1 00:00:02,407 --> 00:00:05,914 Anesthesiology is a lot more challenging than it looks... 2 00:00:05,915 --> 00:00:07,455 because it's mostly math. 3 00:00:07,489 --> 00:00:09,895 Environment affects health. 4 00:00:09,896 --> 00:00:11,230 And I want to quantify it. 5 00:00:11,264 --> 00:00:13,031 See if we can have a positive impact 6 00:00:13,066 --> 00:00:15,367 on patient health pre- and post-op, 7 00:00:15,401 --> 00:00:17,936 even reduce the need for heart surgeries. 8 00:00:17,971 --> 00:00:19,137 What kind of environments? 9 00:00:19,172 --> 00:00:21,873 A patient's weight, 10 00:00:21,908 --> 00:00:24,309 their estimated blood volume, their lung function... 11 00:00:24,344 --> 00:00:26,478 all these variables have to be accounted for. 12 00:00:26,512 --> 00:00:29,214 Plant life improves physical well-being. 13 00:00:29,249 --> 00:00:32,317 It decreases anxiety and lowers blood pressure. 14 00:00:32,352 --> 00:00:34,119 Increases attentiveness. 15 00:00:34,153 --> 00:00:36,822 Parker, leave that tree by the window. 16 00:00:36,856 --> 00:00:38,724 I want to forget that we are in the city. 17 00:00:38,758 --> 00:00:40,107 This is a jungle. 18 00:00:40,142 --> 00:00:42,060 It takes careful calculation 19 00:00:42,095 --> 00:00:45,063 to suspend a person between life and death. 20 00:00:45,098 --> 00:00:48,066 Full-body exposure to high levels of blue light 21 00:00:48,101 --> 00:00:49,801 reduces systolic blood pressure 22 00:00:49,836 --> 00:00:53,672 the same amount as it is reduced in certain drug trials. 23 00:00:53,706 --> 00:00:55,173 So this could replace medicine? 24 00:00:55,208 --> 00:00:56,642 I want to find out. 25 00:00:56,676 --> 00:00:59,978 And if one of those variables is off, 26 00:01:00,013 --> 00:01:02,014 you might wake up in the middle of your surgery. 27 00:01:02,048 --> 00:01:03,682 So, we all know the neurological benefits 28 00:01:03,716 --> 00:01:05,017 of puzzles and games. 29 00:01:05,051 --> 00:01:06,543 I want to see if those same benefits 30 00:01:06,578 --> 00:01:07,797 spread throughout the body, 31 00:01:07,831 --> 00:01:10,022 which brings us to door number three. 32 00:01:10,056 --> 00:01:11,523 Or never wake up at all. 33 00:01:11,557 --> 00:01:13,859 I see you've found the game room, Dr. Bailey. 34 00:01:13,893 --> 00:01:15,661 How are you feeling? 35 00:01:15,695 --> 00:01:18,096 Oh, my stress levels have never been better. 36 00:01:18,131 --> 00:01:20,365 Ah, they never give you the long, skinny piece! 37 00:01:20,400 --> 00:01:22,000 Why do they do that?! 38 00:01:22,035 --> 00:01:24,169 So, any volunteers? 39 00:01:28,308 --> 00:01:30,142 - Hey. - Hey. 40 00:01:30,176 --> 00:01:31,510 Any, uh, word from your dad? 41 00:01:31,544 --> 00:01:33,111 Have you heard anything or... 42 00:01:33,146 --> 00:01:35,280 Uh, no. No, I haven't. 43 00:01:36,582 --> 00:01:38,650 I have some rounds. I should probably... 44 00:01:38,685 --> 00:01:40,452 Yeah, sure. 45 00:01:44,490 --> 00:01:46,325 Dr. Martin to Pediatrics. 46 00:01:46,359 --> 00:01:47,826 Dr. Sarah Martin... 47 00:01:48,995 --> 00:01:51,063 Hey, good news... I can make it to the birthing class today. 48 00:01:51,097 --> 00:01:52,631 I thought you were covering the ER for me. 49 00:01:52,665 --> 00:01:54,032 You know, so could attend. 50 00:01:54,067 --> 00:01:55,300 Uh, Webber's got it, 51 00:01:55,335 --> 00:01:57,069 but if you'd rather I didn't go, then... 52 00:01:57,103 --> 00:01:58,970 - No, it's fine. It's great. Uh... - Okay, great. 53 00:01:59,005 --> 00:02:01,273 Well, I'll do my post-ops, and then I'll see you up there? 54 00:02:03,409 --> 00:02:04,976 I should have told him you were coming, too. 55 00:02:05,011 --> 00:02:06,411 Oh, it's fine. It's better than fine... 56 00:02:06,446 --> 00:02:08,413 it's what I secretly was hoping for all along. 57 00:02:08,448 --> 00:02:11,216 I think he and I are about this close to becoming besties. 58 00:02:11,250 --> 00:02:13,251 You're joking, but it's what I'm rooting for. 59 00:02:13,286 --> 00:02:14,403 Hey, I got to go change 60 00:02:14,437 --> 00:02:15,721 into my "supportive boyfriend" clothes. 61 00:02:15,755 --> 00:02:17,322 You... You good? 62 00:02:17,357 --> 00:02:18,533 Yes, thank you. 63 00:02:20,860 --> 00:02:22,728 Ow! 64 00:02:22,762 --> 00:02:24,996 Ow. 65 00:02:25,031 --> 00:02:28,166 All right, move off whatever organ you're on, soldier. 66 00:02:28,201 --> 00:02:30,535 Okay. 67 00:02:30,570 --> 00:02:33,405 Ah. At ease. 68 00:02:38,277 --> 00:02:39,511 This is Jo. Leave a mess... 69 00:02:46,586 --> 00:02:47,753 What are you doing in here? 70 00:02:47,787 --> 00:02:48,887 Hey. Research. 71 00:02:48,921 --> 00:02:50,655 I needed a change of scenery, 72 00:02:50,689 --> 00:02:51,981 and, you know, I have to say, 73 00:02:52,015 --> 00:02:53,925 the plants are actually very soothing. 74 00:02:53,960 --> 00:02:55,527 What are you working on? 75 00:02:57,497 --> 00:02:58,518 What is it? 76 00:02:58,553 --> 00:03:01,266 Ingestible diagnostic device. 77 00:03:01,300 --> 00:03:02,934 - Ingestible? - Mm-hmm. 78 00:03:02,969 --> 00:03:04,403 I mean, I think. I don't know. 79 00:03:04,437 --> 00:03:06,271 It came to me in a dream, sort of, so... 80 00:03:08,474 --> 00:03:10,909 How's Jo's trip going? Did she meet her mom? 81 00:03:10,943 --> 00:03:12,210 I don't know. I haven't talked to her. 82 00:03:12,245 --> 00:03:14,293 How's DeLuca? 83 00:03:14,347 --> 00:03:16,141 Where'd you say she was going, Pittsburgh? 84 00:03:16,166 --> 00:03:17,215 Yeah. 85 00:03:17,250 --> 00:03:19,785 Is he still being weird? 'Cause he's on my service today. 86 00:03:19,819 --> 00:03:21,486 Why do you keep changing the subject? 87 00:03:21,521 --> 00:03:22,602 Why do you? 88 00:03:24,524 --> 00:03:26,324 She... She's not answering her phone. 89 00:03:26,359 --> 00:03:28,760 She hasn't texted all day. I'm worried. 90 00:03:28,795 --> 00:03:31,296 Well, okay, so, she's probably just gonna come home 91 00:03:31,330 --> 00:03:32,798 and tell you everything. 92 00:03:32,832 --> 00:03:34,132 What about the Italian? 93 00:03:34,167 --> 00:03:35,567 Big blowup with the dad. 94 00:03:35,601 --> 00:03:37,159 Big. 95 00:03:37,537 --> 00:03:38,983 Does not want my input. 96 00:03:39,017 --> 00:03:40,043 Ohh. 97 00:03:40,077 --> 00:03:42,107 So I'm just trying to give him a minute. 98 00:03:42,141 --> 00:03:44,075 Your boyfriend's being weird, 99 00:03:44,110 --> 00:03:45,811 and, uh, you're hiding out in plants? 100 00:03:45,845 --> 00:03:48,346 Well, if I was hiding out, you wouldn't be able to find me. 101 00:03:52,589 --> 00:03:54,453 Blue light lowers blood pressure? 102 00:03:54,487 --> 00:03:55,921 Significantly. 103 00:03:55,955 --> 00:03:58,023 And some studies suggest that 104 00:03:58,057 --> 00:04:00,158 it could even improve your mood, so... 105 00:04:00,193 --> 00:04:02,494 And I'm not saying it's a cure-all or anything, 106 00:04:02,528 --> 00:04:04,463 but you might want to spend some time... 107 00:04:05,531 --> 00:04:09,134 Okay, the room doesn't work that fast... 108 00:04:09,168 --> 00:04:10,435 What's going on? 109 00:04:10,470 --> 00:04:11,703 Nothing. 110 00:04:11,737 --> 00:04:13,038 Nothing? 111 00:04:13,072 --> 00:04:14,873 'Cause the last time I saw you 112 00:04:14,907 --> 00:04:16,374 there was a fair amount of crying, 113 00:04:16,409 --> 00:04:19,611 and exactly zero chair spinning. 114 00:04:19,645 --> 00:04:21,179 Fine. 115 00:04:21,214 --> 00:04:23,482 I might have had some insanely good sex 116 00:04:23,516 --> 00:04:25,350 at the conference in San Diego. 117 00:04:25,384 --> 00:04:27,219 Oh, wait, what? 118 00:04:27,253 --> 00:04:28,295 You had insane sex 119 00:04:28,329 --> 00:04:29,955 with a complete stranger in San Diego? 120 00:04:29,989 --> 00:04:31,490 Not a complete stranger. 121 00:04:31,524 --> 00:04:33,458 And not insane sex. Insanely good sex. 122 00:04:33,493 --> 00:04:35,660 And it helped my mood a lot more than this blue room. 123 00:04:35,695 --> 00:04:38,530 Oh, okay, so, like a rebound. 124 00:04:38,564 --> 00:04:40,165 - More like muscle bound. - Oh, oh, oh, oh! 125 00:04:40,199 --> 00:04:42,000 Knock, knock. 126 00:04:42,034 --> 00:04:43,635 - Hi. - Dr. Pierce. 127 00:04:43,669 --> 00:04:45,070 Uh... 128 00:04:45,104 --> 00:04:48,473 I took a look at your sternal reconstruction thing, 129 00:04:48,508 --> 00:04:49,539 and I e-mailed you some... 130 00:04:49,564 --> 00:04:50,585 - some thoughts. - Oh, great. Thank you. 131 00:04:50,619 --> 00:04:51,691 Yeah, sorry it took me so long... 132 00:04:51,725 --> 00:04:53,712 I was at a conference in San Diego. 133 00:04:56,516 --> 00:04:57,816 Oh. 134 00:05:01,354 --> 00:05:02,876 - Nice room. - Yeah. 135 00:05:02,910 --> 00:05:04,356 Very blue. 136 00:05:04,390 --> 00:05:05,590 Yeah. 137 00:05:05,625 --> 00:05:08,026 It's very cool. Dr. Shepherd. 138 00:05:09,929 --> 00:05:11,830 Oh, my God. 139 00:05:11,864 --> 00:05:13,665 It was a one-time thing! That is it! 140 00:05:13,699 --> 00:05:16,034 I just needed some pain management. 141 00:05:16,068 --> 00:05:17,869 Does this room change colors? Does it do pink? 142 00:05:17,904 --> 00:05:20,405 - No. - Okay, then. 143 00:05:23,776 --> 00:05:26,545 So, Mom just decided not to start back to work this week. 144 00:05:26,579 --> 00:05:28,446 You don't know if she's in pain, or is she tired? 145 00:05:28,481 --> 00:05:29,659 She didn't give me a reason. 146 00:05:29,693 --> 00:05:32,083 She waved her hand and said "cancer card." 147 00:05:32,118 --> 00:05:33,685 That's her new shorthand for... 148 00:05:33,719 --> 00:05:34,953 - "Stop questioning me." - Exactly. 149 00:05:34,987 --> 00:05:36,221 Let's move! 150 00:05:36,255 --> 00:05:37,455 - Go. - Get the second one. 151 00:05:37,490 --> 00:05:38,757 Kari Donnelly, 50, 152 00:05:38,791 --> 00:05:41,426 complains of neck and back pain after a snowmobile collision. 153 00:05:41,460 --> 00:05:44,896 BP 150 over 90, tachycardic with some leg weakness on exam. 154 00:05:44,931 --> 00:05:46,131 Okay, got her. Let's go. 155 00:05:46,165 --> 00:05:48,567 Toby Donnelly, 22, snowmobile passenger. 156 00:05:48,601 --> 00:05:51,303 Sustained a deep soft tissue injury to the left upper arm. 157 00:05:51,337 --> 00:05:52,370 - Mm-hmm. - Vital signs stable. 158 00:05:52,405 --> 00:05:53,405 That's all clear! 159 00:05:53,439 --> 00:05:54,706 Is my mom okay? 160 00:05:54,740 --> 00:05:56,641 She always drives so fricking fast. 161 00:05:56,676 --> 00:05:58,284 Will you tell her that? She... 162 00:05:58,318 --> 00:05:59,644 All right, let's go! Let's go! Let's go now! 163 00:05:59,679 --> 00:06:02,581 On it! 164 00:06:02,615 --> 00:06:04,616 Dr. Oper to Oncology. 165 00:06:04,650 --> 00:06:05,650 Dr. Rick Oper... 166 00:06:05,685 --> 00:06:07,452 Hey, I got your page. 167 00:06:07,486 --> 00:06:08,642 Yeah. Well... 168 00:06:08,677 --> 00:06:11,562 11-year-old girl with chronic pancreatitis. Ouch. 169 00:06:11,596 --> 00:06:13,425 And I've known this kid since she was 5. 170 00:06:13,459 --> 00:06:15,160 Today, she's getting a total pancreatectomy. 171 00:06:15,194 --> 00:06:17,062 And you're gonna give her the good news. 172 00:06:17,096 --> 00:06:18,897 - Why me? - 'Cause I'm a nice guy. 173 00:06:18,931 --> 00:06:20,791 What... you don't feel like being a hero today? 174 00:06:24,303 --> 00:06:26,605 Are you solving for "Y"? It's 11. 175 00:06:26,639 --> 00:06:28,306 Um... Unh-unh. 176 00:06:28,341 --> 00:06:29,374 It's not. 177 00:06:29,408 --> 00:06:32,644 I took two years of Integral and Differential Calc. 178 00:06:32,678 --> 00:06:34,400 I was going into theoretical math. 179 00:06:34,434 --> 00:06:35,500 It's 11. 180 00:06:35,535 --> 00:06:39,150 I just do this for fun. And it's 14. 181 00:06:39,185 --> 00:06:40,418 Shut up! 182 00:06:40,453 --> 00:06:42,253 Sorry. Sorry. 183 00:06:42,288 --> 00:06:44,589 But how are you that good at math? 184 00:06:44,624 --> 00:06:46,389 Qadri, let's do it. 185 00:06:47,059 --> 00:06:49,160 This is Nora Hillridge, age 11. 186 00:06:49,195 --> 00:06:51,296 She was diagnosed with hereditary pancreatitis 187 00:06:51,330 --> 00:06:52,364 at age 5. 188 00:06:52,398 --> 00:06:54,099 She's been hospitalized for the last six months. 189 00:06:54,133 --> 00:06:55,600 And why haven't we helped her? 190 00:06:55,635 --> 00:06:58,203 A number of criteria need to align 191 00:06:58,237 --> 00:06:59,638 in order to perform her surgery... 192 00:06:59,672 --> 00:07:02,707 her APACHE II score should be below 4, 193 00:07:02,742 --> 00:07:06,111 her amylase, lipase, LDH, and base deficit 194 00:07:06,145 --> 00:07:07,278 should be within normal limits. 195 00:07:07,313 --> 00:07:09,180 Her fasting glucose and C peptide levels should be... 196 00:07:09,215 --> 00:07:10,882 All right. All right, got it. 197 00:07:10,916 --> 00:07:12,017 DeLuca? 198 00:07:12,051 --> 00:07:15,654 The hope has always been to do a total pancreatectomy 199 00:07:15,688 --> 00:07:17,036 with in islet autotransplantation, 200 00:07:17,070 --> 00:07:20,525 so she won't get diabetes or even need insulin shots. 201 00:07:20,559 --> 00:07:23,695 And today, all the elements have aligned. 202 00:07:23,729 --> 00:07:25,797 Your numbers are perfect, Nora, and today... 203 00:07:25,831 --> 00:07:27,565 - No. - we are taking you to surgery! 204 00:07:27,600 --> 00:07:29,200 Ahh! 205 00:07:29,235 --> 00:07:31,002 Nora! 206 00:07:31,037 --> 00:07:33,471 Oh, you can go back to school! 207 00:07:36,709 --> 00:07:38,309 How long will I have to recover? 208 00:07:38,344 --> 00:07:40,011 We'll have you out of here before you know it. 209 00:07:40,046 --> 00:07:41,846 Thank you, thank you. 210 00:07:41,881 --> 00:07:44,416 - Thank you! Thank you! - I... 211 00:07:44,450 --> 00:07:45,684 Uh, okay. 212 00:07:52,625 --> 00:07:54,759 - Major Altman? - I didn't see you'd signed up. 213 00:07:54,794 --> 00:07:56,020 Does this room work? 214 00:07:56,054 --> 00:07:58,163 Studies show that 400 nanometers of blue light... 215 00:07:58,197 --> 00:08:01,032 I just need to know if it works! 216 00:08:01,067 --> 00:08:02,600 I apologize for that. 217 00:08:02,635 --> 00:08:04,736 I started to feel a little sore about an hour ago, 218 00:08:04,770 --> 00:08:06,571 and 219 00:08:06,605 --> 00:08:09,074 I'm hoping that it's just stress, 220 00:08:09,108 --> 00:08:12,744 and if Pierce is onto something, then I-I just... 221 00:08:14,313 --> 00:08:16,581 - Okay. Okay, nope. - Ohh. 222 00:08:16,615 --> 00:08:18,550 Nope, not stress. 223 00:08:18,584 --> 00:08:19,796 Feels more like... 224 00:08:19,830 --> 00:08:22,921 like my body is pushing out all of my organs. 225 00:08:22,955 --> 00:08:24,022 I'll get a wheelchair. 226 00:08:24,056 --> 00:08:26,003 - Page OB! And Owen Hunt. - Okay. 227 00:08:26,037 --> 00:08:27,659 Stay right where you are, soldier! 228 00:08:28,661 --> 00:08:30,295 Not you! You go! 229 00:08:30,329 --> 00:08:31,730 Okay, okay, no, no. Okay, no. 230 00:08:31,764 --> 00:08:34,733 Okay, okay, wait, no, no. 231 00:08:34,767 --> 00:08:41,379 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 232 00:08:44,788 --> 00:08:46,512 Okay. 233 00:08:46,513 --> 00:08:48,481 You think Teddy wants, uh, soft or firm? 234 00:08:48,515 --> 00:08:50,031 Uh, I think Teddy has a partner for this class, 235 00:08:50,065 --> 00:08:51,117 so you can head out. 236 00:08:51,151 --> 00:08:53,319 Okay, everyone, on your mats. 237 00:08:53,353 --> 00:08:54,948 Moms leaning against partners 238 00:08:54,973 --> 00:08:56,280 for lumbar support. 239 00:08:56,314 --> 00:08:57,790 You want to hold or be held? 240 00:08:57,825 --> 00:08:59,822 Oh. 241 00:08:59,857 --> 00:09:00,960 Uh, I gotta go. 242 00:09:00,994 --> 00:09:02,662 Y... 243 00:09:02,696 --> 00:09:06,065 He's very busy and, uh, important, so... 244 00:09:06,100 --> 00:09:07,266 I'll just... 245 00:09:08,302 --> 00:09:10,403 What is happening down there? Am I dilated? Effaced? 246 00:09:10,437 --> 00:09:11,504 Is there a foot sticking out? 247 00:09:11,538 --> 00:09:13,306 I need answers. 248 00:09:13,340 --> 00:09:14,574 You can scoot up. 249 00:09:14,608 --> 00:09:16,075 - You're not in labor. - Okay. 250 00:09:16,110 --> 00:09:18,511 Your contractions are sporadic and not very strong. 251 00:09:18,545 --> 00:09:19,664 Not very strong? 252 00:09:19,699 --> 00:09:21,247 What do they feel like when they're strong? 253 00:09:21,281 --> 00:09:23,583 You do, however, have cervical insufficiency. 254 00:09:23,617 --> 00:09:25,384 Okay, where's the button? 255 00:09:25,419 --> 00:09:26,466 What button? 256 00:09:26,500 --> 00:09:28,020 I'm putting myself in Trendelenburg. 257 00:09:28,055 --> 00:09:30,423 Gravity might help prevent preterm labor. 258 00:09:30,457 --> 00:09:32,925 How about you let me put you in Trendelenburg? 259 00:09:32,960 --> 00:09:35,061 How about you push some meds to stop these contractions 260 00:09:35,095 --> 00:09:37,663 and stop pretending like now isn't the time to panic? 261 00:09:37,698 --> 00:09:39,432 I assure you, Dr. Altman, 262 00:09:39,466 --> 00:09:42,401 I'll do everything I can to keep the baby inside, 263 00:09:42,436 --> 00:09:43,536 and if she's born today... 264 00:09:43,570 --> 00:09:44,780 No, no, no, no. 265 00:09:44,814 --> 00:09:46,439 She's not ready, and, frankly, neither am I... 266 00:09:46,473 --> 00:09:48,841 Wow, this is really not comfortable. 267 00:09:48,876 --> 00:09:50,409 What the hell happened? 268 00:09:50,444 --> 00:09:52,578 Hey. 269 00:09:52,613 --> 00:09:54,914 You okay? 270 00:09:54,948 --> 00:09:56,916 Dr. Campbell to the Stepdown Unit. 271 00:09:56,950 --> 00:09:58,451 I thought we agreed we weren't gonna tell people 272 00:09:58,485 --> 00:10:00,419 - about what happened? - We did. 273 00:10:00,454 --> 00:10:02,188 Why did you tell Maggie you were in San Diego? 274 00:10:02,222 --> 00:10:03,356 'Cause I was. At a conference. 275 00:10:03,390 --> 00:10:05,525 Well, I told her I had sex at a conference. 276 00:10:05,559 --> 00:10:07,560 Wait, so you told her about the sex, 277 00:10:07,594 --> 00:10:09,395 but I'm in trouble for mentioning a location? 278 00:10:09,429 --> 00:10:11,764 Okay, can I just reiterate that this was a one-time thing? 279 00:10:11,798 --> 00:10:12,899 I mean, it was just... 280 00:10:12,933 --> 00:10:14,200 Pain management, like you said. 281 00:10:14,234 --> 00:10:16,202 For acute pain, not chronic. 282 00:10:16,236 --> 00:10:18,017 One dose. Do not refill. 283 00:10:18,939 --> 00:10:20,473 Ew, sorry. I'm just saying, 284 00:10:20,507 --> 00:10:21,807 to be safe, I think we should probably 285 00:10:21,842 --> 00:10:23,409 steer clear of each other for a while. 286 00:10:23,443 --> 00:10:25,442 - You really think that's necessary? - I do. Because... 287 00:10:26,510 --> 00:10:28,114 - pheromones. - What about them? 288 00:10:28,882 --> 00:10:30,983 - I really like yours. - Okay, then. 289 00:10:31,018 --> 00:10:32,218 I'll avoid you completely. 290 00:10:34,254 --> 00:10:36,289 - You paged? - You paged? 291 00:10:36,323 --> 00:10:39,058 Oh, Dr. Shepherd, uh, Dr. Lincoln, 292 00:10:39,092 --> 00:10:41,494 Kari Donnelly... she rolled her snowmobile. 293 00:10:41,528 --> 00:10:43,129 Not on purpose. 294 00:10:43,163 --> 00:10:44,397 Now, the films just came up, 295 00:10:44,431 --> 00:10:45,898 but I need to help Dr. Avery. 296 00:10:47,768 --> 00:10:49,902 Toby says I was driving too fast. 297 00:10:49,937 --> 00:10:51,470 I tell them, 298 00:10:51,505 --> 00:10:53,272 why have a throttle if you don't crank it? 299 00:10:53,307 --> 00:10:54,440 Well, this may be why. 300 00:10:54,474 --> 00:10:56,642 Film shows fractures at C4 and 5. 301 00:10:56,677 --> 00:10:59,912 Is that bad? How bad is it? 302 00:10:59,947 --> 00:11:02,181 We won't know how bad it is until we get some scans. 303 00:11:02,216 --> 00:11:04,116 - Can you feel this? - Yes. 304 00:11:04,151 --> 00:11:05,451 That's good. 305 00:11:05,485 --> 00:11:07,486 - I'd like to take her for an MRI. - I'd like to get her an MRI. 306 00:11:10,657 --> 00:11:11,958 Oh, God. 307 00:11:13,160 --> 00:11:15,528 Hey, uh, how we doing here? 308 00:11:15,562 --> 00:11:17,330 No palpable pulse in the arm, 309 00:11:17,364 --> 00:11:19,665 getting a weak Doppler signal, it sounds like. 310 00:11:19,700 --> 00:11:21,701 Got some arterial compromise, as well. 311 00:11:21,735 --> 00:11:23,502 I-Is my mom okay? 312 00:11:23,537 --> 00:11:26,005 Oh, she's stable... we'll... we'll know more soon, okay? 313 00:11:26,039 --> 00:11:27,573 Let's make sure you have no other injuries. 314 00:11:28,842 --> 00:11:30,943 Snowmobiling was her idea. 315 00:11:30,978 --> 00:11:33,279 She's always pushing me to face my fears. 316 00:11:33,313 --> 00:11:36,315 She was right. It was a lot of fun. 317 00:11:37,384 --> 00:11:38,851 God, why is she always right? 318 00:11:38,885 --> 00:11:39,785 I know how you feel. 319 00:11:39,820 --> 00:11:42,688 I mean, fun till she swerved to miss a tree 320 00:11:42,723 --> 00:11:45,691 and flipped us five times. 321 00:11:45,726 --> 00:11:48,494 Hey, uh, we should get a CT angio... 322 00:11:48,528 --> 00:11:51,163 to determine the location of her vascular injuries. 323 00:11:51,198 --> 00:11:53,065 - "Their." - Excuse me? 324 00:11:53,100 --> 00:11:55,368 "Their" injury, not "her." 325 00:11:55,402 --> 00:11:56,902 I'm a "they." 326 00:11:56,937 --> 00:11:58,838 I'm gender-queer. 327 00:11:58,872 --> 00:12:00,806 - Non-binary. - Got it. 328 00:12:00,841 --> 00:12:02,842 Thank you for letting us know your pronouns. 329 00:12:02,876 --> 00:12:05,411 Their preferred pronouns are "they" and "them." 330 00:12:05,445 --> 00:12:08,581 Oh, okay, uh, yes. Uh, w-well, a-all right, then. 331 00:12:08,615 --> 00:12:12,852 Um, w-well, let's get you... all? 332 00:12:12,886 --> 00:12:14,987 "You" is fine. 333 00:12:15,022 --> 00:12:17,490 Great. Well, your ultrasound is fine. 334 00:12:17,524 --> 00:12:19,392 Let's get you up to CT. 335 00:12:24,731 --> 00:12:25,765 This is really why you paged me? 336 00:12:25,799 --> 00:12:27,600 Just read. 337 00:12:27,634 --> 00:12:30,002 "Glenda mapped a town using a scale 338 00:12:30,037 --> 00:12:32,505 that was 5 inches and equals 1 yard. 339 00:12:32,539 --> 00:12:34,407 What scale factor does her drawing use?" 340 00:12:34,441 --> 00:12:35,708 Okay, one yard equals three, 341 00:12:35,742 --> 00:12:38,244 divided by seven and 1/5... 342 00:12:38,278 --> 00:12:41,747 5 to 7.2 is the ratio. 343 00:12:41,782 --> 00:12:43,749 You didn't write! You need to write. 344 00:12:43,784 --> 00:12:45,084 - Let's go again. - Okay, okay. 345 00:12:45,118 --> 00:12:46,752 Let's get her prepped, guys. 346 00:12:46,787 --> 00:12:48,854 One more, please? An easy one. 347 00:12:49,294 --> 00:12:50,790 All right. 348 00:12:50,824 --> 00:12:53,793 Okay. "A line L is perpendicular 349 00:12:53,827 --> 00:12:57,563 to the line 2x - 5y - 8 = 0. 350 00:12:57,597 --> 00:12:59,765 What is the slope of the line L?" 351 00:12:59,800 --> 00:13:01,634 That was supposed to be an easy one? 352 00:13:01,668 --> 00:13:03,369 Hey, Nora. 353 00:13:04,304 --> 00:13:06,372 I, uh... I got some bad news. 354 00:13:06,406 --> 00:13:07,740 I just ran your pre-op blood work, 355 00:13:07,774 --> 00:13:08,825 and I don't know why, 356 00:13:08,859 --> 00:13:10,776 but your glucose level has shot way up. 357 00:13:10,811 --> 00:13:13,746 No! She was just in the clear! 358 00:13:13,780 --> 00:13:15,781 Was it a lab error this morning, or what happened? 359 00:13:15,816 --> 00:13:16,949 I'm not sure yet. 360 00:13:16,983 --> 00:13:19,118 The bottom line is, we have to put you on an insulin drip 361 00:13:19,152 --> 00:13:20,753 to lower your blood sugar, 362 00:13:20,787 --> 00:13:22,555 which means we have to postpone your surgery 363 00:13:22,589 --> 00:13:23,721 till we can sort this out. 364 00:13:23,755 --> 00:13:26,058 It's been six months getting her to this point. 365 00:13:26,093 --> 00:13:28,661 Well, let's just keep our fingers crossed, okay? 366 00:13:35,001 --> 00:13:36,836 Negative five over two. 367 00:13:36,870 --> 00:13:38,471 Beat you. 368 00:13:41,547 --> 00:13:44,115 I don't know how this happened. Sorry about this. 369 00:13:44,311 --> 00:13:46,112 Don't be sorry for me. Be sorry for her. 370 00:13:47,981 --> 00:13:49,849 Did Meredith ask you to do this? 371 00:13:49,883 --> 00:13:51,040 Throw me a bone? Give me a win? 372 00:13:51,075 --> 00:13:52,651 Is that what this is? 'Cause I'm good. 373 00:13:52,686 --> 00:13:54,253 I had a bad week, and I moved on. 374 00:13:54,287 --> 00:13:55,588 I don't need any favors. 375 00:14:05,065 --> 00:14:06,465 I've got to get off this case. 376 00:14:09,223 --> 00:14:10,708 Scans are up. 377 00:14:13,473 --> 00:14:16,310 - Bulging disc at C5. - Crap. 378 00:14:16,344 --> 00:14:18,177 Did you see L-3? 379 00:14:18,211 --> 00:14:19,812 Yeah, L-4 is worse. 380 00:14:19,846 --> 00:14:22,448 Total obliteration of the CSF space 381 00:14:22,482 --> 00:14:23,616 and displacement of the cauda. 382 00:14:23,650 --> 00:14:26,140 She could end up paraplegic. 383 00:14:26,667 --> 00:14:28,888 I'd rather not handle this case on my own. 384 00:14:31,091 --> 00:14:32,691 Understood. 385 00:14:40,767 --> 00:14:42,334 If you're gonna take up all my time slots, 386 00:14:42,369 --> 00:14:44,619 could you at least put a cuff on so I can take your data? 387 00:14:44,653 --> 00:14:46,071 I'm about to beat the high score. 388 00:14:46,106 --> 00:14:47,807 Which you just set 20 minutes ago. 389 00:14:47,841 --> 00:14:49,642 Oh, then you should've hooked me up then. 390 00:14:49,676 --> 00:14:51,677 You pressed "restart" before we could get the cuff on you. 391 00:14:51,711 --> 00:14:52,845 You snooze, you... 392 00:14:52,879 --> 00:14:54,747 Oh, oh, ah! 393 00:14:54,781 --> 00:14:57,483 See?! Look what happened! 394 00:14:57,517 --> 00:14:59,552 Ah! 395 00:14:59,586 --> 00:15:01,720 I was wondering if we could borrow Dr. Schmitt. 396 00:15:01,755 --> 00:15:03,422 - Is it urgent? - Yes. 397 00:15:03,457 --> 00:15:06,192 No. No. 398 00:15:06,226 --> 00:15:07,726 I have a patient who's a math whiz, 399 00:15:07,761 --> 00:15:09,228 and she's crushing me, and I need backup. 400 00:15:09,262 --> 00:15:12,364 May I go? In school, they called me "Numbers." 401 00:15:12,399 --> 00:15:15,234 - But not kindly. - Yeah, go. 402 00:15:15,268 --> 00:15:16,381 Hold on. 403 00:15:16,415 --> 00:15:19,872 Uh, just how good is this math whiz? 404 00:15:19,906 --> 00:15:22,708 Yeah, please define "whiz"? 405 00:15:52,060 --> 00:15:54,161 "Insufficient cervix." I mean... 406 00:15:54,196 --> 00:15:56,097 "insufficient" is something I've never been called 407 00:15:56,131 --> 00:15:57,064 in my entire life. 408 00:15:57,099 --> 00:15:58,899 Are you sure this is really the best option? 409 00:15:58,934 --> 00:16:02,002 Dr. Altman is following her own course of treatment. 410 00:16:02,037 --> 00:16:04,105 That being said, um, I agree with it. 411 00:16:04,139 --> 00:16:06,240 There is no hourglassing of the membranes anymore, 412 00:16:06,274 --> 00:16:08,275 so I think it's working. 413 00:16:08,310 --> 00:16:09,877 - Um, I'll check on you every hour. - Okay. 414 00:16:09,911 --> 00:16:11,379 Okay, is there anything I can do to help, or... 415 00:16:11,413 --> 00:16:15,082 Stay calm and talk to the baby. Reassure her. 416 00:16:15,117 --> 00:16:17,251 It'll be good for her to hear your voices. 417 00:16:17,285 --> 00:16:18,619 Okay. Thank you. 418 00:16:27,295 --> 00:16:29,585 Hey there, little one. 419 00:16:29,620 --> 00:16:32,032 We still haven't bought you a crib, 420 00:16:32,067 --> 00:16:33,960 but we're almost ready. 421 00:16:33,995 --> 00:16:35,081 - Owen. - Eh... 422 00:16:35,115 --> 00:16:36,170 My face is up here. 423 00:16:36,204 --> 00:16:37,248 I'm not talking to you. 424 00:16:38,640 --> 00:16:40,641 And you wait till you meet 425 00:16:40,675 --> 00:16:42,476 your big brother, Leo. 426 00:16:42,511 --> 00:16:44,645 He's got so many toys to share with you. 427 00:16:44,679 --> 00:16:46,080 Uh, okay, you can't use that voice. 428 00:16:46,114 --> 00:16:47,251 No? 429 00:16:49,117 --> 00:16:50,151 This is your dad. 430 00:16:51,253 --> 00:16:53,821 - I'm very pleased to meet you. - Okay. 431 00:16:53,855 --> 00:16:55,423 - Okay? Okay? - That's perfect. 432 00:16:55,457 --> 00:16:56,824 Now she'll be afraid to come out. 433 00:16:56,858 --> 00:16:59,460 Pleeeasse stay inside 434 00:16:59,494 --> 00:17:01,395 for another month or two, okay? 435 00:17:01,430 --> 00:17:03,164 - Okay. - Okay, you're freaking me out now. 436 00:17:05,267 --> 00:17:08,102 1,000 plus 20 plus 30 plus 1,000 437 00:17:08,136 --> 00:17:10,740 plus 1,030 plus 1,000 plus 20 equals... 438 00:17:10,774 --> 00:17:11,806 - 5,000! - 5,000! - 5,000! 439 00:17:11,840 --> 00:17:13,340 - 4,100! - 4,100! 440 00:17:13,375 --> 00:17:15,046 What? I call witchcraft! 441 00:17:15,080 --> 00:17:17,244 I got it right! But she got there first. 442 00:17:17,279 --> 00:17:18,479 I bet you let me win. 443 00:17:18,513 --> 00:17:20,347 Little girl, ask any of these people 444 00:17:20,382 --> 00:17:22,249 if I ever let anybody win anything. 445 00:17:22,284 --> 00:17:23,651 She hasn't ever. 446 00:17:24,786 --> 00:17:26,787 I give up. This is embarrassing. 447 00:17:26,822 --> 00:17:28,589 Don't give up, be on my team. 448 00:17:28,623 --> 00:17:30,090 I don't think I make the cut. 449 00:17:30,125 --> 00:17:31,625 Come on. Come on. 450 00:17:31,660 --> 00:17:33,160 There you go. 451 00:17:34,296 --> 00:17:36,330 This is so nice of you. 452 00:17:36,364 --> 00:17:38,132 True or false... 453 00:17:38,166 --> 00:17:40,668 0.9 repeating equals one? 454 00:17:40,702 --> 00:17:44,171 Okay, wait, i-i-if 3.9 repeating is four... 455 00:17:44,206 --> 00:17:46,207 - Times... Times 10... - False! 456 00:17:46,241 --> 00:17:47,441 No, no, true! 457 00:17:47,476 --> 00:17:49,176 No, wait, i-it's infinite 9s! 458 00:17:49,211 --> 00:17:50,611 - Oh, Schmitt, shush! - True. 459 00:17:50,645 --> 00:17:51,846 It's true. Here. 460 00:17:55,016 --> 00:17:57,184 Well, if you do it like that. 461 00:18:00,222 --> 00:18:02,289 Nothing's going on, right? 462 00:18:02,324 --> 00:18:03,774 With my mom? 463 00:18:04,392 --> 00:18:05,960 Nothing I should be worried about? 464 00:18:05,994 --> 00:18:09,330 It's not, like, s-something, and you're just not telling me? 465 00:18:09,364 --> 00:18:11,232 Now, why would you say that? 466 00:18:11,782 --> 00:18:14,535 Oh, I don't know... because I blithely assumed 467 00:18:14,569 --> 00:18:16,804 my mother did not have cancer when, in fact, she did, 468 00:18:16,838 --> 00:18:18,305 and none of you told me. 469 00:18:18,340 --> 00:18:22,276 Well, I found out after you, if you'll recall. 470 00:18:23,945 --> 00:18:25,145 Look, I know you're scared, son. 471 00:18:25,180 --> 00:18:26,747 I'm not scared, all right? 472 00:18:26,781 --> 00:18:29,383 I'm just... concerned. 473 00:18:30,978 --> 00:18:32,412 They're all settled. 474 00:18:35,423 --> 00:18:38,659 Do we really have to use this plural thing, 475 00:18:38,693 --> 00:18:39,719 even when she can't hear us? 476 00:18:39,753 --> 00:18:41,762 While they... they can't hear us. 477 00:18:41,796 --> 00:18:43,998 Okay, yeah. It's not that complicated. 478 00:18:44,032 --> 00:18:45,266 Not that complicated? 479 00:18:45,300 --> 00:18:46,700 We're talking about a single entity, 480 00:18:46,735 --> 00:18:47,835 but "they" is plural. 481 00:18:47,869 --> 00:18:50,905 I mean, it requires a plural verb. 482 00:18:50,939 --> 00:18:53,407 Or am I supposed to say, "They is"? 483 00:18:53,441 --> 00:18:55,276 No, look, if you're in a movie theater 484 00:18:55,310 --> 00:18:57,511 and somebody's coat is left in a seat, 485 00:18:57,546 --> 00:18:58,579 and you bring it to the usher, 486 00:18:58,613 --> 00:18:59,780 what do you say to the usher? 487 00:18:59,814 --> 00:19:01,715 Well, a number of things. 488 00:19:01,750 --> 00:19:04,852 Um, I might say, "Someone left behind a coat," 489 00:19:04,886 --> 00:19:06,554 or, "I found someone's coat," 490 00:19:06,588 --> 00:19:08,422 or, "Turn this in to the lost and found." 491 00:19:08,456 --> 00:19:10,524 I might say, "Somebody left their coat." 492 00:19:10,559 --> 00:19:12,359 Then you'd be grammatically incorrect. 493 00:19:12,394 --> 00:19:13,761 Ungrammatical. 494 00:19:14,496 --> 00:19:16,864 Excuse me? 495 00:19:16,898 --> 00:19:20,267 Uh, something's either grammatical or it's not. 496 00:19:20,302 --> 00:19:21,902 "Grammatically incorrect" is like saying 497 00:19:21,937 --> 00:19:24,371 something is right-wrong. 498 00:19:26,280 --> 00:19:28,208 - Scans are up. - It's about time. 499 00:19:28,243 --> 00:19:31,378 All right, Helm, what do you see? 500 00:19:31,413 --> 00:19:34,114 Absence of flow in the mid-brachial artery. 501 00:19:34,149 --> 00:19:36,050 Okay, we need to get her up to the OR. 502 00:19:36,084 --> 00:19:37,418 Really? 503 00:19:39,354 --> 00:19:41,422 Okay, them, them, them! 504 00:19:41,456 --> 00:19:43,557 Can we go now? 505 00:19:43,592 --> 00:19:45,225 Almighty... 506 00:19:45,260 --> 00:19:48,162 Now I feel pins and needles. 507 00:19:48,196 --> 00:19:50,064 You still feeling this? 508 00:19:50,098 --> 00:19:51,215 I do... 509 00:19:51,866 --> 00:19:53,300 but less. 510 00:19:54,502 --> 00:19:56,904 Why am I... Why am I feeling it less? 511 00:19:56,938 --> 00:19:59,573 Kari, you suffered two injuries to your spine. 512 00:19:59,608 --> 00:20:01,909 The lower one is quite severe. 513 00:20:01,943 --> 00:20:04,411 Your neuro exam is getting progressively worse, 514 00:20:04,446 --> 00:20:05,412 so we need to get in there 515 00:20:05,447 --> 00:20:08,449 before you are paralyzed from the waist down. 516 00:20:08,483 --> 00:20:10,351 I might become paralyzed? 517 00:20:10,385 --> 00:20:12,453 - No... - We're gonna do everything we can 518 00:20:12,487 --> 00:20:14,321 to reverse the compression of the nerves. 519 00:20:14,356 --> 00:20:16,790 Oh, God, please... 520 00:20:19,995 --> 00:20:22,371 I can't do a wheelchair. 521 00:20:23,231 --> 00:20:24,999 I never sit! 522 00:20:27,187 --> 00:20:29,269 Go... Go ask Toby. 523 00:20:29,304 --> 00:20:33,507 W-We're supposed to do a sprint triathlon next month. 524 00:20:33,541 --> 00:20:36,810 We are going to do everything that we can. 525 00:20:39,714 --> 00:20:41,382 Your boyfriend's being a jerk. 526 00:20:41,416 --> 00:20:42,850 What did he do? 527 00:20:42,884 --> 00:20:44,685 Oh, wait. None of my business. 528 00:20:44,719 --> 00:20:47,388 Uh, he has to work this all out by himself. 529 00:20:47,422 --> 00:20:49,016 I was just trying to do him a favor. 530 00:20:49,050 --> 00:20:50,491 Well, I'm not getting involved, 531 00:20:50,525 --> 00:20:52,893 and please don't bring any stress into the green zone. 532 00:20:55,330 --> 00:20:57,364 - Hey. There you are. - Hey. 533 00:20:57,399 --> 00:20:59,566 I was just gonna actually take a break. 534 00:20:59,601 --> 00:21:00,668 You want to go grab a coffee? 535 00:21:00,702 --> 00:21:02,569 Uh, I meant Dr. Karev. 536 00:21:02,604 --> 00:21:04,038 Oh. 537 00:21:04,072 --> 00:21:05,973 Um, we think we know why Nora's glucose shot up. 538 00:21:06,007 --> 00:21:08,575 Qadri found this under her pillow. 539 00:21:08,610 --> 00:21:11,178 We think she may have sabotaged the surgery. 540 00:21:12,113 --> 00:21:13,847 We got to go. 541 00:21:13,882 --> 00:21:15,149 Yep. 542 00:21:22,682 --> 00:21:25,949 Why would you do this when we've been waiting and waiting? 543 00:21:25,950 --> 00:21:26,883 - Why? - Mom, stop. 544 00:21:26,918 --> 00:21:29,519 I'm not stopping until you tell us why you... 545 00:21:29,554 --> 00:21:31,354 Because I don't want to go back to school! 546 00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:37,494 I hate it. 547 00:21:37,528 --> 00:21:40,430 It's all cliques and stupid girls with stupid crushes 548 00:21:40,465 --> 00:21:43,200 and stupid boys who get mad when I beat them at math. 549 00:21:43,741 --> 00:21:45,135 Nobody sits with me at lunch. 550 00:21:45,169 --> 00:21:47,170 - What about Lauren? - I missed too much school 551 00:21:47,205 --> 00:21:48,438 because I'm sick all the time, 552 00:21:48,473 --> 00:21:51,108 so she found other kids to sit with. 553 00:21:53,010 --> 00:21:54,911 I don't have any friends there. 554 00:21:57,014 --> 00:21:59,134 But here I do. 555 00:21:59,750 --> 00:22:01,178 So I want to stay here. 556 00:22:02,987 --> 00:22:04,102 Nora, we'll be checking your labs 557 00:22:04,136 --> 00:22:06,022 once you finish your insulin drip. 558 00:22:06,057 --> 00:22:07,023 Once your labs stabilize... 559 00:22:07,058 --> 00:22:08,936 I'll just drink more juice. 560 00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:11,355 I don't want the surgery. 561 00:22:12,497 --> 00:22:14,525 It's my body. I don't want it. 562 00:22:16,734 --> 00:22:19,402 I taught her that. That it's her body. 563 00:22:19,437 --> 00:22:21,905 I'm not sure what to do here. 564 00:22:21,939 --> 00:22:23,540 Eileen, can we talk? 565 00:22:23,574 --> 00:22:25,976 Inpatient Services, 3343. 566 00:22:26,010 --> 00:22:28,912 Inpatient Services, 3343. 567 00:22:28,946 --> 00:22:30,514 I didn't know... 568 00:22:30,548 --> 00:22:32,249 I didn't know she hated school. 569 00:22:32,283 --> 00:22:34,384 I didn't know she and Lauren weren't friends anymore. 570 00:22:34,418 --> 00:22:35,886 How did I not know? 571 00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:37,921 Well, they reach an age where they like to keep secrets, 572 00:22:37,955 --> 00:22:39,000 like to figure things out for themselves. 573 00:22:39,034 --> 00:22:40,087 It's not on you. 574 00:22:40,121 --> 00:22:41,992 I called Lauren a bitch once. 575 00:22:42,026 --> 00:22:44,928 Not to her face, but behind her back, to my daughter, 576 00:22:44,962 --> 00:22:47,030 I called her 10-year-old best friend a bitch 577 00:22:47,064 --> 00:22:48,965 because she was being a bitch. To my kid. 578 00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:52,702 And I wanted to protect her and be on her side, 579 00:22:52,737 --> 00:22:55,438 but maybe that's why Nora doesn't talk to me anymore. 580 00:22:55,473 --> 00:22:59,075 Maybe I wasn't supposed to react, just listen. 581 00:22:59,110 --> 00:23:01,178 But I'm not super great at that historically, so... 582 00:23:01,212 --> 00:23:03,380 I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do now. 583 00:23:03,414 --> 00:23:04,748 You're supposed to make her get the surgery. 584 00:23:04,782 --> 00:23:06,616 - Today. Right now. - DeLuca... 585 00:23:06,651 --> 00:23:08,084 Every kid gets bullied at school. 586 00:23:08,119 --> 00:23:10,554 Most kids hate school at some point or another, right? 587 00:23:10,588 --> 00:23:12,455 Are you saying I should hold her down... 588 00:23:12,489 --> 00:23:13,649 - Yes. - No, no, look, 589 00:23:13,674 --> 00:23:14,691 this is my patient, DeLuca... 590 00:23:14,725 --> 00:23:15,926 I don't know Nora. 591 00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:18,128 I'm not attached to whether she has friends at school or not, 592 00:23:18,162 --> 00:23:20,463 but I would like to see her not die. 593 00:23:20,498 --> 00:23:22,265 She's not dying. 594 00:23:22,300 --> 00:23:23,633 Oh, my God, what are you... 595 00:23:23,668 --> 00:23:25,802 - DeLuca. - Look, she's in pain, right? 596 00:23:25,836 --> 00:23:27,637 Every time her pancreas flares up, 597 00:23:27,672 --> 00:23:29,706 it's extremely painful for her. 598 00:23:29,740 --> 00:23:31,107 She's getting this surgery for a reason, 599 00:23:31,142 --> 00:23:32,375 so just make her get it. 600 00:23:32,410 --> 00:23:33,610 Make her get the help that she needs. 601 00:23:33,644 --> 00:23:35,278 Look, you are dismissed, Dr. DeLuca. 602 00:23:35,313 --> 00:23:36,947 Walk away now. 603 00:23:36,981 --> 00:23:38,915 Walk away now, or you're fired. 604 00:23:48,259 --> 00:23:49,593 - I can't do this. - Come on. 605 00:23:49,627 --> 00:23:50,961 I can't. It's just... It's weird. 606 00:23:50,995 --> 00:23:52,162 I don't know how to explain it. I mean, I can... 607 00:23:52,196 --> 00:23:55,298 I can give her orders like... like... like she's a soldier. 608 00:23:55,333 --> 00:23:56,333 Are you serious? 609 00:23:56,367 --> 00:24:00,070 What? I'm good at that. Th-This baby-talk thing... 610 00:24:00,104 --> 00:24:01,304 it... it just... I don't know. 611 00:24:01,339 --> 00:24:02,410 It's not my thing. 612 00:24:02,444 --> 00:24:06,076 It makes me feel... I don't know... shy. 613 00:24:06,110 --> 00:24:07,644 Oh, I-I'll turn around. 614 00:24:07,678 --> 00:24:10,013 How about that? 615 00:24:10,047 --> 00:24:12,816 Okay. 616 00:24:13,985 --> 00:24:15,252 Hello. 617 00:24:15,286 --> 00:24:16,753 Hi! 618 00:24:16,787 --> 00:24:18,788 Guten Tag. That's German. 619 00:24:18,823 --> 00:24:20,890 Technically, it means "good day," but... 620 00:24:22,126 --> 00:24:23,760 I'm your mom. 621 00:24:23,794 --> 00:24:25,230 But you probably already know that 622 00:24:25,264 --> 00:24:26,237 'cause you're floating around inside me. 623 00:24:26,271 --> 00:24:28,198 - I'm terrible at this. I can't... I... - You're doing great. 624 00:24:28,232 --> 00:24:29,599 No, I'm not. I'm... I'm terrible at it, 625 00:24:29,634 --> 00:24:31,001 and I'm already failing as a mom. 626 00:24:31,035 --> 00:24:32,535 I'm... I'm insufficient. 627 00:24:32,570 --> 00:24:33,730 Teddy, that doesn't even make sense. 628 00:24:33,733 --> 00:24:35,941 Look, and I'm sure I caused whatever it was 629 00:24:36,007 --> 00:24:37,207 that made her want to come out early. 630 00:24:37,241 --> 00:24:40,043 I mean, I'm on my feet too long and didn't drink enough water, 631 00:24:40,077 --> 00:24:41,978 or probably forgot to take a prenatal one day. 632 00:24:42,013 --> 00:24:44,014 You know, now she's gonna be born prematurely 633 00:24:44,048 --> 00:24:46,149 with underdeveloped lungs and... 634 00:24:46,183 --> 00:24:48,594 and low birth weight and no crib 635 00:24:48,628 --> 00:24:50,053 and a... a terrified mom, 636 00:24:50,087 --> 00:24:51,187 who, despite being a surgeon... 637 00:24:51,222 --> 00:24:54,357 knows crap about... about taking care of babies... 638 00:24:54,392 --> 00:24:55,725 What are you doing? 639 00:24:55,760 --> 00:24:57,160 I... 640 00:24:57,194 --> 00:25:00,297 am trying to show you that you are not alone. 641 00:25:00,331 --> 00:25:02,299 Or, at least I think I am. 642 00:25:02,333 --> 00:25:04,634 - Hold on. - Owen. Oh. 643 00:25:06,937 --> 00:25:08,038 Owen, you don't have to do this. 644 00:25:08,072 --> 00:25:10,040 Give me a minute. 645 00:25:10,074 --> 00:25:11,875 Whew! 646 00:25:11,909 --> 00:25:14,377 Whew! Oh, yeah. 647 00:25:19,116 --> 00:25:22,686 All right, Helm, what are some other ways 648 00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:25,555 that we could've prepared this vessel? 649 00:25:25,589 --> 00:25:29,159 We could've done a vein patch or a saphenous vein graft. 650 00:25:29,193 --> 00:25:31,061 Her anasto... 651 00:25:31,095 --> 00:25:33,563 T-Their anastomosis looks good. 652 00:25:33,597 --> 00:25:35,899 Hm, see? That wasn't so hard, was it? 653 00:25:35,933 --> 00:25:38,201 Well, yes, it was, as a matter of fact. 654 00:25:38,235 --> 00:25:41,104 It was wholly unnatural to my ear. 655 00:25:41,138 --> 00:25:45,742 You know, I had a mechanic who called me Ricky 656 00:25:45,776 --> 00:25:48,845 no matter how many times I corrected him. 657 00:25:48,879 --> 00:25:50,780 Best mechanic I ever had. 658 00:25:50,815 --> 00:25:52,082 I fired him. 659 00:25:52,116 --> 00:25:54,217 You fired a guy 'cause he called you Ricky? 660 00:25:54,251 --> 00:25:55,343 I'm not a Ricky. 661 00:25:55,378 --> 00:25:57,787 That's kind of a false equivalent. 662 00:25:57,822 --> 00:26:00,256 Comparing an annoying nickname to misgendering... 663 00:26:00,291 --> 00:26:02,792 I'm just saying that I understand what it's like 664 00:26:02,827 --> 00:26:04,728 when you're called something you aren't. 665 00:26:04,762 --> 00:26:08,064 I've been called a lot worse than Ricky. 666 00:26:08,099 --> 00:26:10,433 It's just... just that the world moves fast, 667 00:26:10,468 --> 00:26:13,236 and I'm... I'm trying to keep up, 668 00:26:13,270 --> 00:26:14,671 and I'm trying to adjust, 669 00:26:14,705 --> 00:26:16,695 and your attitude is not helping the process. 670 00:26:17,814 --> 00:26:20,710 I had a girlfriend call me Jackie once. 671 00:26:20,745 --> 00:26:22,445 Did you break up with her? 672 00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:25,315 Damn straight I did. 673 00:26:25,349 --> 00:26:28,318 Dr. Karev, Nora's new glucose panel came back. 674 00:26:28,352 --> 00:26:30,286 Ah, this is good. 675 00:26:30,321 --> 00:26:32,789 This is good. And her potassium level is down, too. 676 00:26:32,823 --> 00:26:34,290 So we can do it? 677 00:26:34,325 --> 00:26:36,493 I think we can if we can talk her into it. 678 00:26:36,527 --> 00:26:38,128 Dr. Fisher, call Cardio-Path Lab. 679 00:26:39,267 --> 00:26:40,663 Dr. Fisher, call Cardio-Path Lab. 680 00:26:40,698 --> 00:26:42,030 Damn it. 681 00:26:42,064 --> 00:26:43,233 You try to help a guy out a little, 682 00:26:43,267 --> 00:26:44,768 and now I gotta fire him. 683 00:26:47,171 --> 00:26:48,738 Yeah, you know, I was about your age 684 00:26:48,773 --> 00:26:51,508 when I moved with my mom from Italy to Wisconsin. 685 00:26:51,542 --> 00:26:53,610 And they hated me. 686 00:26:53,644 --> 00:26:55,078 I could barely speak any English. 687 00:26:55,112 --> 00:26:57,914 They called me "DeLoser" for two years straight. 688 00:26:57,948 --> 00:27:00,417 It was tough, but I got through it. 689 00:27:00,451 --> 00:27:03,787 And trust me... you are way cooler than I was. 690 00:27:03,821 --> 00:27:05,021 Unh-unh. 691 00:27:05,055 --> 00:27:07,257 And my hair... you gotta see my hair, Nora. 692 00:27:08,396 --> 00:27:10,260 Look at this. 693 00:27:11,362 --> 00:27:13,430 Hm? 694 00:27:13,464 --> 00:27:14,697 Huh? 695 00:27:14,732 --> 00:27:16,166 That's me. 696 00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:18,334 Believe me... that kid got bullied. 697 00:27:20,337 --> 00:27:23,273 Nora, kids are mean, and they're always gonna be mean. 698 00:27:23,307 --> 00:27:26,176 But you can kick all their asses at math. 699 00:27:26,210 --> 00:27:28,278 That makes you better than them. 700 00:27:28,312 --> 00:27:30,113 You're gonna find friends. 701 00:27:30,147 --> 00:27:31,781 You already made a bunch here, right? 702 00:27:31,816 --> 00:27:34,651 I'm gonna let you in on a little secret, too. 703 00:27:34,685 --> 00:27:36,653 We're all a bunch of nerds here. 704 00:27:36,687 --> 00:27:38,688 And we like you a lot. 705 00:27:39,990 --> 00:27:41,558 And you're gonna find more of us... 706 00:27:41,592 --> 00:27:43,228 I promise you. 707 00:27:43,928 --> 00:27:45,939 You just got to push through. 708 00:27:46,730 --> 00:27:48,832 So can you trust me? 709 00:27:48,866 --> 00:27:50,366 And push through? 710 00:27:52,603 --> 00:27:54,532 Yeah? All right. 711 00:27:55,673 --> 00:27:56,887 This jacket's hilarious. 712 00:27:56,921 --> 00:27:58,408 Hey, I still have that jacket. 713 00:28:08,602 --> 00:28:10,628 Pick-ups, please. 714 00:28:10,629 --> 00:28:13,698 You did a beautiful job on that first laminectomy. 715 00:28:13,732 --> 00:28:17,134 Well, this one's tougher. The vertebra is crushed. 716 00:28:17,169 --> 00:28:19,070 This is the one that... Let me see if I can ease if off. 717 00:28:19,104 --> 00:28:21,239 Careful. If it shifts even a little, 718 00:28:21,273 --> 00:28:22,707 she's in a wheelchair forever. 719 00:28:22,741 --> 00:28:24,775 Thanks for that. 720 00:28:24,810 --> 00:28:27,311 - No pressure. - Well, it's what it is. 721 00:28:27,346 --> 00:28:29,747 And she's got that triathlon with her kid. 722 00:28:29,781 --> 00:28:30,852 Good. 723 00:28:30,886 --> 00:28:34,085 Good. Good. 724 00:28:34,119 --> 00:28:35,529 Okay, stop. 725 00:28:35,563 --> 00:28:37,032 That's enough. 726 00:28:37,756 --> 00:28:38,950 That's great. 727 00:28:39,684 --> 00:28:41,285 Thank you. 728 00:28:41,310 --> 00:28:42,976 Let me get that last bone fragment. 729 00:28:45,697 --> 00:28:48,799 All right, let's run the potentials again, please? 730 00:28:48,834 --> 00:28:50,134 See if she can walk. 731 00:28:50,168 --> 00:28:52,076 Strong motor and sensory 732 00:28:52,101 --> 00:28:53,337 signals strength throughout. 733 00:28:53,372 --> 00:28:55,306 Okay, okay. 734 00:28:55,340 --> 00:28:56,593 As soon as we get out of here, 735 00:28:56,627 --> 00:28:58,776 we're gonna reposition her for the C5 repair. 736 00:29:03,548 --> 00:29:05,182 Qadri, what do you see? 737 00:29:05,217 --> 00:29:07,291 Areas of necrosis. 738 00:29:07,325 --> 00:29:10,421 But I think we can find some healthy islet cells in there. 739 00:29:12,624 --> 00:29:14,225 Kids are mean. 740 00:29:15,394 --> 00:29:16,661 I grew up in Utah. 741 00:29:16,695 --> 00:29:18,329 I was the only non-Mormon in my school. 742 00:29:18,363 --> 00:29:21,020 They put a garter snake in my backpack. 743 00:29:21,054 --> 00:29:22,867 I was fat. 744 00:29:22,901 --> 00:29:24,468 I was me. 745 00:29:24,503 --> 00:29:25,703 That would be hard. 746 00:29:26,894 --> 00:29:29,549 Dr. Karev, nobody told me you were starting. 747 00:29:29,583 --> 00:29:31,642 No one needed to. You're not on this case. 748 00:29:33,712 --> 00:29:35,680 I'm the reason she consented to this surgery. 749 00:29:35,714 --> 00:29:37,601 After I told you to stay away from her. 750 00:29:37,635 --> 00:29:38,683 I meant what I said, DeLuca. 751 00:29:38,717 --> 00:29:40,451 I don't want you anywhere near this. 752 00:29:42,382 --> 00:29:43,888 I mean it. Get out. 753 00:29:51,330 --> 00:29:53,664 - Can you get... - This little bit right there? 754 00:29:54,733 --> 00:29:56,485 Thank you. 755 00:29:56,519 --> 00:29:57,868 I don't know how you do it. 756 00:29:57,903 --> 00:29:59,870 - Do what? - Neuro. 757 00:29:59,905 --> 00:30:01,104 This much pressure? 758 00:30:01,139 --> 00:30:02,974 Brains and spines, life and death, 759 00:30:03,008 --> 00:30:04,542 every time you set foot in an OR. 760 00:30:04,576 --> 00:30:05,743 I'd go crazy. 761 00:30:05,777 --> 00:30:08,989 Well, adrenaline's the only high I let myself have anymore. 762 00:30:09,023 --> 00:30:10,982 I'm saying it's impressive. 763 00:30:12,898 --> 00:30:14,025 We're losing the signal 764 00:30:14,060 --> 00:30:15,553 to both her upper and lower extremities. 765 00:30:15,587 --> 00:30:16,620 What? Why? 766 00:30:16,655 --> 00:30:17,952 Did you nick something when we removed the disk? 767 00:30:17,992 --> 00:30:20,057 No, I wasn't anywhere near it. Neither were you. 768 00:30:20,092 --> 00:30:21,359 Okay, why are we losing signal like that? 769 00:30:21,393 --> 00:30:23,194 I-Is there residual disk? Penfield 4! 770 00:30:23,228 --> 00:30:24,243 Now they're gone completely. 771 00:30:24,277 --> 00:30:25,429 Is her blood pressure dropping off? 772 00:30:25,464 --> 00:30:26,468 Is she getting her fluids? 773 00:30:26,503 --> 00:30:27,865 Her blood pressure has been stable. 774 00:30:27,899 --> 00:30:29,934 This makes no sense. Recheck the signal, please. 775 00:30:29,968 --> 00:30:32,036 Negative. No response in arms or legs. 776 00:30:32,070 --> 00:30:33,237 All of it? It's all gone? 777 00:30:33,271 --> 00:30:35,506 - Give her 1,200 milligrams of Solu-Medrol. - On it! 778 00:30:35,540 --> 00:30:36,907 She lost all of it? 779 00:30:36,942 --> 00:30:38,776 Arms and legs? All of it? 780 00:30:42,428 --> 00:30:44,181 You look like you're about to throw up. 781 00:30:44,216 --> 00:30:45,340 Oh, I'm not. 782 00:30:46,514 --> 00:30:48,085 You're actually turning green. 783 00:30:48,120 --> 00:30:49,887 - You should get down. - Nope. 784 00:30:49,921 --> 00:30:51,956 Gesture appreciated, 785 00:30:51,990 --> 00:30:53,624 but you don't have to suffer with me... 786 00:30:53,658 --> 00:30:54,792 Yes, I do. 787 00:30:54,826 --> 00:30:57,047 I'm in this with you. And her. 788 00:30:57,829 --> 00:30:59,964 We're in this together. We're a family. 789 00:30:59,998 --> 00:31:02,133 Every step of the way, okay? 790 00:31:02,552 --> 00:31:04,402 I know you're scared. 791 00:31:04,436 --> 00:31:05,870 I am, too. 792 00:31:05,904 --> 00:31:07,668 At least you know what to do. You have Leo. 793 00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:10,775 Last night, I put Leo's diaper on backwards, 794 00:31:10,809 --> 00:31:11,833 and he peed the bed. 795 00:31:11,867 --> 00:31:13,377 Poor guy had to sleep in wet sheets. 796 00:31:13,412 --> 00:31:16,547 Yeah. I mean, we just do the best we can. 797 00:31:16,581 --> 00:31:18,482 It's all we can do. 798 00:31:21,711 --> 00:31:22,753 Hey. 799 00:31:24,589 --> 00:31:28,259 Your mom... she's better than the best. 800 00:31:28,293 --> 00:31:31,262 She's incredibly kind and hilarious, 801 00:31:31,296 --> 00:31:32,492 and she's so strong. 802 00:31:32,526 --> 00:31:35,499 I remember... I saw her do a thoracotomy 803 00:31:35,534 --> 00:31:37,601 in a helicopter that had no doors, 804 00:31:37,636 --> 00:31:39,336 and that patient lived, yeah. 805 00:31:39,371 --> 00:31:41,405 Yeah. 806 00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:43,908 She listens to Duran Duran way too loud... 807 00:31:43,942 --> 00:31:45,843 and she can take down an entire pizza on her own, 808 00:31:45,877 --> 00:31:47,445 which I find insanely charming. 809 00:31:48,847 --> 00:31:52,783 She is loyal, and she is fierce, and... 810 00:31:54,052 --> 00:31:57,721 she would lay upside-down for weeks if you needed her to. 811 00:31:58,857 --> 00:32:00,424 You'll never turn around 812 00:32:00,459 --> 00:32:02,793 and not have her standing right behind you, 813 00:32:02,828 --> 00:32:04,728 holding you up, okay? 814 00:32:06,231 --> 00:32:08,432 So, little one, you do not have to worry. 815 00:32:10,135 --> 00:32:11,869 Your mom has got this. 816 00:32:13,805 --> 00:32:15,172 Owen. 817 00:32:19,878 --> 00:32:21,679 Well, this is cozy. 818 00:32:21,713 --> 00:32:23,447 Hey, hi. Hi, Tom. 819 00:32:23,482 --> 00:32:24,782 Hey, Tom. 820 00:32:24,816 --> 00:32:27,017 God, is, uh, she okay? 821 00:32:27,052 --> 00:32:28,064 Are you okay? How's the peanut? 822 00:32:28,098 --> 00:32:29,320 - She's fine. She's fine. - Yeah? 823 00:32:29,354 --> 00:32:31,956 Just, apparently, I have cervix issues, 824 00:32:31,990 --> 00:32:33,991 and hopefully not anymore after today. 825 00:32:34,025 --> 00:32:35,893 Thanks for the update, Hunt. 826 00:32:35,927 --> 00:32:37,461 Sorry, I-I didn't want to worry 827 00:32:37,496 --> 00:32:39,063 any more people than I needed to. 828 00:32:39,097 --> 00:32:41,031 No, I-I'm glad I'm here. 829 00:32:41,066 --> 00:32:42,967 Listen, I'll, um, go get a coffee 830 00:32:43,001 --> 00:32:44,301 and check on a patient. Do you need anything? 831 00:32:44,336 --> 00:32:45,903 No, good. We're good. 832 00:32:45,937 --> 00:32:47,071 Hey, hey, give me one second, okay? 833 00:32:47,105 --> 00:32:48,283 Yeah. 834 00:32:50,609 --> 00:32:52,009 So... 835 00:32:52,043 --> 00:32:53,811 I-I'm curious. 836 00:32:53,845 --> 00:32:56,881 Uh, if Teddy had been in actual labor, 837 00:32:56,915 --> 00:32:57,982 would you have told me then? 838 00:32:58,016 --> 00:33:00,339 Or would you still have let me stay in that class? 839 00:33:00,373 --> 00:33:02,153 W... She wasn't in labor, so what does it matter? 840 00:33:02,187 --> 00:33:04,688 Okay. Here we go. 841 00:33:06,024 --> 00:33:07,709 I know you don't like me. 842 00:33:07,743 --> 00:33:08,826 Trust me, I'm not losing sleep over it, 843 00:33:08,860 --> 00:33:10,561 but if you plan to make a play here? 844 00:33:10,595 --> 00:33:12,496 If you're gonna show up with a ring 845 00:33:12,531 --> 00:33:15,900 and take advantage of the very old pain and vulnerability 846 00:33:15,934 --> 00:33:19,537 of a woman you have over and over again hurt and abandoned... 847 00:33:19,571 --> 00:33:21,105 please rethink that. 848 00:33:21,139 --> 00:33:23,674 Because I will not lie down, 849 00:33:23,708 --> 00:33:26,243 and I will not walk away. 850 00:33:26,278 --> 00:33:27,864 I'll fight for her. 851 00:33:28,367 --> 00:33:30,748 And that'll bring on a whole lot of drama and pain 852 00:33:30,782 --> 00:33:34,051 for the woman you claim you just want to be happy. 853 00:33:34,085 --> 00:33:35,920 You don't know anything about my history with Teddy. 854 00:33:35,954 --> 00:33:38,005 - Your history with Teddy... - Yeah. 855 00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:39,690 is you chose Amelia. 856 00:33:39,724 --> 00:33:41,125 More than once. 857 00:33:41,159 --> 00:33:43,630 My history is, I love Teddy. 858 00:33:44,763 --> 00:33:46,931 I mean, I'm in love with her. 859 00:33:46,965 --> 00:33:49,233 And only her. 860 00:33:49,267 --> 00:33:50,901 And she deserves to be with someone 861 00:33:50,936 --> 00:33:55,139 for whom she is the first and the only choice. 862 00:34:07,114 --> 00:34:09,163 Is she okay? Can I see her? 863 00:34:10,475 --> 00:34:12,042 She's not awake yet, Toby. 864 00:34:15,313 --> 00:34:16,746 Your mom... 865 00:34:17,915 --> 00:34:20,350 suffered an injury to her cervical spine. 866 00:34:21,452 --> 00:34:24,321 Her cord swelled in surgery. 867 00:34:24,355 --> 00:34:26,390 We did everything that we could, 868 00:34:26,424 --> 00:34:29,726 but she is paralyzed from the neck down. 869 00:34:32,100 --> 00:34:33,834 Oh, my God. 870 00:34:33,868 --> 00:34:36,333 She's still here. 871 00:34:36,367 --> 00:34:37,668 She's still your mom. 872 00:34:38,947 --> 00:34:41,238 She's gonna need a lot of help from you, 873 00:34:41,272 --> 00:34:43,273 from your family. 874 00:34:44,957 --> 00:34:47,811 I can't. I'm not... 875 00:34:50,481 --> 00:34:53,016 She's the one. 876 00:34:53,051 --> 00:34:55,497 - She's the one with the... - All the answers. 877 00:34:57,555 --> 00:34:58,989 Yeah, I have the same mom. 878 00:35:00,358 --> 00:35:03,326 The smart, strong, fearless mom 879 00:35:03,361 --> 00:35:04,661 who always has more sense than you. 880 00:35:04,696 --> 00:35:06,296 Yeah, I know it very well. 881 00:35:09,367 --> 00:35:11,134 I have, um... 882 00:35:12,070 --> 00:35:13,503 learned that it's now... 883 00:35:14,872 --> 00:35:16,139 now, when she's the one that's hurt, 884 00:35:16,174 --> 00:35:18,475 when she's the one that needs you... 885 00:35:19,877 --> 00:35:21,511 that's when you realize that she's already 886 00:35:21,546 --> 00:35:23,480 given you all that you need. 887 00:35:26,684 --> 00:35:29,778 You've got it. You're strong and fearless already. 888 00:35:30,588 --> 00:35:31,752 She already showed you how. 889 00:35:33,491 --> 00:35:35,074 So... 890 00:35:36,861 --> 00:35:38,328 don't let her down. 891 00:35:42,400 --> 00:35:44,167 Can I be there? 892 00:35:46,780 --> 00:35:48,421 When she wakes up? 893 00:35:53,244 --> 00:35:54,578 This is Jo. Leave a message! 894 00:35:54,612 --> 00:35:56,346 Hey, hey. I just, uh... 895 00:35:56,380 --> 00:35:58,348 I wanted to see if you were still on the plane. 896 00:35:58,382 --> 00:36:01,151 I just... I can't wait to hear how it went. 897 00:36:02,286 --> 00:36:03,553 Look, I'm not some intern 898 00:36:03,588 --> 00:36:04,639 you can kick around anymore, all right? 899 00:36:04,674 --> 00:36:05,840 What you did today was unprofessional. 900 00:36:05,874 --> 00:36:08,058 No, what you did today was unprofessional. 901 00:36:08,092 --> 00:36:09,330 The way you helped out Nora... 902 00:36:09,364 --> 00:36:10,927 that should have been the first thing you did. 903 00:36:10,962 --> 00:36:12,763 But you're too pissed at the world about your dad. 904 00:36:12,797 --> 00:36:15,198 And believe me, I know what a number our parents can do on us. 905 00:36:15,233 --> 00:36:16,867 But you let it mess with your job today. 906 00:36:16,901 --> 00:36:19,035 And with my patient's really excellent mom. 907 00:36:19,070 --> 00:36:20,704 And it's messing with your relationship. 908 00:36:20,738 --> 00:36:22,546 My relationship? What does it have to do with that? 909 00:36:22,580 --> 00:36:24,508 No, don't let it. Just don't. 910 00:36:24,542 --> 00:36:26,576 When people reach out a hand, you don't bite it. 911 00:36:26,611 --> 00:36:27,904 I did it for years. 912 00:36:27,938 --> 00:36:30,680 The only thing it gets you is they stop reaching out. 913 00:36:36,454 --> 00:36:38,255 Hey. 914 00:36:38,289 --> 00:36:39,623 What were your numbers this morning? 915 00:36:39,657 --> 00:36:40,857 Because if this is you relaxing, 916 00:36:40,892 --> 00:36:42,626 I'm gonna have to have you admitted. 917 00:36:42,660 --> 00:36:44,807 Oh. _ 918 00:36:44,832 --> 00:36:47,531 Oh, well, maybe there are outside factors. 919 00:36:47,565 --> 00:36:49,232 Huh? 920 00:36:49,267 --> 00:36:51,234 Just do it again. Do it again. 921 00:36:51,269 --> 00:36:53,036 Is your, um, heart pounding? 922 00:36:53,070 --> 00:36:54,571 Your pulse racing? 923 00:36:54,605 --> 00:36:55,906 I'm not 13. 924 00:36:55,940 --> 00:36:59,276 Oho, oh. It never ends. 925 00:37:05,449 --> 00:37:06,817 Did you read that? That's huge! 926 00:37:06,851 --> 00:37:09,335 - Hey. - Hi. 927 00:37:10,121 --> 00:37:11,154 Everything is okay. 928 00:37:11,189 --> 00:37:12,255 Thank you. 929 00:37:12,290 --> 00:37:13,557 Yeah. 930 00:37:22,466 --> 00:37:23,869 If only life's variables 931 00:37:23,903 --> 00:37:27,137 were as cut and dried as the rules of mathematics. 932 00:37:28,539 --> 00:37:30,052 Hey. 933 00:37:30,087 --> 00:37:31,857 Is this part of your study? 934 00:37:31,892 --> 00:37:35,145 Hm? Uh... Uh, yeah. 935 00:37:35,179 --> 00:37:36,980 This, too? 936 00:37:37,014 --> 00:37:38,782 Oh, no. This... This is, um... 937 00:37:38,816 --> 00:37:40,617 This is a little trigonometry 938 00:37:40,651 --> 00:37:42,285 mixed with a little calculus 939 00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:43,920 mixed with a little logic. 940 00:37:43,955 --> 00:37:45,522 It is the stuff of nightmares. 941 00:37:45,556 --> 00:37:46,590 It's... 942 00:37:46,624 --> 00:37:48,124 17. 943 00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:50,794 Please. 944 00:37:50,828 --> 00:37:52,929 If only there were clear answers. 945 00:37:55,499 --> 00:37:57,467 17. 946 00:37:57,501 --> 00:37:59,436 Certainty. Clarity. 947 00:37:59,470 --> 00:38:00,604 Right or wrong. 948 00:38:00,638 --> 00:38:02,221 I want you to know... 949 00:38:03,074 --> 00:38:04,941 I will never, ever forgive you for that. 950 00:38:06,377 --> 00:38:07,611 I'm okay with that. 951 00:39:05,536 --> 00:39:07,604 But all you can do is eliminate as many unknowns as possible.. 952 00:39:09,073 --> 00:39:10,196 - Hey. - Hi. 953 00:39:12,810 --> 00:39:15,147 - I'm talking first. - Okay. 954 00:39:15,182 --> 00:39:17,280 I'm talking first because 955 00:39:17,315 --> 00:39:18,882 I don't do sitting at work 956 00:39:18,916 --> 00:39:20,850 wondering whether my boyfriend is avoiding me... 957 00:39:20,885 --> 00:39:22,752 or being weird to me. 958 00:39:22,787 --> 00:39:26,356 It's just... I'm past that point in my life. 959 00:39:26,390 --> 00:39:28,692 I'm not interested in it. I have no time for it. 960 00:39:28,726 --> 00:39:30,914 I know. I ran out of minutes. 961 00:39:32,163 --> 00:39:33,630 What? 962 00:39:33,664 --> 00:39:34,965 The thing with my dad. 963 00:39:34,999 --> 00:39:37,881 I-I can't fix him, I can't help him, 964 00:39:37,915 --> 00:39:39,536 and I... 965 00:39:39,570 --> 00:39:41,805 couldn't believe how much that hurt. 966 00:39:41,839 --> 00:39:43,306 And I needed a minute to be hurt. 967 00:39:43,340 --> 00:39:45,642 I didn't want to drag you down with me. 968 00:39:45,676 --> 00:39:48,411 I needed a minute, all right? 969 00:39:48,446 --> 00:39:49,738 But now... 970 00:39:51,983 --> 00:39:55,452 Now I just need you. 971 00:39:56,520 --> 00:39:59,122 Well, maybe I need a minute now. 972 00:39:59,156 --> 00:40:02,759 Do you? 973 00:40:02,793 --> 00:40:04,828 - Do you really, though? - Maybe. 974 00:40:04,862 --> 00:40:06,730 I want to say yes. 975 00:40:06,764 --> 00:40:08,898 Maybe I do. 976 00:40:22,847 --> 00:40:24,981 - Did you make that? - Yeah. 977 00:40:27,018 --> 00:40:28,785 You cook and you speak Italian? 978 00:40:28,819 --> 00:40:31,301 You hungry? 979 00:40:31,302 --> 00:40:32,955 I'm starving. 980 00:40:36,394 --> 00:40:39,095 Well, have a seat, and prepare to have your mind blown. 981 00:40:39,130 --> 00:40:42,098 - Really? Wow, okay. - Mm-hmm. 982 00:40:43,667 --> 00:40:46,636 Then pick an answer and hope.. 983 00:40:53,010 --> 00:40:54,277 Jo? 984 00:40:56,380 --> 00:40:57,781 Jo, you asleep? 985 00:41:10,394 --> 00:41:12,128 I missed you. 986 00:41:24,842 --> 00:41:26,709 Hope that, at the end of the day, 987 00:41:26,744 --> 00:41:28,344 it's an answer you can live with. 988 00:41:29,554 --> 00:41:33,554 *CREDITS*