 00:30:09,909 A career in general surgery. 768 00:30:09,944 --> 00:30:11,911 Well, Dr. Grey's head of that department. 769 00:30:11,946 --> 00:30:14,481 - It's not up to me. - Of course. 770 00:30:14,515 --> 00:30:17,317 I could put in a good word. 771 00:30:17,351 --> 00:30:18,918 Or are you set there? 772 00:30:20,321 --> 00:30:22,322 That would be great, sir. Thank you. 773 00:30:22,356 --> 00:30:23,990 You got this? 774 00:30:24,025 --> 00:30:25,225 Yes, sir. 775 00:30:29,764 --> 00:30:32,565 So, how did you convince your mother to do the surgery? 776 00:30:32,600 --> 00:30:34,167 Oh, I didn't. That was all Hunt. 777 00:30:34,201 --> 00:30:35,402 Basically, I just accused her 778 00:30:35,436 --> 00:30:37,483 of being scared to come back. 779 00:30:37,517 --> 00:30:39,229 I bet she loved that. 780 00:30:39,264 --> 00:30:40,282 Yep. 781 00:30:40,316 --> 00:30:42,242 - Heparinized saline in here, please. - Uh-huh. 782 00:30:44,111 --> 00:30:45,345 There we go. 783 00:30:45,379 --> 00:30:46,793 You know, ever since she got sick, 784 00:30:46,828 --> 00:30:48,581 I'm scared all the time. 785 00:30:48,616 --> 00:30:50,483 Even if things are fine. 786 00:30:50,518 --> 00:30:52,018 Well, I was scared for Richard. 787 00:30:52,053 --> 00:30:53,953 Uh, I did not want him to lose another person. 788 00:30:53,988 --> 00:30:56,322 You know, the weird thing is, when I first found out, 789 00:30:56,357 --> 00:30:59,459 my initial thought was, "Okay, my mom is gonna die. 790 00:30:59,493 --> 00:31:01,594 It's just gonna be me and Richard and..." 791 00:31:01,629 --> 00:31:04,164 Then I remembered I actually have a father. 792 00:31:04,198 --> 00:31:06,499 Whole time, did not occur to me once that I had a father. 793 00:31:06,534 --> 00:31:08,301 Same thing happened to me with Thatcher. 794 00:31:08,335 --> 00:31:10,203 I was sitting with him, and I thought, 795 00:31:10,237 --> 00:31:12,472 "Oh, I actually have a father. 796 00:31:12,506 --> 00:31:15,041 And he's dying, but... I have a father, 797 00:31:15,076 --> 00:31:17,310 and it's not Richard Webber." 798 00:31:19,246 --> 00:31:23,183 Well, I think we are prepped and ready to re-scrub. 799 00:31:25,219 --> 00:31:26,653 All right. It's all yours. 800 00:31:26,687 --> 00:31:27,841 What? Where are you going? 801 00:31:27,875 --> 00:31:29,823 I have to go spend some time in my lab... 802 00:31:29,857 --> 00:31:32,892 You know, work on my next groundbreaking thing. 803 00:31:32,927 --> 00:31:35,061 I'm taking my name off. We're even. 804 00:31:35,096 --> 00:31:37,297 You just don't want to do an extremely long surgery 805 00:31:37,331 --> 00:31:38,898 you already won an award for. 806 00:31:38,932 --> 00:31:42,035 You don't need to go to the moon twice. 807 00:32:49,970 --> 00:32:51,271 Thank you, doctors. 808 00:32:51,305 --> 00:32:53,106 Dr. Avery and I have this from here. 809 00:33:02,005 --> 00:33:03,817 All right. Ready to assess profusion? 810 00:33:03,851 --> 00:33:06,252 Please. 811 00:33:08,455 --> 00:33:12,725 I promise, if things get worse, I will tell you. 812 00:33:12,760 --> 00:33:16,062 I promise I will not keep any more secrets from you. 813 00:33:17,331 --> 00:33:18,731 Thank you. 814 00:33:21,635 --> 00:33:24,861 Oh, we got a good blood flow. 815 00:33:25,306 --> 00:33:29,342 Aww. Thank you, baby. This was a beautiful gift. 816 00:33:32,780 --> 00:33:33,813 It's true. 817 00:33:33,848 --> 00:33:35,148 Well... 818 00:33:35,182 --> 00:33:37,317 She didn't even have a tattoo of Texas. 819 00:33:37,351 --> 00:33:39,757 It was just the word "Texas." 820 00:33:39,791 --> 00:33:40,920 She... 821 00:33:40,955 --> 00:33:43,156 She had a picture of it further down her back. 822 00:33:43,190 --> 00:33:46,326 Classy. 823 00:33:49,196 --> 00:33:51,965 Okay, all right, Bronwyn wasn't perfect, but I was... 824 00:33:51,999 --> 00:33:53,533 Bronwyn. 825 00:33:53,567 --> 00:33:55,368 I was in love with her, and it still hurt. 826 00:33:55,402 --> 00:33:56,700 Aww. 827 00:33:56,735 --> 00:33:59,439 It... It... It hurt when she dumped me. 828 00:33:59,473 --> 00:34:01,541 She was doing you a favor. 829 00:34:01,575 --> 00:34:04,444 Ah, didn't feel like it. 830 00:34:04,478 --> 00:34:06,679 Okay, it's time you knew. 831 00:34:06,714 --> 00:34:09,482 She wasn't even from Texas. 832 00:34:09,516 --> 00:34:11,618 She was from Delaware, I think. 833 00:34:15,322 --> 00:34:17,957 I've done that favor a lot. 834 00:34:19,994 --> 00:34:21,292 Huh? 835 00:34:22,029 --> 00:34:25,064 Do you remember when I started at the restaurant? 836 00:34:25,099 --> 00:34:29,502 I had just walked out on another job in Kingston. 837 00:34:29,536 --> 00:34:32,205 I was dating this waiter there. Logan. 838 00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:33,239 I really liked him. 839 00:34:33,274 --> 00:34:34,540 I mean, he was kind of a stoner, 840 00:34:34,575 --> 00:34:37,977 but he was cute and polite 841 00:34:38,012 --> 00:34:40,270 and a good kisser. 842 00:34:40,848 --> 00:34:42,515 Dated for months. 843 00:34:42,549 --> 00:34:45,919 And then, one day, we were making out after work, 844 00:34:45,953 --> 00:34:48,554 and he said, "I love you." 845 00:34:48,589 --> 00:34:50,890 And I felt... 846 00:34:52,927 --> 00:34:55,428 I felt the opposite 847 00:34:55,462 --> 00:34:57,096 of how that should make you feel. 848 00:34:57,131 --> 00:34:58,496 I felt... 849 00:34:59,366 --> 00:35:01,501 like he was wrong. 850 00:35:01,535 --> 00:35:05,538 Like no one should ever feel that way about me. 851 00:35:05,572 --> 00:35:07,874 I couldn't even look at him. 852 00:35:07,908 --> 00:35:09,943 I just left. 853 00:35:09,977 --> 00:35:13,413 I didn't call him. I didn't call work. 854 00:35:13,447 --> 00:35:16,449 I just moved to a different part of town and started a new job, 855 00:35:16,483 --> 00:35:19,752 like none of it had ever happened. 856 00:35:19,787 --> 00:35:23,856 I did the same thing to a guy in high school. 857 00:35:23,891 --> 00:35:25,091 And then there was Paul. 858 00:35:25,125 --> 00:35:27,827 Now, you left Paul to save your life. 859 00:35:29,797 --> 00:35:31,531 It's in my wiring. 860 00:35:32,666 --> 00:35:35,468 My mother was a runner. 861 00:35:35,502 --> 00:35:37,537 She still is, apparently. 862 00:35:37,571 --> 00:35:39,572 She can't even sit in the same room as me, 863 00:35:39,606 --> 00:35:42,081 even though she says she loves me. 864 00:35:43,143 --> 00:35:45,378 And my father... 865 00:35:50,584 --> 00:35:53,219 I always run. It's what I do. 866 00:36:05,032 --> 00:36:07,600 I think you've maybe had enough. 867 00:36:07,634 --> 00:36:09,969 I don't really care what you think. 868 00:36:19,010 --> 00:36:21,479 Oh, uh... 869 00:36:21,513 --> 00:36:24,315 Yes. Uh... 870 00:36:24,349 --> 00:36:26,116 You came here seeking a teacher. 871 00:36:26,151 --> 00:36:29,987 You came here looking for... Yoda. 872 00:36:30,021 --> 00:36:31,989 And I was not your Yoda today. 873 00:36:32,023 --> 00:36:33,062 I can be. 874 00:36:33,096 --> 00:36:34,711 In... In fact, I'm an excellent Yoda, 875 00:36:34,745 --> 00:36:36,460 but not today. 876 00:36:36,495 --> 00:36:39,129 Uh, I will look into rescheduling. 877 00:36:39,164 --> 00:36:40,965 Uh. 878 00:36:42,026 --> 00:36:43,159 Are you kidding? 879 00:36:44,302 --> 00:36:45,536 About which part? 880 00:36:45,570 --> 00:36:47,371 We learned so much. 881 00:36:47,405 --> 00:36:49,773 Leadership skills, communication. 882 00:36:49,808 --> 00:36:51,642 You told an intern to "move his sorry damn ass 883 00:36:51,676 --> 00:36:52,943 before you move it for him 884 00:36:52,978 --> 00:36:54,612 in a way that he would not appreciate..." 885 00:36:54,646 --> 00:36:56,947 You have a secret innovative medicine lab 886 00:36:56,982 --> 00:36:58,549 and a blue light room and... 887 00:36:58,583 --> 00:37:00,784 And you're always on the move, rolling with the punches, 888 00:37:00,819 --> 00:37:02,186 solving problems... 889 00:37:02,220 --> 00:37:05,055 And the women! It's all women! 890 00:37:05,090 --> 00:37:07,124 Better than Yoda, you were. 891 00:37:07,158 --> 00:37:08,377 Chief Bailey? 892 00:37:08,412 --> 00:37:10,127 I hear you're looking for the compliance reports? 893 00:37:10,161 --> 00:37:12,229 You're ruining a moment, Schmitt. 894 00:37:12,264 --> 00:37:14,367 Dr. Karev has me do them every month. 895 00:37:15,066 --> 00:37:16,500 - I'm sorry? - Yeah. 896 00:37:16,535 --> 00:37:18,702 And Helm does the agency and overtime costs, 897 00:37:18,737 --> 00:37:20,738 Parker does the quality and employee metrics, 898 00:37:20,772 --> 00:37:23,807 and Qadri does the vendor contracts... 899 00:37:32,450 --> 00:37:36,654 Hey! Your appy turned into a four-hour ileocecectomy? 900 00:37:36,688 --> 00:37:39,823 DeLuca's ileocecectomy. 901 00:37:39,858 --> 00:37:41,225 Really? How'd he do? 902 00:37:41,259 --> 00:37:42,760 Oh, it was... was fine. 903 00:37:42,794 --> 00:37:44,261 He got a little snippy with me, though. 904 00:37:44,296 --> 00:37:45,563 Snippy? 905 00:37:45,597 --> 00:37:46,897 Oh, he had a plan, 906 00:37:46,932 --> 00:37:49,366 and he... he wanted to see it through, and... 907 00:37:49,401 --> 00:37:51,201 he was right. 908 00:37:51,236 --> 00:37:52,436 Huh. 909 00:37:52,470 --> 00:37:53,837 He's a surgeon, Meredith. 910 00:37:53,872 --> 00:37:55,773 And a good one. 911 00:37:55,807 --> 00:37:57,274 He's a good man. 912 00:38:10,288 --> 00:38:11,556 What does that mean, "rare blood"? 913 00:38:11,591 --> 00:38:13,090 Does that matter? 914 00:38:13,124 --> 00:38:14,391 Don't you have all kinds of blood in a bank? 915 00:38:14,426 --> 00:38:16,226 Uh, or O-Negative? 916 00:38:16,261 --> 00:38:17,928 Isn't that the universal donor? 917 00:38:17,963 --> 00:38:20,731 Gus can only receive blood of the exact same type he has. 918 00:38:20,765 --> 00:38:23,233 And until we find enough donors, we can't operate. 919 00:38:23,268 --> 00:38:25,302 How long will that take? 920 00:38:25,337 --> 00:38:28,138 So far, we've found four potential donors. 921 00:38:28,173 --> 00:38:30,307 In... Washington? 922 00:38:30,342 --> 00:38:31,542 In the world. 923 00:38:32,944 --> 00:38:34,712 Oh, my God. 924 00:38:35,113 --> 00:38:38,048 So he's just gonna get sicker? 925 00:38:38,083 --> 00:38:39,116 Well, we're going to do everything we can 926 00:38:39,150 --> 00:38:40,250 to correct his anemia 927 00:38:40,285 --> 00:38:41,785 without transfusing him... 928 00:38:41,820 --> 00:38:43,304 We'll find the blood. 929 00:38:44,089 --> 00:38:45,135 Dr. Karev... 930 00:38:45,169 --> 00:38:47,157 We're not gonna stop until we find it. 931 00:38:47,192 --> 00:38:49,293 He didn't want to tell us what was wrong, but he did, 932 00:38:49,327 --> 00:38:52,596 and now we're not gonna give up until we fix him, okay? 933 00:38:52,631 --> 00:38:54,565 Thank you. 934 00:39:06,444 --> 00:39:09,947 - Is that after expenses? - Yep. 935 00:39:09,981 --> 00:39:12,249 And did you see the way they separated the departments 936 00:39:12,283 --> 00:39:13,951 with the columns? 937 00:39:13,985 --> 00:39:15,419 With the headings? 938 00:39:15,453 --> 00:39:18,256 Oh. That's very nice. 939 00:39:18,957 --> 00:39:20,457 He had the interns do all of this? 940 00:39:20,492 --> 00:39:22,135 Mm-hmm. 941 00:39:22,994 --> 00:39:24,795 It's ingenious. 942 00:39:24,829 --> 00:39:26,263 Right? 943 00:39:26,297 --> 00:39:30,768 Karev did something better than us. 944 00:39:31,803 --> 00:39:34,004 And he can never know. 945 00:39:42,313 --> 00:39:43,781 Hey. 946 00:39:45,684 --> 00:39:47,384 You saved the case. 947 00:39:47,419 --> 00:39:49,353 - You're welcome. - I wasn't saying thank you. 948 00:39:49,387 --> 00:39:50,854 So, just more name-calling, then? 949 00:39:50,889 --> 00:39:52,723 Owen. I love you. 950 00:39:52,757 --> 00:39:54,324 I call you names because someone has to. 951 00:39:54,359 --> 00:39:55,492 Someone has to tell you the truth. 952 00:39:55,527 --> 00:39:57,361 Oh, the truth that I'm an idiot? 953 00:39:57,395 --> 00:39:59,196 That you need help. 954 00:39:59,230 --> 00:40:02,700 That you need to do for yourself what you just did for Caleb. 955 00:40:02,734 --> 00:40:05,202 You need to find a... a way to heal enough 956 00:40:05,236 --> 00:40:06,511 to believe that you are worthy 957 00:40:06,546 --> 00:40:09,807 of joy and happiness and ease in this life. 958 00:40:09,841 --> 00:40:11,241 Because you are. But somehow... 959 00:40:11,276 --> 00:40:12,509 I'm thinking because of trauma... 960 00:40:12,544 --> 00:40:13,644 I'm thinking because of war 961 00:40:13,678 --> 00:40:15,479 and pain and ugliness and PTSD... 962 00:40:15,513 --> 00:40:16,875 somehow, you've come to believe 963 00:40:16,910 --> 00:40:18,248 that you aren't deserving of those things, 964 00:40:18,283 --> 00:40:19,817 so you keep making the hardest possible choices! 965 00:40:19,851 --> 00:40:22,152 Y'know, Megan, I'm sorry we can't all be perfect. 966 00:40:22,187 --> 00:40:23,387 We can't all be you and Riggs. 967 00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:25,222 Owen. Shut up. Seriously. 968 00:40:25,256 --> 00:40:27,324 I see a talk therapist once a week, 969 00:40:27,358 --> 00:40:29,693 I see a somatic PTSD specialist once a week. 970 00:40:29,728 --> 00:40:32,362 Riggs and I see a couples therapist one a week 971 00:40:32,397 --> 00:40:34,531 because I want to be as happy as I can for the life I have left. 972 00:40:34,566 --> 00:40:35,675 Don't you? 973 00:40:35,709 --> 00:40:37,067 - I've done therapy, Megan. - Not enough! 974 00:40:37,102 --> 00:40:38,472 Since when are you an authority... 975 00:40:38,506 --> 00:40:41,105 You went to Germany, and you told Teddy that you loved her, 976 00:40:41,139 --> 00:40:43,240 and then revealed that, 24 hours previously, 977 00:40:43,274 --> 00:40:45,008 you had been in bed with your ex-wife, 978 00:40:45,043 --> 00:40:46,142 so she kicked you out. 979 00:40:46,177 --> 00:40:47,945 How do you not go and get a hotel room 980 00:40:47,979 --> 00:40:50,914 and try again the next day and the next day and the next? 981 00:40:50,949 --> 00:40:52,162 How do you go back to the States 982 00:40:52,197 --> 00:40:53,762 and get back in bed with your ex-wife 983 00:40:53,796 --> 00:40:57,354 and have a foster baby and a teenage addict?! 984 00:40:57,388 --> 00:41:00,190 Owen, you're not well. 985 00:41:00,225 --> 00:41:02,459 Do the work to fix it. 986 00:41:02,494 --> 00:41:04,212 In sickness and in health, they say. 987 00:41:04,246 --> 00:41:05,262 Okay? 988 00:41:05,296 --> 00:41:08,133 That sounds so final, so binding. 989 00:41:10,401 --> 00:41:12,056 But it just means you have to be there. 990 00:41:13,562 --> 00:41:16,640 You have to really want to be there. 991 00:41:18,082 --> 00:41:19,810 For whatever's coming. 992 00:41:19,844 --> 00:41:21,245 You definitely should... 993 00:41:23,248 --> 00:41:24,548 And we don't know. 994 00:41:26,484 --> 00:41:28,385 It could all pan out the way we want... 995 00:41:30,655 --> 00:41:32,289 ...the way it's supposed to b. 996 00:41:33,491 --> 00:41:35,292 - Hey. - Hey. 997 00:41:35,326 --> 00:41:36,894 We need more ice. 998 00:41:43,034 --> 00:41:44,618 You scared the crap out of me with that text. 999 00:41:44,653 --> 00:41:46,670 I'm sorry about that. 1000 00:41:46,704 --> 00:41:49,072 Well... She looks fine now. 1001 00:41:50,942 --> 00:41:52,535 She's not. 1002 00:41:53,178 --> 00:41:56,513 I've seen her in rough shape before, but never like this. 1003 00:41:56,548 --> 00:41:59,149 I want to help. I don't know how. 1004 00:42:01,352 --> 00:42:03,086 Or it could be so much worse.