1 00:00:00,001 --> 00:00:05,000 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com - 2 00:00:19,890 --> 00:00:22,038 Previously on Doom Patrol... 3 00:00:25,129 --> 00:00:27,427 How often does he come see them? 4 00:00:27,452 --> 00:00:29,424 Niles? Not very. 5 00:00:29,833 --> 00:00:31,688 So he just abandoned them? 6 00:00:31,713 --> 00:00:32,938 Like broken toys? 7 00:00:32,963 --> 00:00:34,203 Why would he send me here? 8 00:00:34,228 --> 00:00:36,109 Why would he wanna abandon me too? 9 00:00:36,134 --> 00:00:37,870 'Cause I think that's what Mr. Nobody 10 00:00:37,895 --> 00:00:39,246 really wants, is for you to give up. 11 00:00:39,270 --> 00:00:40,512 That's why he sent you here. 12 00:00:40,545 --> 00:00:43,436 See what happens to those who cross him. 13 00:00:43,461 --> 00:00:47,118 Cyborg didn't even realize he'd left his arm cannon charging. 14 00:00:47,152 --> 00:00:50,451 Goodbye, Victor Stone. 15 00:00:53,557 --> 00:00:55,128 ... enabled your privacy mode. 16 00:00:55,153 --> 00:00:56,527 I won't be listening in anymore. 17 00:00:56,561 --> 00:00:59,589 For the last 60 years, I decided that Rita Farr 18 00:00:59,614 --> 00:01:01,665 was someone who deserved to be punished. 19 00:01:01,698 --> 00:01:05,403 Rita Farr is empty and ugly. 20 00:01:05,436 --> 00:01:07,995 I don't wanna be those things anymore. 21 00:01:08,020 --> 00:01:11,409 I see everyone I've ever loved. Burning. 22 00:01:11,442 --> 00:01:14,341 Have you ever tried communicating this to the spirit? 23 00:01:14,366 --> 00:01:15,915 Perhaps you should give it a try. 24 00:01:15,947 --> 00:01:17,626 I just thought that you should 25 00:01:17,651 --> 00:01:19,716 have the chance to get to know your daughter. 26 00:01:19,751 --> 00:01:20,950 Come on! 27 00:02:54,211 --> 00:02:57,716 Look, we all wanna find the Chief. 28 00:02:57,748 --> 00:03:01,353 To find the Chief we gotta go through Mr. Nobody. 29 00:03:01,385 --> 00:03:05,389 And I think we can all agree if we don't get our shit together 30 00:03:05,414 --> 00:03:06,757 right here, right now, 31 00:03:06,790 --> 00:03:09,394 Mr. Nobody is gonna fuck us. 32 00:03:09,426 --> 00:03:11,384 He's gonna fuck us in our brains, 33 00:03:11,409 --> 00:03:13,131 he's gonna fuck us in our hearts, 34 00:03:13,163 --> 00:03:14,853 he's gonna fuck us in our souls. 35 00:03:14,878 --> 00:03:17,602 Now I don't know what kind of freaky shit your souls are into, 36 00:03:17,634 --> 00:03:19,270 and I'm not one to judge, 37 00:03:19,304 --> 00:03:22,790 but I wanna keep my soul un-fucked. 38 00:03:24,209 --> 00:03:28,045 No? None of you have any issues? 39 00:03:28,079 --> 00:03:31,282 Nothing it wouldn't help to get off your chest? 40 00:03:31,316 --> 00:03:32,855 Well, this is fucking awkward. 41 00:03:32,879 --> 00:03:34,327 _ 42 00:03:34,352 --> 00:03:38,355 - _ - It's right around here. Okay. Are you excited? 43 00:03:38,389 --> 00:03:40,758 Oh, please be quiet. 44 00:03:40,792 --> 00:03:42,966 Be quiet. Okay. 45 00:03:45,953 --> 00:03:47,005 Damn it, Frankie, 46 00:03:47,030 --> 00:03:50,506 I said no visitors until we're done shooting this endless coverage. 47 00:03:50,531 --> 00:03:52,635 Yes, Ms. Singer, it's just, um, 48 00:03:53,378 --> 00:03:56,220 this is the Cooke County pageant winner. 49 00:04:01,079 --> 00:04:02,819 Meeting you is the prize. 50 00:04:10,204 --> 00:04:11,505 Nice to meet you. 51 00:04:11,530 --> 00:04:13,997 Please call me Ethel. 52 00:04:14,022 --> 00:04:16,739 We're so grateful. We're such big fans. 53 00:04:16,764 --> 00:04:19,355 Oh, yes, especially her. You're her idol. 54 00:04:19,380 --> 00:04:22,058 - Oh. - She's a little star in the making. 55 00:04:22,083 --> 00:04:23,091 Is that so? 56 00:04:23,116 --> 00:04:26,162 It's been dance classes, voice lessons, acting workshops 57 00:04:26,187 --> 00:04:27,735 ever since she was old enough to coo. 58 00:04:27,760 --> 00:04:29,763 Oh, well, that's a start. 59 00:04:29,796 --> 00:04:31,897 And what about school? 60 00:04:31,931 --> 00:04:34,600 No, no other children to distract her. 61 00:04:34,633 --> 00:04:35,986 She's got pictures in her future. 62 00:04:36,011 --> 00:04:37,043 Mmm. 63 00:04:38,438 --> 00:04:39,972 - Come. - Oh, yeah. 64 00:04:40,005 --> 00:04:41,101 Hmm. 65 00:04:43,600 --> 00:04:46,832 With a face like that she just might. 66 00:04:49,448 --> 00:04:50,784 What's your name, little one? 67 00:04:50,816 --> 00:04:52,293 - My name is... - Uh-uh. 68 00:04:52,318 --> 00:04:54,181 Your stage name, darling. 69 00:04:58,909 --> 00:05:00,344 I'm Rita Farr. 70 00:05:02,128 --> 00:05:04,763 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15. 71 00:05:04,797 --> 00:05:06,265 The hunt for the Chief continues. 72 00:05:07,599 --> 00:05:09,368 I'll be there. 73 00:05:09,402 --> 00:05:11,349 The person who is breathing is me. 74 00:05:12,705 --> 00:05:14,654 The person who is breathing is me. 75 00:05:15,575 --> 00:05:17,576 Shit. 76 00:05:18,825 --> 00:05:24,361 I just have to pull myself together is all. 77 00:05:26,396 --> 00:05:30,639 The person who is breathing is Rita Farr. 78 00:05:32,634 --> 00:05:36,603 The person who is breathing is Rita Farr. 79 00:05:54,893 --> 00:05:56,205 Close enough. 80 00:06:02,455 --> 00:06:03,858 Good morning, Hammerhead. 81 00:06:03,883 --> 00:06:06,190 Ugh. What the fuck is wrong with your neck? 82 00:06:20,132 --> 00:06:23,590 Shit, shit, shit, shit. 83 00:06:31,187 --> 00:06:32,352 Shit! 84 00:06:35,262 --> 00:06:36,582 Help! 85 00:06:37,290 --> 00:06:38,300 Help. 86 00:06:39,266 --> 00:06:40,449 Anyone? 87 00:06:41,400 --> 00:06:43,040 Can anyone hear me? 88 00:06:43,547 --> 00:06:45,451 God damn it! 89 00:06:45,946 --> 00:06:48,949 How many humiliations must I be made to suffer? 90 00:06:48,974 --> 00:06:51,927 Squirming through ducts like some kind of rat. 91 00:06:53,853 --> 00:06:55,857 Please, no rats. No rats. 92 00:07:04,134 --> 00:07:06,345 The person who is breathing is me. 93 00:07:07,231 --> 00:07:10,329 The person with an arm 94 00:07:11,161 --> 00:07:12,372 is me. 95 00:07:13,130 --> 00:07:14,317 Ah! 96 00:07:17,075 --> 00:07:20,772 The person with two arms is me. 97 00:07:22,532 --> 00:07:23,532 Ha! 98 00:07:54,388 --> 00:07:55,689 The person who is sick 99 00:07:55,714 --> 00:07:59,444 of having creepy baby imagery shoved in her face is me. 100 00:08:01,606 --> 00:08:04,089 The person who is sick of being judged is me! 101 00:08:08,900 --> 00:08:10,904 The person who deserves this is me. 102 00:08:16,792 --> 00:08:19,529 Maybe I am just a ball of slime. 103 00:08:23,180 --> 00:08:26,959 Maybe I always was a ball of slime. 104 00:08:31,500 --> 00:08:32,505 Maybe 105 00:08:33,753 --> 00:08:36,851 the real trick is being the best 106 00:08:37,163 --> 00:08:39,921 goddamn ball of slime I can be. 107 00:08:41,381 --> 00:08:43,150 Think I'm disgusting? 108 00:08:43,263 --> 00:08:45,845 I'll show you disgusting! 109 00:08:45,870 --> 00:08:48,079 You think some stairs are going to stop me? 110 00:08:48,776 --> 00:08:51,751 Swallow the whole damn town if I wanted to! 111 00:08:59,218 --> 00:09:00,223 Ha! 112 00:09:02,916 --> 00:09:04,845 You think that's gonna hurt me? 113 00:09:10,353 --> 00:09:11,650 Hmm... 114 00:09:16,202 --> 00:09:17,730 No! 115 00:09:17,755 --> 00:09:20,535 _ 116 00:09:28,611 --> 00:09:31,946 _ 117 00:09:37,186 --> 00:09:39,195 Lord help us. What are we going to do? 118 00:09:39,219 --> 00:09:41,756 Quit your hysterics. There's nothing wrong with our boy. 119 00:09:41,781 --> 00:09:44,523 That principal's had it out for Larry since day one. 120 00:09:44,556 --> 00:09:47,609 Gerald, he was caught playing doctor 121 00:09:47,634 --> 00:09:50,384 with Benjamin Quincy behind the swing sets. 122 00:09:51,282 --> 00:09:54,041 I swear, if that woman accuses my son of being a queer... 123 00:09:54,066 --> 00:09:55,791 Oh, please, you know it's true! 124 00:09:56,897 --> 00:09:59,298 The signs are everywhere. 125 00:09:59,426 --> 00:10:03,669 And now your son is going to cost us our standing at school, 126 00:10:03,694 --> 00:10:05,495 at church. 127 00:10:06,052 --> 00:10:09,630 Lord, Gerald, we could lose everything. 128 00:10:11,756 --> 00:10:14,619 Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15. 129 00:11:21,506 --> 00:11:23,514 What do you say we take the day off, buddy? 130 00:11:25,710 --> 00:11:27,059 Sleep in. 131 00:11:32,421 --> 00:11:33,882 Don't get me wrong, 132 00:11:35,298 --> 00:11:39,273 I'm not asking for horrific, face-melting hell dreams. 133 00:11:42,575 --> 00:11:44,480 So maybe you need a rest, too. 134 00:11:52,041 --> 00:11:53,855 Is that a yes or a no? 135 00:11:58,517 --> 00:12:01,102 I still have no idea what you're trying to tell me. 136 00:12:11,339 --> 00:12:12,939 Oh, this is new. 137 00:12:16,916 --> 00:12:18,306 I remember this day. 138 00:12:19,182 --> 00:12:20,657 It was before the accident. 139 00:12:21,670 --> 00:12:23,294 One of our meet-ups. 140 00:12:25,177 --> 00:12:26,193 All right, fella, 141 00:12:27,586 --> 00:12:28,952 this might not look like torture, 142 00:12:28,977 --> 00:12:31,898 but re-living one of my biggest regrets is hell all the same. 143 00:12:33,652 --> 00:12:34,948 What are we doing here? 144 00:12:36,767 --> 00:12:38,237 Maybe it can be different this time. 145 00:12:39,035 --> 00:12:40,471 What's the point of this thing? 146 00:12:40,834 --> 00:12:42,852 This isn't real. It isn't even accurate. 147 00:12:43,347 --> 00:12:44,850 - Accurate? - Yeah. 148 00:12:44,984 --> 00:12:46,318 You think you're so smart? 149 00:12:46,572 --> 00:12:48,572 How come all the details are wrong? 150 00:12:52,224 --> 00:12:54,828 This pickup was blue, not green. 151 00:12:54,947 --> 00:12:58,724 Hank Williams was on the radio not whatever this is. 152 00:13:00,341 --> 00:13:03,290 John and I timed our rendezvous to the 6:12 to Tulsa. 153 00:13:05,578 --> 00:13:06,837 Not a train in sight. 154 00:13:08,631 --> 00:13:09,748 Larry. 155 00:13:10,409 --> 00:13:12,983 Maybe you should try just being here. 156 00:13:14,539 --> 00:13:16,726 It's fake. It's all fake. 157 00:13:17,933 --> 00:13:19,773 What's this supposed to be, huh? 158 00:13:20,206 --> 00:13:22,207 Is this the edge of my memory? 159 00:13:22,351 --> 00:13:24,327 I guess you're not all-seeing, are you? 160 00:13:31,539 --> 00:13:33,104 What are you trying to tell me? 161 00:13:47,998 --> 00:13:49,081 Larry? 162 00:13:50,981 --> 00:13:52,026 Uh-huh. 163 00:13:53,249 --> 00:13:55,319 Maybe you should just be here. 164 00:13:57,645 --> 00:13:59,254 Seems I don't have a choice. 165 00:14:00,048 --> 00:14:01,449 You say you love me, 166 00:14:02,184 --> 00:14:04,020 so spend time with me right here, 167 00:14:04,753 --> 00:14:05,955 away from the world. 168 00:14:07,643 --> 00:14:10,096 All right, this can be our stolen moment. 169 00:14:14,744 --> 00:14:18,169 Nice try, pal. Too bad you missed the whole point. 170 00:14:20,068 --> 00:14:22,982 In what alt history does John Bowers advocate 171 00:14:23,007 --> 00:14:24,975 for keeping our relationship a secret? 172 00:14:25,008 --> 00:14:28,777 And memories shouldn't change just because I want a happier ending. 173 00:14:28,811 --> 00:14:30,745 History doesn't change. 174 00:14:30,779 --> 00:14:31,981 I don't change. 175 00:14:32,014 --> 00:14:35,049 I'm still the gaslighting, insecure hypocrite 176 00:14:35,074 --> 00:14:38,586 who ruined other peoples' lives instead of owning my own shit. 177 00:14:40,956 --> 00:14:42,273 Holy brown shit. 178 00:14:45,626 --> 00:14:47,197 Don't interrupt me. 179 00:14:48,831 --> 00:14:50,933 If we're stuck with each other, 180 00:14:50,958 --> 00:14:53,381 the least you can do is understand me. 181 00:14:56,538 --> 00:14:57,717 Okay. 182 00:14:58,173 --> 00:14:59,842 We may share memories, 183 00:15:00,509 --> 00:15:03,380 but you have no idea how hard it was living this way. 184 00:15:05,014 --> 00:15:06,286 The lies, 185 00:15:06,981 --> 00:15:08,239 the fear. 186 00:15:09,345 --> 00:15:10,745 The threat of losing everything 187 00:15:10,770 --> 00:15:14,056 if anyone so much as questioned my sexuality. 188 00:15:14,090 --> 00:15:16,796 You wanna fill in the margins of this nightmare? 189 00:15:19,928 --> 00:15:21,764 Add the flight crew locker room, 190 00:15:21,797 --> 00:15:24,685 the gay jokes echoing off the walls. 191 00:15:24,710 --> 00:15:28,437 Add the two boys found dead and hogtied outside Pendleton. 192 00:15:28,471 --> 00:15:30,506 You wanna know why I couldn't be with John? 193 00:15:31,139 --> 00:15:34,341 You wanna know what's missing from this fantasy? 194 00:15:34,375 --> 00:15:35,931 Fucking context! 195 00:15:41,383 --> 00:15:42,453 Wow. 196 00:15:49,826 --> 00:15:52,950 You have no idea how long I waited to hear those words. 197 00:15:55,130 --> 00:15:57,002 I'm preaching to the choir. 198 00:15:59,835 --> 00:16:00,897 No. 199 00:16:03,905 --> 00:16:05,805 I wanted you to admit it to yourself. 200 00:16:18,654 --> 00:16:20,122 There's just one problem. 201 00:16:24,692 --> 00:16:26,426 You're missing the sunset. 202 00:16:44,581 --> 00:16:46,790 You think that's gonna hurt me. 203 00:16:54,222 --> 00:16:55,631 All right, pal. 204 00:16:57,510 --> 00:17:00,181 You wanna be a hero, go ahead. 205 00:17:03,631 --> 00:17:05,326 I wanna see the sunset. 206 00:17:08,310 --> 00:17:10,310 _ 207 00:17:13,608 --> 00:17:14,871 Wiggle for me. 208 00:17:16,711 --> 00:17:18,680 Okay. No broken bones. 209 00:17:18,713 --> 00:17:20,450 It's just dislocated. 210 00:17:20,482 --> 00:17:23,041 I still remember the first time I popped my shoulder. 211 00:17:24,119 --> 00:17:26,521 My old man had me count to ten, and... 212 00:17:26,556 --> 00:17:28,757 Oh! 213 00:17:28,790 --> 00:17:31,160 Oh. All done. 214 00:17:31,192 --> 00:17:33,953 Victor, my man. You took that like a champ. 215 00:17:34,695 --> 00:17:35,998 He's gonna be fine. 216 00:17:36,030 --> 00:17:37,156 I'll go write up a script. 217 00:17:37,181 --> 00:17:39,201 Uh, no horseplay until it's healed. 218 00:17:39,234 --> 00:17:41,636 Okay. Thank you, Doctor. 219 00:17:41,670 --> 00:17:42,761 Of course. 220 00:17:44,073 --> 00:17:46,077 Oh, poor baby. Does it still hurt? 221 00:17:48,009 --> 00:17:50,314 Hey, there's no shame in crying. 222 00:17:51,113 --> 00:17:52,213 It doesn't hurt. 223 00:17:54,883 --> 00:17:56,021 I'm scared. 224 00:17:57,019 --> 00:17:58,193 Of what, honey? 225 00:17:58,488 --> 00:18:01,678 Dad. He told me not to climb the trees. 226 00:18:02,357 --> 00:18:05,062 So you understand why he was worried now? 227 00:18:07,930 --> 00:18:08,992 Well, then, 228 00:18:09,699 --> 00:18:13,439 you know, we don't have to tell your father everything. 229 00:18:14,302 --> 00:18:17,191 How's that sound? 230 00:18:17,216 --> 00:18:18,216 Okay? 231 00:18:21,602 --> 00:18:24,186 _ 232 00:18:50,172 --> 00:18:52,573 Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15. 233 00:19:03,318 --> 00:19:05,678 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15. 234 00:19:06,221 --> 00:19:07,923 The hunt for the Chief continues. 235 00:19:07,955 --> 00:19:09,306 I'll be there. 236 00:19:14,363 --> 00:19:16,479 Cliff? Team meeting in 15. 237 00:19:18,633 --> 00:19:19,690 Good stuff. 238 00:19:20,769 --> 00:19:21,868 Nice to see you, too. 239 00:19:28,777 --> 00:19:30,280 Team meeting in 15. 240 00:19:31,513 --> 00:19:33,022 You're not the Chief. 241 00:19:47,529 --> 00:19:48,880 Grid, what time is it? 242 00:19:49,439 --> 00:19:51,195 _ 243 00:19:51,200 --> 00:19:52,403 Go team. 244 00:19:52,544 --> 00:19:53,317 _ 245 00:19:53,340 --> 00:19:55,136 Match? Grid? Voicemail. Talk to me. 246 00:19:55,171 --> 00:19:57,806 You have one new match on Cazh. 247 00:19:57,807 --> 00:20:00,801 - Cazh? - Cazh is a modern swipe-based dating app. 248 00:20:00,826 --> 00:20:04,072 I know what Cazh is, but why am I getting a notification? 249 00:20:04,097 --> 00:20:07,282 Because a 24-year-old human female named Janice 250 00:20:07,316 --> 00:20:09,519 swiped right on your profile. 251 00:20:09,551 --> 00:20:12,199 Wait, hold up. I don't have a profile. 252 00:20:13,422 --> 00:20:17,893 I mean, I did make one as a joke when I was, like, 18. 253 00:20:17,925 --> 00:20:20,195 You have 266... 254 00:20:20,229 --> 00:20:22,461 267 unread messages. 255 00:20:22,486 --> 00:20:23,760 Why haven't you been notifying me? 256 00:20:23,784 --> 00:20:26,486 Until your recent modifications to our operating system, 257 00:20:26,511 --> 00:20:28,579 all social media notifications 258 00:20:28,604 --> 00:20:30,856 had been filtered by the master user... 259 00:20:31,395 --> 00:20:32,723 - Silas Stone. - Silas Stone. 260 00:20:34,032 --> 00:20:36,246 - They were distractions. - You had no right. 261 00:20:36,271 --> 00:20:37,427 You wanna talk about rights? 262 00:20:37,452 --> 00:20:39,435 You stole my Satkey right out of my pocket. 263 00:20:39,460 --> 00:20:40,694 My Satkey! 264 00:20:40,719 --> 00:20:41,833 And you can have it back. 265 00:20:41,858 --> 00:20:43,959 I re-programmed Grid. I'm a closed system now. 266 00:20:44,176 --> 00:20:46,946 You should be proud of me, Dad. I'm a self-taught hacker. 267 00:20:46,979 --> 00:20:48,335 You still haven't answered me. 268 00:20:48,360 --> 00:20:50,387 What gave you the right to cut me off my own life? 269 00:20:50,412 --> 00:20:53,320 Three weeks after the accident, you still couldn't walk. 270 00:20:54,152 --> 00:20:56,774 You need more focus, not more noise. 271 00:20:56,799 --> 00:20:58,056 What about the next five years? 272 00:20:58,081 --> 00:21:00,255 Some of the parental controls on your operating system 273 00:21:00,256 --> 00:21:01,892 are in place for your protection. 274 00:21:01,893 --> 00:21:03,194 Parental controls. You know what? 275 00:21:03,195 --> 00:21:05,487 From now on, I'll decide what I can handle. 276 00:21:05,512 --> 00:21:06,878 Vic... 277 00:21:09,869 --> 00:21:10,931 Grid, 278 00:21:12,781 --> 00:21:14,611 run a scan for any sign of Niles Caulder. 279 00:21:15,196 --> 00:21:16,631 Local, national, or... 280 00:21:16,656 --> 00:21:18,486 All data sources in the known universe. 281 00:21:18,511 --> 00:21:20,016 Commencing scan. 282 00:21:22,862 --> 00:21:24,276 Keep it running in the background. 283 00:21:25,543 --> 00:21:26,674 Now pull up Cazh. 284 00:21:27,419 --> 00:21:30,422 'Sup, Janice. That's one lucky beagle. 285 00:21:30,456 --> 00:21:32,810 Oh, my God. You wrote back? 286 00:21:32,835 --> 00:21:34,437 This is Cyborg, right? 287 00:21:34,462 --> 00:21:36,466 Please. Call me Vic. 288 00:21:36,491 --> 00:21:38,791 Okay, Cyborg. 289 00:21:38,816 --> 00:21:40,763 - LOL! - Swipe left. 290 00:21:41,834 --> 00:21:43,635 So you play football, huh? 291 00:21:43,660 --> 00:21:45,811 Yeah, my profile's a little old, though. 292 00:21:45,836 --> 00:21:47,474 LOL. No kidding. 293 00:21:47,499 --> 00:21:49,202 Show me your metal parts. 294 00:21:50,038 --> 00:21:51,044 Nope. 295 00:21:51,069 --> 00:21:53,111 Do you need a sidekick? 296 00:21:53,136 --> 00:21:55,738 Say "Booya." Come on, just say it. 297 00:21:55,739 --> 00:21:57,659 Say, "Booya." It's your thing. 298 00:21:58,267 --> 00:22:00,525 Grid, have I ever said "Booya"? 299 00:22:00,550 --> 00:22:04,022 You have said "Booya" 31 times since the accident. 300 00:22:04,055 --> 00:22:06,611 Well above the threshold for a catchphrase. 301 00:22:06,636 --> 00:22:09,339 Everything is fine. 302 00:22:09,364 --> 00:22:12,567 Everything is fine. 303 00:22:12,592 --> 00:22:14,946 Everything is fine. 304 00:22:14,971 --> 00:22:16,001 Come on, Grid. 305 00:22:16,026 --> 00:22:19,223 Swipe away anybody whose search word includes the word "Cyborg" 306 00:22:19,248 --> 00:22:20,249 or any other meta-human. 307 00:22:20,274 --> 00:22:22,574 Okay. How about Mel? 308 00:22:25,650 --> 00:22:28,660 Hey, girl. Is that a doctor's uniform? 'Cause... 309 00:22:30,157 --> 00:22:31,960 There was no punch line to that, by that way. 310 00:22:31,985 --> 00:22:33,661 I was genuinely asking. 311 00:22:33,686 --> 00:22:37,586 Nice. I'm a med student. 312 00:22:37,611 --> 00:22:40,684 Hey, man, is that a dorky smile? 'Cause... 313 00:22:41,171 --> 00:22:42,514 It's cute. 314 00:22:43,083 --> 00:22:46,342 So, uh, what do you do when you're not saving lives? 315 00:22:46,367 --> 00:22:49,585 Giving myself carpal tunnel from swiping left so much. 316 00:22:49,610 --> 00:22:51,947 Well, I'm glad I made the cut. 317 00:22:56,173 --> 00:22:57,173 What is this? 318 00:22:57,198 --> 00:22:58,845 You wanted to know Mel better. 319 00:22:58,962 --> 00:23:00,586 _ 320 00:23:00,589 --> 00:23:02,455 _ 321 00:23:02,539 --> 00:23:04,008 Hold up, is this... 322 00:23:04,033 --> 00:23:05,048 Is this video live? 323 00:23:05,073 --> 00:23:08,816 Yes. Tapping security camera on city bus 66. 324 00:23:08,841 --> 00:23:09,891 I didn't ask for this. 325 00:23:09,916 --> 00:23:12,291 Not verbally, but your desire was clear. 326 00:23:12,323 --> 00:23:15,261 Since when did you start reading my subconscious? 327 00:23:15,294 --> 00:23:17,840 Since you removed the code throttling my bandwidth. 328 00:23:17,872 --> 00:23:24,445 _ 329 00:23:28,074 --> 00:23:31,159 _ 330 00:23:31,162 --> 00:23:38,000 _ 331 00:23:40,045 --> 00:23:41,170 _ 332 00:23:49,179 --> 00:23:50,379 _ 333 00:23:55,109 --> 00:23:56,334 Send it. 334 00:24:17,560 --> 00:24:19,123 Grid, delete my Cazh profile. 335 00:24:23,195 --> 00:24:25,596 Search for Niles Caulder complete. 336 00:24:25,630 --> 00:24:27,365 - And? - No hits. 337 00:24:27,399 --> 00:24:29,874 However, there is one incoming threat. 338 00:24:30,768 --> 00:24:33,322 - What the hell? - You ruined Clara! 339 00:24:38,650 --> 00:24:40,595 You think that's gonna hurt me? 340 00:24:41,673 --> 00:24:43,673 _ 341 00:25:23,064 --> 00:25:25,687 _ 342 00:25:25,690 --> 00:25:27,237 Team meeting in 15. 343 00:25:28,023 --> 00:25:29,534 You're not the Chief! 344 00:25:34,451 --> 00:25:37,251 _ 345 00:25:53,708 --> 00:25:55,072 Good morning, Hammerhead. 346 00:25:55,097 --> 00:25:58,035 Ugh. God, what the fuck is wrong with your neck? 347 00:26:10,698 --> 00:26:11,990 Where do you think you're going? 348 00:26:13,016 --> 00:26:15,219 You know, you tepid twat. 349 00:26:15,306 --> 00:26:17,939 No. No, we're not doing this. 350 00:26:17,964 --> 00:26:20,599 Just go to the meeting, find the Chief, 351 00:26:20,624 --> 00:26:22,010 and he'll explain everything. 352 00:26:34,244 --> 00:26:35,306 Cliff? 353 00:26:36,568 --> 00:26:37,790 What's with the toast? 354 00:26:39,832 --> 00:26:41,468 I'm hungry! Okay? 355 00:26:41,597 --> 00:26:44,980 Can't a guy try to remember what it was like to eat a piece of toast 356 00:26:45,005 --> 00:26:47,469 without being interrogated like a goddamn criminal? 357 00:26:52,731 --> 00:26:55,132 Fuck this place! 358 00:27:08,159 --> 00:27:10,528 The world's a lonely place, Jane. 359 00:27:10,563 --> 00:27:14,526 Made lonelier by how fiercely you push people away. 360 00:27:14,928 --> 00:27:17,176 Hell, you live with 63 flat mates. 361 00:27:17,201 --> 00:27:18,939 You don't even know half their names. 362 00:27:19,798 --> 00:27:22,072 I don't believe in loneliness, Jane. 363 00:27:22,661 --> 00:27:23,998 I believe in connection. 364 00:27:26,093 --> 00:27:27,608 I believe in life. 365 00:27:28,950 --> 00:27:30,069 I believe 366 00:27:31,550 --> 00:27:33,453 you can make those connections, Jane. 367 00:27:35,387 --> 00:27:38,121 Find people who will see you and accept you. 368 00:27:41,059 --> 00:27:42,562 People who will love you 369 00:27:43,841 --> 00:27:45,108 just as you are. 370 00:27:45,133 --> 00:27:46,739 That's what's in it for me, Jane. 371 00:27:47,365 --> 00:27:50,778 The joy of seeing you flourish someday. 372 00:27:51,452 --> 00:27:52,514 And what if I can't? 373 00:27:54,273 --> 00:27:57,116 Then I'll be a father to you just the same. 374 00:28:03,515 --> 00:28:06,685 You trusted him, he made a fool of us. 375 00:28:12,809 --> 00:28:14,833 No! 376 00:28:15,799 --> 00:28:17,083 No, stop it! 377 00:28:21,365 --> 00:28:23,263 This is stupid. This is stupid. This is stupid. 378 00:28:23,288 --> 00:28:25,169 He was gonna put me in a home! 379 00:28:29,568 --> 00:28:31,509 No! No! 380 00:28:31,543 --> 00:28:36,081 Everything is fine. Everything is fine. 381 00:28:36,106 --> 00:28:39,221 Everything is fine. 382 00:28:39,246 --> 00:28:40,604 Fuck you! 383 00:28:45,731 --> 00:28:48,967 No! Stop! Stop! 384 00:28:48,992 --> 00:28:50,191 Stop it! 385 00:28:56,722 --> 00:28:57,922 Oh, God. 386 00:29:06,807 --> 00:29:08,718 You think that's gonna hurt me? 387 00:29:36,292 --> 00:29:38,028 - Cliff! - Careful! 388 00:29:38,053 --> 00:29:39,388 He's going nuts. 389 00:29:39,529 --> 00:29:41,471 Clara! Son of a... 390 00:29:41,496 --> 00:29:42,523 Illiterate... 391 00:29:42,548 --> 00:29:44,376 Cliff, what is wrong with you? 392 00:29:49,487 --> 00:29:51,227 - Listen, you stupid bitch. - _ 393 00:29:51,252 --> 00:29:52,508 Hey, I got something... 394 00:29:52,533 --> 00:29:54,635 I bust my ass working every day. 395 00:29:54,692 --> 00:29:57,524 When I come home I expect a clean house 396 00:29:57,549 --> 00:29:58,908 and some decent food! 397 00:29:58,933 --> 00:30:00,666 You call this food? 398 00:30:00,698 --> 00:30:02,867 This is shit! It's shit! 399 00:30:04,503 --> 00:30:06,170 No, get away from me! 400 00:30:09,165 --> 00:30:10,703 I don't know what happened to us. 401 00:30:11,552 --> 00:30:12,856 I'm gonna be better. 402 00:30:14,813 --> 00:30:17,477 I'm gonna be better. 403 00:30:17,711 --> 00:30:19,211 I'm gonna be better. 404 00:30:20,086 --> 00:30:21,843 _ 405 00:30:21,877 --> 00:30:24,182 Yo, Larry, team meeting in 15. 406 00:30:28,069 --> 00:30:30,713 Good morning, Rita. Team meeting in 15. 407 00:30:31,098 --> 00:30:32,560 The hunt for the Chief continues. 408 00:30:33,207 --> 00:30:34,442 I'll be there. 409 00:30:38,949 --> 00:30:40,176 Team meeting in 15. 410 00:30:44,348 --> 00:30:45,885 Good stuff. Um... 411 00:30:47,962 --> 00:30:49,153 Nice to see you, too. 412 00:30:54,105 --> 00:30:55,466 Team meeting in 15. 413 00:30:56,224 --> 00:30:57,489 You're not the Chief. 414 00:31:33,250 --> 00:31:34,320 Fuck this. 415 00:31:36,300 --> 00:31:37,398 Fuck this. 416 00:31:38,825 --> 00:31:40,928 Fuck it. Fucking... Fucking hole. 417 00:31:40,953 --> 00:31:42,422 Fuck. Fucking hole. 418 00:31:42,447 --> 00:31:43,587 Fucking Bump. 419 00:31:43,612 --> 00:31:47,204 Fuck you, Bump. Fucking take every goddamn thing away from me! 420 00:31:47,229 --> 00:31:48,618 Fuck this shit! 421 00:32:07,535 --> 00:32:09,432 Yum, yum, yum! 422 00:32:09,457 --> 00:32:12,026 I'll not eat when I fucking want to! 423 00:32:21,578 --> 00:32:22,666 Whoa! 424 00:32:23,192 --> 00:32:24,594 Whoa! What in the shit are you? 425 00:32:24,619 --> 00:32:26,879 Tell me you don't recognize my voice, 426 00:32:26,904 --> 00:32:29,302 you back-stabbing shit stain. 427 00:32:29,327 --> 00:32:31,604 - Say something else. - It's Cliff fucking Steele. 428 00:32:31,629 --> 00:32:33,596 Cliff? No, that can't be. Cliff's dead. 429 00:32:33,621 --> 00:32:35,792 Where's Clara? Where's my daughter? 430 00:32:35,817 --> 00:32:38,354 Okay, you're Cliff. You're Cliff. I get it. 431 00:32:38,379 --> 00:32:39,963 What the hell are you doing in a robot? 432 00:32:39,988 --> 00:32:43,222 What the hell are you doing calling yourself Clara's dad? 433 00:32:43,359 --> 00:32:44,793 How'd you brainwash her? 434 00:32:44,818 --> 00:32:46,220 Well, shit, you were dead! 435 00:32:46,245 --> 00:32:47,680 So you took my place? 436 00:32:47,932 --> 00:32:50,987 Of all the low life back-stabbing shit... 437 00:32:51,012 --> 00:32:53,348 Hey, now. You died, man. 438 00:32:53,373 --> 00:32:54,775 And you took Kate with you. 439 00:32:54,974 --> 00:32:57,142 That little girl had nothing and no one. 440 00:32:57,176 --> 00:33:01,791 Besides, it ain't like I wanted some brat dumped in my lap. 441 00:33:01,816 --> 00:33:03,117 Brat? 442 00:33:03,142 --> 00:33:05,744 That little snot-nose killed my bachelor game, man. 443 00:33:11,131 --> 00:33:12,266 And you, 444 00:33:12,291 --> 00:33:14,093 you were alive this whole time, huh? 445 00:33:14,118 --> 00:33:17,821 Yeah, probably neck deep in robot pussy, you lucky bastard. 446 00:33:17,951 --> 00:33:21,287 But meanwhile, Bump Weathers is stuck taking your kid to a shrink! 447 00:33:21,312 --> 00:33:23,113 So she can whine about her dead mommy. 448 00:33:23,142 --> 00:33:26,376 You son of a bitch, you stole my life! 449 00:33:26,401 --> 00:33:27,669 You ruined Clara! 450 00:33:27,694 --> 00:33:30,607 The least you can do is be grateful for it. 451 00:33:32,276 --> 00:33:33,807 You think that's gonna hurt me? 452 00:33:47,129 --> 00:33:50,104 You come into my house and run up on me? 453 00:33:50,129 --> 00:33:52,631 What's a redneck like you doing with all of these? 454 00:33:52,663 --> 00:33:54,207 Pretentious bastard! 455 00:33:54,232 --> 00:33:56,009 Suddenly you become a father, 456 00:33:56,034 --> 00:33:58,372 and you start reading Canterbury Tales? 457 00:33:58,397 --> 00:33:59,999 Illiterate shit heel! 458 00:34:00,024 --> 00:34:01,647 You're not fooling anyone! 459 00:34:02,819 --> 00:34:04,888 Careful, he's going nuts. 460 00:34:04,913 --> 00:34:05,975 Cliff! 461 00:34:06,851 --> 00:34:09,166 Cliff, what is wrong with you? 462 00:34:09,191 --> 00:34:11,655 Clara? 463 00:34:12,253 --> 00:34:15,289 Son of a... Illiterate... 464 00:34:16,607 --> 00:34:18,509 Where's Clara? 465 00:34:20,226 --> 00:34:22,711 Bump! Come here, you little... 466 00:34:26,698 --> 00:34:29,100 Where'd Bump go? Where'd he go? 467 00:34:29,134 --> 00:34:31,106 Cliff! Snap out of it! 468 00:34:34,635 --> 00:34:36,176 Wait... 469 00:34:40,879 --> 00:34:42,529 Wait, what? 470 00:34:49,740 --> 00:34:51,756 What is wrong with me? 471 00:34:52,335 --> 00:34:54,136 All I want to do is cry. 472 00:34:54,161 --> 00:34:57,130 My brain is screaming for release. 473 00:34:57,155 --> 00:34:59,425 I'm so angry! 474 00:34:59,450 --> 00:35:01,218 Can't live like this! 475 00:35:06,004 --> 00:35:08,540 Why do I want to beat the shit out of Bump so bad? 476 00:35:08,574 --> 00:35:10,370 Irony is Bump Weathers was 477 00:35:10,395 --> 00:35:13,260 probably a better dad to Clara than I would've been. 478 00:35:13,870 --> 00:35:15,039 Shit. 479 00:35:15,961 --> 00:35:18,463 I was already turning into my old man. 480 00:35:18,488 --> 00:35:19,689 Oh! 481 00:35:21,709 --> 00:35:23,378 Shit's the same. 482 00:35:23,403 --> 00:35:27,073 Same fights, same apologies over and over. 483 00:35:27,098 --> 00:35:29,027 A vicious cycle! 484 00:35:29,052 --> 00:35:31,770 Maybe Clara's lucky. She got out. 485 00:35:32,250 --> 00:35:34,351 Maybe that's why I can't call Clara. 486 00:35:34,376 --> 00:35:36,977 'Cause the second thing I'm gonna have to explain 487 00:35:37,002 --> 00:35:39,299 after "How the fuck am I alive" 488 00:35:39,324 --> 00:35:40,960 is why it's me. 489 00:35:41,508 --> 00:35:43,276 Why is it me, 490 00:35:43,436 --> 00:35:46,466 not her mom, who came back? 491 00:35:46,491 --> 00:35:47,677 It should've been Kate. 492 00:35:49,038 --> 00:35:51,719 Oh, God, it should've been Kate! 493 00:35:55,269 --> 00:35:57,297 What in the hell is going on? 494 00:35:57,838 --> 00:35:59,807 Cliff's having a psychotic break. 495 00:35:59,832 --> 00:36:01,861 Look, maybe we should just leave him alone. 496 00:36:01,886 --> 00:36:02,892 No! 497 00:36:03,546 --> 00:36:06,416 Please, I don't want to be alone with my thoughts again. I... 498 00:36:06,797 --> 00:36:09,146 I can't be the only one who needs to talk. 499 00:36:11,018 --> 00:36:13,534 Talking! That's what we need. 500 00:36:13,559 --> 00:36:15,861 You're all just as messed as I am, right? 501 00:36:15,973 --> 00:36:18,669 We need to talk as a group! 502 00:36:18,694 --> 00:36:20,528 Like therapy? 503 00:36:22,933 --> 00:36:24,335 No, hard pass. 504 00:36:24,359 --> 00:36:25,921 It's what Niles would do. 505 00:36:27,946 --> 00:36:30,616 Niles used to talk to us, right? Like, well... 506 00:36:31,892 --> 00:36:33,461 Really, just listen. 507 00:36:33,486 --> 00:36:36,622 Come on, we have no idea what's going on with each other. 508 00:36:36,899 --> 00:36:41,470 Look at Rita. Rita, what the heck is going on with your legs? 509 00:36:41,495 --> 00:36:43,900 You can tell me, you can tell us. 510 00:36:45,404 --> 00:36:49,275 I was stuck in a furnace, and nobody could hear my screams. 511 00:36:49,852 --> 00:36:54,068 See? A powerful metaphor for what we're all feeling. 512 00:36:54,093 --> 00:36:56,294 It was a literal furnace. 513 00:36:56,559 --> 00:36:59,279 Even better! Literal furnaces! 514 00:36:59,852 --> 00:37:02,020 We need to talk about this stuff. 515 00:37:02,053 --> 00:37:05,991 For God's sake, Cliff is deranged, but he's right. 516 00:37:06,024 --> 00:37:10,371 This is exactly what doomed those poor bastards in the Doom Patrol. 517 00:37:10,659 --> 00:37:13,052 Mr. Nobody turned them against each other, 518 00:37:13,077 --> 00:37:16,213 using their secrets, their lies, 519 00:37:16,301 --> 00:37:20,249 their anxieties, and he's already doing it to us. 520 00:37:20,274 --> 00:37:21,483 He's doing it to me. 521 00:37:22,934 --> 00:37:25,420 If we have any chance of making it through this, 522 00:37:25,445 --> 00:37:27,084 we need to start talking to each other. 523 00:37:27,731 --> 00:37:30,007 Therapy. 524 00:37:30,032 --> 00:37:33,235 And I would rather eat hot coals than talk about my problems. 525 00:37:33,260 --> 00:37:35,696 Therapy! 526 00:37:35,721 --> 00:37:37,863 And damn it, Cliff, get a grip. 527 00:37:37,888 --> 00:37:40,288 Therapy! 528 00:37:49,696 --> 00:37:50,976 Well, this is fucking awkward. 529 00:37:51,757 --> 00:37:54,195 I just spilt my guts out. Someone else talk. 530 00:37:54,883 --> 00:37:56,219 About what exactly? 531 00:37:56,548 --> 00:37:58,451 Stuff! Feelings. 532 00:37:58,476 --> 00:38:01,020 Let's go deep, get to the root of our issues. 533 00:38:01,045 --> 00:38:03,647 Don't you wanna know how your parents messed you up? 534 00:38:03,672 --> 00:38:05,575 I wanna know how your parents messed you up. 535 00:38:06,822 --> 00:38:08,162 Fine, I'll go first. 536 00:38:08,859 --> 00:38:09,881 Second. 537 00:38:15,678 --> 00:38:17,588 Ever since Niles was abducted 538 00:38:17,613 --> 00:38:20,642 and we went into that donkey place, 539 00:38:21,433 --> 00:38:25,274 Mr. Nobody has been dangling something terrible over me. 540 00:38:25,733 --> 00:38:28,524 A thing I did a long time ago, 541 00:38:29,559 --> 00:38:31,798 great source of shame. 542 00:38:32,585 --> 00:38:35,656 And if we keep looking for Niles, 543 00:38:35,681 --> 00:38:37,960 that thing is... 544 00:38:40,018 --> 00:38:42,144 Is going to come out. And I don't know... 545 00:38:42,169 --> 00:38:43,556 Why don't you just say it now? 546 00:38:43,581 --> 00:38:44,597 Excuse me? 547 00:38:44,622 --> 00:38:46,789 Rob it of its power or whatever. 548 00:38:46,814 --> 00:38:47,941 I'm not ready. 549 00:38:47,966 --> 00:38:49,556 - Lame. - Hey, let her talk. 550 00:38:49,581 --> 00:38:51,182 Come on, man, this was your idea. 551 00:38:51,634 --> 00:38:53,036 I'm just saying. 552 00:38:53,061 --> 00:38:56,264 I'm sorry, okay, go ahead. Rita, you were... Go ahead. Sorry. Sorry. 553 00:38:56,931 --> 00:39:00,897 All I know is that Rita Farr was not a good person. 554 00:39:01,590 --> 00:39:02,662 In fact, 555 00:39:03,648 --> 00:39:05,241 she was never a person at all. 556 00:39:05,796 --> 00:39:07,558 Rita was 557 00:39:08,451 --> 00:39:09,465 an illusion, 558 00:39:10,471 --> 00:39:13,215 made of light and celluloid 559 00:39:13,240 --> 00:39:16,580 and the best hair and wardrobe in the business. 560 00:39:16,605 --> 00:39:20,972 And now, I have to confront the truth. 561 00:39:25,818 --> 00:39:27,724 If there is no Rita Farr, 562 00:39:30,522 --> 00:39:32,834 then there's nothing else there. 563 00:39:35,413 --> 00:39:37,615 I don't know what I am. 564 00:39:37,640 --> 00:39:39,408 I don't even know who I am. 565 00:39:41,179 --> 00:39:45,343 Holy shit. You just talked your legs into being legs. 566 00:39:48,207 --> 00:39:49,297 Mmm. 567 00:39:50,216 --> 00:39:52,252 Go, Rita. 568 00:39:52,277 --> 00:39:54,000 Hell of a performance, darling. 569 00:39:54,326 --> 00:39:57,740 Really your best work. 570 00:39:57,765 --> 00:40:00,535 You know what, Jane, you can be a real bitch sometimes. 571 00:40:00,560 --> 00:40:02,240 Good, good, good. This is all good. 572 00:40:02,265 --> 00:40:03,691 Dirty laundry, airing it out. 573 00:40:03,716 --> 00:40:06,031 - Fuck off! - Sunshine's the best disinfectant. 574 00:40:06,056 --> 00:40:10,942 - Shut up, Cliff! - Whoa. Group mind! 575 00:40:14,311 --> 00:40:16,045 All right, this is a waste of time. 576 00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:17,467 You got somewhere better to be? 577 00:40:17,492 --> 00:40:19,155 Yes, actually, I do. 578 00:40:19,180 --> 00:40:21,949 What, your room? You have a lover's quarrel with your flowers? 579 00:40:21,974 --> 00:40:23,523 Gotta go have make-up sex? 580 00:40:25,287 --> 00:40:27,386 We can all hear you yelling at yourself, pal. 581 00:40:27,411 --> 00:40:28,660 At the spirit. 582 00:40:28,685 --> 00:40:30,678 So then maybe the two of you have something you wanna 583 00:40:30,702 --> 00:40:32,134 get off your chest. 584 00:40:39,846 --> 00:40:41,029 Okay. 585 00:40:43,899 --> 00:40:46,334 Well, I'm... 586 00:40:46,359 --> 00:40:48,794 - Gay! - Whoa, whoa, settle down, buddy. 587 00:40:48,819 --> 00:40:50,809 What? Come on! No judgment here. 588 00:40:50,834 --> 00:40:52,769 I just thought Larry was about to come out, 589 00:40:52,794 --> 00:40:54,536 and it would've been so healing for him. 590 00:40:59,024 --> 00:41:01,524 I think all I wanted to say was... 591 00:41:05,614 --> 00:41:06,723 It gets lonely 592 00:41:07,861 --> 00:41:10,231 not touching anyone for 60 years. 593 00:41:11,536 --> 00:41:14,402 The last person I ever touched was John Bowers. 594 00:41:14,427 --> 00:41:15,519 I... 595 00:41:16,313 --> 00:41:17,748 I loved him. 596 00:41:17,773 --> 00:41:18,972 And I drove him away. 597 00:41:20,929 --> 00:41:22,032 I knew it. 598 00:41:24,449 --> 00:41:27,014 I just want you to know that you're loved and accepted. 599 00:41:27,039 --> 00:41:28,106 I'm not done. 600 00:41:28,131 --> 00:41:30,569 Oh, okay. All right. 601 00:41:30,723 --> 00:41:32,549 I'm only sharing this because it's the thing 602 00:41:32,574 --> 00:41:34,478 Mr. Nobody shoved in my face. 603 00:41:35,537 --> 00:41:36,886 What's left of my face. 604 00:41:40,765 --> 00:41:41,989 That was a joke. 605 00:41:43,967 --> 00:41:46,404 These bandages are the death of all nuance. 606 00:41:47,438 --> 00:41:51,076 Look, if Mr. Nobody's goal is to torture me, well, 607 00:41:51,952 --> 00:41:53,321 I've been doing his work for him. 608 00:41:53,511 --> 00:41:56,359 Whipping myself in a prison of my own making. 609 00:41:56,873 --> 00:42:00,175 What if I'd trusted John? What if I'd been more brave? 610 00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:02,769 And guess what? I'm sick of it. 611 00:42:02,922 --> 00:42:07,043 I'm not just hurting myself, I'm hurting this thing inside me, 612 00:42:07,068 --> 00:42:08,870 and it's hurting me back, endlessly, 613 00:42:08,895 --> 00:42:11,785 until there's so much self-loathing I can barely breathe. 614 00:42:32,771 --> 00:42:34,178 I killed my mom. 615 00:42:35,843 --> 00:42:39,643 Whoa. Winner winner, chicken dinner. Here we go. 616 00:42:46,350 --> 00:42:47,897 My dad and I don't talk about this. 617 00:42:49,567 --> 00:42:51,951 I was having an argument with my mom about school. 618 00:42:52,704 --> 00:42:54,743 It seemed like everything at the time, but 619 00:42:55,464 --> 00:42:56,602 it's so small now. 620 00:42:58,067 --> 00:43:01,582 Anyway, I got pissed and lashed out about some BS. 621 00:43:02,331 --> 00:43:03,801 We were in my mom's home lab, 622 00:43:05,449 --> 00:43:07,031 chemicals, a bunch of them. And... 623 00:43:13,902 --> 00:43:14,917 Boom. 624 00:43:17,428 --> 00:43:19,200 But to save me, my dad, uh... 625 00:43:21,954 --> 00:43:23,181 He turned me into this. 626 00:43:26,527 --> 00:43:28,212 Thing is, that story, 627 00:43:29,141 --> 00:43:32,929 my guilt, it used to be the well of my strength. 628 00:43:33,637 --> 00:43:35,999 It took me so long to accept what happened and 629 00:43:36,600 --> 00:43:38,102 who I became. 630 00:43:38,127 --> 00:43:41,851 But, man, I thought Cyborg was a way to make it all right again. 631 00:43:42,330 --> 00:43:43,832 Something's changed. 632 00:43:44,123 --> 00:43:47,025 Mr. Nobody, he put this bug in my ear. 633 00:43:47,050 --> 00:43:48,176 Will you stop it? 634 00:43:48,201 --> 00:43:49,337 Sorry. 635 00:43:49,362 --> 00:43:52,132 If my brain and my operating system are seamless, then 636 00:43:52,631 --> 00:43:54,559 how do I know if my memories are real? 637 00:43:54,584 --> 00:43:56,519 Come on, let's hit the gas! 638 00:43:56,544 --> 00:43:57,879 Get to the good stuff! 639 00:43:57,904 --> 00:43:59,604 Go deep, Vic. Deep! 640 00:43:59,629 --> 00:44:01,254 The thing I can't shake is... 641 00:44:03,245 --> 00:44:05,881 What the hell could be worse than me killing my own mother? 642 00:44:05,978 --> 00:44:07,552 And there is this tiny voice in my head 643 00:44:07,577 --> 00:44:09,717 that believes Mr. Nobody when he says that 644 00:44:10,381 --> 00:44:13,783 my memories aren't real. Is that the human part or is that my 645 00:44:13,808 --> 00:44:16,443 logic board running game on my brain? 646 00:44:16,468 --> 00:44:19,035 As far as I can remember, I've never really trusted my father. 647 00:44:19,060 --> 00:44:20,390 So that's not new, 648 00:44:20,415 --> 00:44:24,185 but suddenly, I'm starting to question 649 00:44:24,210 --> 00:44:26,692 why doesn't he trust me? 650 00:44:26,717 --> 00:44:29,987 He shouldn't. 651 00:44:30,012 --> 00:44:31,321 My turn to share. 652 00:44:38,986 --> 00:44:40,088 Hey, what is this? 653 00:44:41,683 --> 00:44:44,252 It's what Mr. Nobody showed me in the donkey. 654 00:44:44,277 --> 00:44:45,979 - Why did you keep this hidden? - Holy shit! 655 00:44:46,003 --> 00:44:47,364 Come now, it's just a painting. 656 00:44:47,389 --> 00:44:49,823 What? You wanted secrets out in the air, well, here's a big one. 657 00:44:49,847 --> 00:44:50,849 Don't be so vindictive. 658 00:44:50,874 --> 00:44:51,975 You made this up. 659 00:44:52,000 --> 00:44:53,668 The Hangman's Daughter doesn't lie. 660 00:44:53,693 --> 00:44:55,064 Well, this has been productive. 661 00:44:56,414 --> 00:44:58,118 Oh, wow. 662 00:44:58,998 --> 00:45:01,595 You all need more therapy than I do, and I'm the crazy one. 663 00:45:01,620 --> 00:45:03,623 Jane, get back here! 664 00:45:03,648 --> 00:45:05,983 Group isn't over until you share. 665 00:45:06,269 --> 00:45:07,881 Who are you all of a sudden? 666 00:45:07,906 --> 00:45:11,442 You don't get to throw a grenade into our therapy session and 667 00:45:11,477 --> 00:45:13,078 pretend that's helping. 668 00:45:13,111 --> 00:45:14,679 This isn't therapy! 669 00:45:14,712 --> 00:45:17,616 Maybe it's okay if it's just talking. 670 00:45:17,649 --> 00:45:20,118 You of all people need someone to talk to. 671 00:45:20,143 --> 00:45:21,420 I've seen your tapes. 672 00:45:21,453 --> 00:45:23,150 What the fuck is that supposed to mean? 673 00:45:23,175 --> 00:45:24,178 You know. 674 00:45:24,656 --> 00:45:27,463 Man, I can't take you seriously with 675 00:45:27,488 --> 00:45:29,295 all this tough love paternal shit. 676 00:45:29,328 --> 00:45:30,704 Is there someone nicer in there who can 677 00:45:30,728 --> 00:45:31,914 come out and explain to us 678 00:45:31,939 --> 00:45:33,734 how not to piss you off all the time? 679 00:45:33,759 --> 00:45:35,984 Why? You wouldn't listen anyway. 680 00:45:36,009 --> 00:45:38,312 Not sharing is a form of self-isolation. 681 00:45:38,337 --> 00:45:39,680 You're not even listening now. 682 00:45:39,705 --> 00:45:41,917 Your mind is a beautiful, strange place 683 00:45:41,942 --> 00:45:43,407 full of mystery. 684 00:45:43,488 --> 00:45:45,122 You don't wanna know what I'm thinking. 685 00:45:45,147 --> 00:45:48,569 Come on, just say it! It's a safe space! 686 00:45:49,398 --> 00:45:52,741 You'll never be a father because you aren't even a man. 687 00:45:57,823 --> 00:46:00,653 I'm the only one here who can stand you, 688 00:46:00,678 --> 00:46:04,069 and I only like one 64th of you. 689 00:46:07,533 --> 00:46:08,866 Well, thank you for your honesty. 690 00:46:10,711 --> 00:46:13,113 Jane. Jane, come back. 691 00:46:13,138 --> 00:46:14,309 Jesus, Cliff. 692 00:46:16,358 --> 00:46:17,892 Ever heard of de-escalation? 693 00:46:18,099 --> 00:46:20,699 I didn't mean that. Did I? 694 00:46:25,118 --> 00:46:26,752 Jane, don't leave. 695 00:46:26,793 --> 00:46:28,595 There's nowhere to go from here but up. 696 00:46:28,620 --> 00:46:30,488 Jane, I'm sorry. 697 00:46:30,513 --> 00:46:32,149 I didn't mean to say that. 698 00:46:32,174 --> 00:46:34,844 I didn't even think I was thinking that. 699 00:46:34,869 --> 00:46:37,672 What the... No! 700 00:46:37,697 --> 00:46:39,231 How did... 701 00:46:39,563 --> 00:46:41,399 Clara? Clara? 702 00:46:41,433 --> 00:46:43,533 This is nuts. 703 00:46:43,567 --> 00:46:44,942 This is nuts! 704 00:46:44,967 --> 00:46:46,309 Cliff's gone off the deep end. 705 00:46:46,334 --> 00:46:47,745 What if he's having a stroke? 706 00:46:49,832 --> 00:46:51,600 Would you have some sympathy? 707 00:46:51,625 --> 00:46:53,994 Nice going there, Beeboo. 708 00:46:54,212 --> 00:46:58,716 Cliff's the one goddamn reason we're actually talking to each other. 709 00:46:58,750 --> 00:47:02,687 Yeah, way to screw the pooch with your lady friend there, tug-a-nug. 710 00:47:02,721 --> 00:47:05,723 Maybe his crazy is all our crazy. 711 00:47:16,231 --> 00:47:18,956 I'll bump that face off your punch! 712 00:47:25,004 --> 00:47:26,372 Hold him down! 713 00:47:27,493 --> 00:47:29,200 There's something wrong with him. 714 00:47:29,225 --> 00:47:31,021 No, he's just grieving. 715 00:47:43,354 --> 00:47:45,510 Oh... Ugh. 716 00:47:57,488 --> 00:47:59,488 _ 717 00:48:00,846 --> 00:48:02,781 - Honk, honk. - Is that my bus? 718 00:48:02,815 --> 00:48:04,845 What on Earth are you doing? 719 00:48:04,870 --> 00:48:06,339 What are we doing? 720 00:48:06,364 --> 00:48:07,565 - _ - We're going into town. 721 00:48:07,590 --> 00:48:09,379 - I'm in. - _ 722 00:48:09,403 --> 00:48:13,004 _ 723 00:48:13,028 --> 00:48:15,028 _ 724 00:48:24,569 --> 00:48:26,111 Oh, little one. 725 00:48:26,136 --> 00:48:28,781 Such heartbreak, such sorrow. 726 00:48:28,806 --> 00:48:31,173 Luckily, you don't have to go it alone. 727 00:48:31,198 --> 00:48:32,335 You have me. 728 00:48:32,359 --> 00:48:33,978 _ 729 00:48:34,003 --> 00:48:35,901 Up here, the narrator. 730 00:48:35,932 --> 00:48:37,427 _ 731 00:48:37,815 --> 00:48:41,453 Ugh. Look, let's just focus on the sorrow. 732 00:48:41,486 --> 00:48:44,223 Okay? Let it well up inside of you, 733 00:48:44,257 --> 00:48:49,407 nurture it, feel it harden into that icy cold blade called vengeance. 734 00:48:49,678 --> 00:48:51,344 _ 735 00:48:51,346 --> 00:48:52,721 _ 736 00:48:52,964 --> 00:48:55,388 My God, who told you that? 737 00:48:55,413 --> 00:48:57,522 Your dead country-mouse mom over there? 738 00:48:58,870 --> 00:49:02,239 Enough with home-spun cornpone bullshit. 739 00:49:02,274 --> 00:49:04,115 A wrong has been committed, 740 00:49:04,140 --> 00:49:05,974 and there's only one way to set it right. 741 00:49:06,534 --> 00:49:08,697 You need to find the thoughtless cretin 742 00:49:08,722 --> 00:49:10,900 responsible for your mother's annihilation, 743 00:49:11,364 --> 00:49:15,101 and then you need to fuck his mind, fuck his heart, 744 00:49:15,126 --> 00:49:16,531 and fuck his soul. 745 00:49:18,270 --> 00:49:20,180 Think you can do that, little fella? 746 00:49:27,699 --> 00:49:28,857 _ 747 00:49:29,551 --> 00:49:31,886 _ 748 00:49:31,914 --> 00:49:34,079 _ 749 00:49:38,329 --> 00:49:40,329 _ 750 00:49:40,353 --> 00:49:42,353 _ 751 00:49:42,377 --> 00:49:44,377 _ 752 00:49:59,332 --> 00:50:01,533 Good morning, Rita. 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