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Previously on This Is Us...

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I think my water just broke.

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Toby, it's me. Listen, I'm
in the car with Kate, and, uh,

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I really think
we should call an ambulance.

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I've been drinking all day.

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I thought I had it under control.

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I don't think I can do this
without you, Zoe.

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His, uh, water bottle

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was full of vodka.

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Baby, it's not that I
don't want you to do what you love.

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I'm just saying,
if we're gonna get childcare,

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is the cost of that childcare

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greater than or equal to
what we'd be bringing in?

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You mean what I'd be bringing in.

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He-he just... he doesn't look
like a regular...

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Because he's not.

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Good bye, little dude.

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We're gonna come back
and see you again real soon.

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He's gonna be good.

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It's only been two days,
and he already looks stronger.

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Yeah, I think so, too.

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Okay.

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- Please don't feel bad.
- Kate.

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Mom's staying. It's gonna be good.

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I wish we could stay longer,

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but we got a whiteboard at home
that feels different.

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Thanks for coming.

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- We love you guys.
- Love you, too.

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See you.

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? You are my sunshine ?

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? My only sunshine ?

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? You make me happy
when skies are gray ?

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? You'll never know ?

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? Jack ?

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? How much I love you ?

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? Please don't take ?

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? My sunshine away. ?

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I remember my first dance
like it was yesterday.

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I wore a light pink chiffon dress

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and white Mary Janes.

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- Check out my bow tie.
- Wow. Looks good, Kev.

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Even better with pants.

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I can't put them on too soon,

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- or I'll get 'em wrinkled.
- You just want

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to look good so you can get
your first kiss with Sophie.

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So what if I want to kiss Sophie?

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- She is my girlfriend.
- What's that about your girlfriend?

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Our son is gunning
for his first kiss tonight.

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Oh.

51
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You better be a perfect
gentleman, Kevin.

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- Duh, Mom.
- I hope Sophie likes hair gel.

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- She'll like it.
- Is that stiff enough?

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- Stop. It has to be perfect.
- Kev.

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Upstairs, please.

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- Pants.
- Hey, Katie girl.

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Hi, Dad.

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All right, Bug. Here you go.

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- Thanks, Mom.
- You're welcome.

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I do not understand today's fashion.

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- Who does?
- Hi.

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- Hi. Hey!
- Ooh!

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Look at you, Randall.

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- Looking sharp.
- Wow. Yeah

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No wonder Kate's friend wanted
to bring you to this dance.

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Yeah, Jessica said she's really excited

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that you decided to come
and dance with her.

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Uh-huh. Have you guys seen my shoes?

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- I can't find them.
- Have you tried

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putting your cards down
to look for them?

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Today I found out that next week

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I have a science test
on cytoplasmic organelles.

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- I suck at organelles.
- Step ahead of me, bud.

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I don't even know what organelles are.

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Uh-uh.

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Shoes are under the table.

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I have a feeling
Jessica's gonna be hearing

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- a lot about organelles tonight.
- Yeah.

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Thank you for agreeing
to chaperone with me,

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- by the way.
- Oh, yeah.

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Wow, I can't believe they're
going to their first dance.

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The awkwardness. The anticipation.

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- The retainers.
- Yeah, sounds great.

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Almost as great as...
a night without the kids.

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You're being sarcastic,
and I don't even care.

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I can't believe how
grown-up they are, Jack.

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Feels like just yesterday
they were babies.

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Yeah.

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Hello, old friend.

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Hit me. What's on the
docket for today, Jae-won?

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Back-to-back interviews through lunch...

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Hang on, Jae-won.

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I'm getting another call.

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- Dej, what's up?
- Where'd you put

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the permission slip for my field trip?

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In your backpack, uh, front pocket.

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Got to go. Bye.

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- Hit me.
- After lunch,

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we'll go over candidates for director of
communications, then more interviews.

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Legislative aides...

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Whoa, that's a lot of dead trees, man.

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I need to be home in time

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- for Beth to get to her dance class.
- These are reports

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from the Public Works
and Safety committees.

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Committees you need
to get yourself placed on.

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So get reading, Mon ami.

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Just stop going up.

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Hey, babe. Sorry I'm late.

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There's chicken on the stove.
Girls are upstairs.

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Annie needs help with her science.

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And tomorrow night,
don't forget my dance recital.

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7:30 sharp.

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Can't wait to see
what you've been working on.

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- Thanks.
- Have a great class.

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All right, thanks.

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Who's higher on the food chain,

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the owl or the mouse?

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The owl, because it eats the mouse.

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You bet your cute face it does.

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- Thanks, Dad.
- You're welcome.

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- Favorite jeans, fresh out of the dryer.
- One, two,

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three, four, five,

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six, release your arms, and...

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one, two, three, four...

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Hey, babe. How was your...

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This is a great space.

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Love your taste in art.

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I love that one. That is a
flower that's supposed to,

129
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uh, kind of look like a vagina. Right?

130
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My daughter did that when she was seven.

131
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Hmm. Well, she is, uh...

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She's talented.

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Why don't you each tell me

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why you come to couples therapy.

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So, the-the f-flashing
neon light in the room

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is that I started drinking again

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after about a year of, uh, being sober.

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- Are you still drinking?
- No.

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I'm not.

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Um, I've been sober for four days now.

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Been going to AA meetings

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every single day, and I just really...

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I need to do sobriety right this time.

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And I want to do
this relationship right, too.

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It's important to me.

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What about you, Zoe?

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Well, uh, a relapse I could deal with.

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You know, you date an addict,
you know the-the risks, right?

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Uh, but it's just
all the sneaking around

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and the lying.

151
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I mean, he was secretly drinking

152
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a bottle of vodka in the hospital

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while his sister was having
an emergency C-section.

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Well, to be fair, that's exactly

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the kind of situation
that makes you want to drink.

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Okay.

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Not that we're being fair.

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I mean, we don't need... Who needs that?

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Jane, I see you
trying not to smile at him.

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And it's okay.

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See, he's very charming.

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And, uh, he makes me
want to smile at him, too.

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I just don't want to be a sucker.

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- You know?
- You're not the sucker.

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Zoe, I messed up.

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I messed up big. All right?

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But I'm gonna do whatever
it takes to win your trust back,

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because you're that important to me.

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And, to be honest with you,
I can see it all with you.

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The settling down, having kids,
moving to the burbs.

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M-Maybe not the burbs. You know.
But... but the rest of it.

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See that? We crushed the first question.

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I think we're ready for the second.

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Hey, you guys, have a blast.

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I know how special first dances can be,

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so we just want you to go and have...

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There's Sophie.

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I can't believe you guys are here.

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Don't embarrass us.

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Fine. I just...
want you guys to have fun.

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- Okay.
- Ugh.

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Hi, Jessica. Um, thanks for inviting me.

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You're welcome.

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Um, do you happen to know
anything about mitochondria?

185
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- You look really pretty.
- Thanks.

186
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I like your bow tie, and your hair.

187
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Do you want to dance?

188
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Hey, we're gonna go prank
Principal Fleming soon.

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- You in?
- Totally.

190
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I remember my first slow dance

191
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- with Pete Novak.
- Yeah?

192
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He stepped on
every single one of my toes

193
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until they were purple,
but I loved every minute of it.

194
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- Who was your first dance with?
- Never had one.

195
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- What?
- I almost went

196
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to homecoming once,
but my father, he, uh,

197
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pulled a Stanley,
got into a fight with my mom,

198
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and grabbed a six-pack
and took off with the car.

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No car, no dance.

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Ah.

201
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Oh, come on.

202
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You're not seriously
upset by that, are you?

203
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- I...
- That was 30 years ago.

204
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I know, but... I'm bummed for you

205
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that you didn't have
this iconic school experience.

206
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Trust me, not getting to dance
to Frankie Avalon as a kid

207
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was the least of my problems.

208
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I think there are plenty
of chaperones here, don't you?

209
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Come on.

210
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I thought you wanted to see
the kids' first moments.

211
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Yeah, I-I do, but we have
four hours for that.

212
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We're-we're here for four hours?

213
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- Yeah.
- Rebecca.

214
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You are one handsome boy.

215
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Sweet...

216
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little handsome boy.

217
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- Hey, guys.
- Hi.

218
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So it's time to take
some blood and urine samples.

219
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Still totally routine.

220
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We just have to continue to monitor

221
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all his levels, okay?

222
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If you want, you can talk
to Jack or sing to him.

223
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- It can be comforting.
- Okay.

224
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Toby, what should we sing?

225
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? Raindrops on roses ?

226
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? And whiskers on kittens ?

227
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? Bright copper kettles ?

228
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? And warm woolen mittens ?

229
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Oh, you're doing so good, button.

230
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Uh, we can't know if he's doing good.
He can't cry.

231
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He's got that tube
crammed down his throat.

232
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Okay. Blood sample's all done.

233
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Now we're going to insert the catheter

234
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into his urethra
to take the urine sample.

235
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Okay, can you not?

236
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C-Can't you get everything you need

237
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fr-from the-the blood test

238
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or slide a little tiny bedpan under him

239
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and just wait until he pees

240
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instead of sticking something else...

241
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Toby, stop it.

242
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? When the dog bites ?

243
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- ? When the bee stings ?
- I'm sorry.

244
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- Hey.
- Hey.

245
00:12:01,749 --> 00:12:04,240
How was your AA meeting?
You find the one you like?

246
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Yeah. I tried one in the East Village.

247
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Uh, the people were pretty cool,

248
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but the place kind of smelled
like asparagus.

249
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I think there's
a vegan restaurant next door.

250
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Listen, I need to talk to you about...

251
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something you said at therapy.

252
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Okay.

253
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When you mentioned kids.

254
00:12:22,383 --> 00:12:24,037
Is that something you really want?

255
00:12:24,772 --> 00:12:25,967
Why? Are you pregnant?

256
00:12:27,552 --> 00:12:28,811
That was a bad joke.

257
00:12:29,997 --> 00:12:31,217
Wait. Are you pregnant?

258
00:12:31,874 --> 00:12:33,084
Kevin, I...

259
00:12:35,032 --> 00:12:36,568
I want to be direct with you.

260
00:12:37,809 --> 00:12:39,014
I love you.

261
00:12:41,154 --> 00:12:42,631
But I don't want to have kids.

262
00:12:44,523 --> 00:12:46,615
Kids have never been part of my plan and

263
00:12:47,197 --> 00:12:48,373
they will never be.

264
00:12:58,712 --> 00:13:00,061
Is this because of your dad?

265
00:13:01,678 --> 00:13:04,341
Um, I think it's more than that.

266
00:13:04,453 --> 00:13:09,084
I... I like my life...
I like my life the way it is.

267
00:13:09,109 --> 00:13:10,209
I-I...

268
00:13:10,635 --> 00:13:13,256
I like that I have the freedom
to just pick up and travel.

269
00:13:13,827 --> 00:13:16,459
I like not basing my life
around soccer practice

270
00:13:16,484 --> 00:13:17,850
and math homework.

271
00:13:17,875 --> 00:13:19,459
- Mm-hmm.
- I like that if we wanted,

272
00:13:19,484 --> 00:13:21,272
we could have sex
on the counter right now

273
00:13:21,297 --> 00:13:23,904
with no fear of a kid walking in
and being scarred for life.

274
00:13:24,113 --> 00:13:25,240
Well, I have the time.

275
00:13:25,265 --> 00:13:27,709
We are not having sex
on the counter right now.

276
00:13:30,803 --> 00:13:32,076
Right. Well, um...

277
00:13:32,593 --> 00:13:35,262
It's just, well...
You never mentioned this before.

278
00:13:36,502 --> 00:13:38,795
Oh, I guess I thought
we were on the same page.

279
00:13:39,901 --> 00:13:41,670
When your sister
was trying to get pregnant,

280
00:13:41,695 --> 00:13:43,943
you said that... that having a kid

281
00:13:43,968 --> 00:13:45,553
was the last thing you could imagine.

282
00:13:45,578 --> 00:13:48,318
I know, but I just
kind of thought eventually,

283
00:13:49,351 --> 00:13:50,592
you know, s...

284
00:13:51,070 --> 00:13:52,842
It just seems like something people do.

285
00:13:55,467 --> 00:13:56,600
But...

286
00:13:57,825 --> 00:13:59,779
I guess I, I guess I don't
have to have one.

287
00:14:00,497 --> 00:14:02,084
I mean, not necessarily.

288
00:14:08,070 --> 00:14:09,271
- Kevin.
- Hmm?

289
00:14:10,397 --> 00:14:12,420
I have given this a lot of thought.

290
00:14:12,788 --> 00:14:14,053
And you should, too.

291
00:14:15,557 --> 00:14:18,037
If you... if you decide

292
00:14:18,062 --> 00:14:20,163
you really, truly
don't want to have kids,

293
00:14:20,188 --> 00:14:22,451
then I am all in with you.

294
00:14:23,164 --> 00:14:25,100
I will stick it out
through the counseling

295
00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:27,426
and your recovery, whatever it takes.

296
00:14:29,203 --> 00:14:31,326
But if having kids is something you need

297
00:14:31,351 --> 00:14:32,975
to make your life complete...

298
00:14:35,121 --> 00:14:36,428
you have to tell me.

299
00:14:37,953 --> 00:14:40,037
'Cause I don't want to waste
either of our time.

300
00:14:46,405 --> 00:14:49,545
Thank you all so much for coming
to our spring showcase.

301
00:14:49,782 --> 00:14:51,717
And I want to say a special thank you

302
00:14:51,742 --> 00:14:53,904
to our newest instructor, Beth Pearson.

303
00:14:53,929 --> 00:14:57,264
Beth just started with us,
but really went above and beyond

304
00:14:57,289 --> 00:14:58,889
to get her dancers ready for tonight.

305
00:14:58,914 --> 00:15:01,490
I am so proud of all of our dancers,

306
00:15:01,515 --> 00:15:04,068
and the incredibly hard work
they've put in

307
00:15:04,093 --> 00:15:05,193
to tonight's performance.

308
00:15:05,218 --> 00:15:07,881
You are in for an exciting evening.

309
00:15:08,128 --> 00:15:10,779
I'm thrilled to present
tonight's performance to you.

310
00:15:10,804 --> 00:15:13,318
Now, if you'll all silence your phones,

311
00:15:13,469 --> 00:15:15,061
we'll get started in a few moments.

312
00:15:18,524 --> 00:15:21,318
Damn, you really went for it
with these flowers.

313
00:15:22,115 --> 00:15:23,732
Thank you, baby. I love 'em.

314
00:15:24,122 --> 00:15:25,523
- You know what I love?
- Hmm?

315
00:15:25,843 --> 00:15:26,889
My wife.

316
00:15:27,372 --> 00:15:30,350
And that badass dance
she choreographed tonight.

317
00:15:30,375 --> 00:15:32,493
Ah, come on. I just helped
it across the finish line.

318
00:15:32,518 --> 00:15:34,076
Don't be modest. Hey, that one part

319
00:15:34,101 --> 00:15:35,147
where the dancer kept doing

320
00:15:35,172 --> 00:15:37,606
those twirly things
that went on and on and on?

321
00:15:37,811 --> 00:15:39,217
She looked like a human dreidel.

322
00:15:39,242 --> 00:15:40,881
- What do you call those things?
- Pirouette.

323
00:15:41,260 --> 00:15:43,761
She did seven pirouettes
off of one plié.

324
00:15:43,786 --> 00:15:45,295
Last week, she could
have only done five.

325
00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:46,975
Well, that was before
Beth Pearson showed up

326
00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:48,901
on the scene like some kind
of ballet fixer.

327
00:15:49,225 --> 00:15:51,693
Like Harvey Keitel in Pulp Fiction,

328
00:15:51,825 --> 00:15:53,170
but with ballet.

329
00:15:55,019 --> 00:15:57,889
You know, my boss gave me
a really nice shout-out

330
00:15:57,914 --> 00:15:59,681
in her speech at the beginning.

331
00:15:59,851 --> 00:16:01,295
I wish you could have
been there to hear it.

332
00:16:02,912 --> 00:16:04,170
Well, I'm really sorry.

333
00:16:05,328 --> 00:16:08,365
I tried my hardest to be there
at 7:30 sharp.

334
00:16:08,989 --> 00:16:10,389
Tell me what she said about you.

335
00:16:10,695 --> 00:16:12,829
Her exact words.

336
00:16:13,822 --> 00:16:16,436
She said I went above and beyond.

337
00:16:18,039 --> 00:16:19,514
That's what I'm talking about.

338
00:16:23,771 --> 00:16:26,357
Mm. All right. I'm gonna take a shower.

339
00:16:26,893 --> 00:16:29,334
Come back down and get
the girls' lunches ready.

340
00:16:29,359 --> 00:16:31,498
- Mm-hmm.
- Uh, you have dishes tonight.

341
00:16:33,072 --> 00:16:34,537
Yeah. I got it.

342
00:16:34,954 --> 00:16:36,818
- Mm-hmm.
- Hey, Beth. Uh, sorry.

343
00:16:38,430 --> 00:16:40,443
Marcus Duncan, city council president,

344
00:16:40,468 --> 00:16:42,569
invited us to dinner
at his house tomorrow night

345
00:16:42,594 --> 00:16:44,029
with the other incoming councilmen.

346
00:16:44,054 --> 00:16:46,412
Oh. I can't. I have a class till 5.

347
00:16:46,437 --> 00:16:47,709
Yeah, but dinner's not till 8:00.

348
00:16:48,138 --> 00:16:49,545
Look, I know it'll be tight,

349
00:16:49,570 --> 00:16:51,240
but I really think you could make it.

350
00:16:52,524 --> 00:16:54,397
I wouldn't ask
if it wasn't important, Beth.

351
00:16:54,556 --> 00:16:56,897
Duncan assigns the new
councilmen to their committees.

352
00:16:56,922 --> 00:16:58,889
It's important that I make
a good impression on him.

353
00:16:59,346 --> 00:17:01,795
And I... You tend to be
the most impressive part

354
00:17:01,820 --> 00:17:03,553
of the impressions that I make.

355
00:17:05,144 --> 00:17:06,725
But if it's too much, I understand.

356
00:17:06,750 --> 00:17:08,418
No. No. I'll be there.

357
00:17:08,443 --> 00:17:09,568
- Really?
- Yeah.

358
00:17:10,589 --> 00:17:11,615
Thank you.

359
00:17:19,457 --> 00:17:20,740
You know what you really missed out on

360
00:17:20,765 --> 00:17:23,100
- by not going to school dances?
- What's that?

361
00:17:23,694 --> 00:17:24,764
Where you sneak away

362
00:17:24,789 --> 00:17:27,193
and find a hidden place
to make out with your date.

363
00:17:27,218 --> 00:17:28,201
Oh.

364
00:17:29,954 --> 00:17:31,451
What are you guys doing?

365
00:17:31,948 --> 00:17:33,982
- Randall?
- Randall.

366
00:17:35,081 --> 00:17:37,318
What... What are you doing here?

367
00:17:37,343 --> 00:17:39,178
I came in here to study
for my science test.

368
00:17:39,203 --> 00:17:41,607
Hey, you know, Kate's friend,
she invited you here.

369
00:17:44,137 --> 00:17:46,686
Dad, my science average is 97.6,

370
00:17:46,711 --> 00:17:49,725
and Willy Hogan's
science average is 97.8.

371
00:17:50,180 --> 00:17:52,873
Which is why I need to read
about mitochondria right now.

372
00:17:52,898 --> 00:17:56,131
No. Randall, you made
a commitment to Jessica.

373
00:17:56,208 --> 00:17:59,177
So, you can study this weekend
until your brain overheats,

374
00:17:59,426 --> 00:18:01,553
but right now, you're gonna
go back in that gym,

375
00:18:01,578 --> 00:18:03,546
and you're gonna ask that girl
if she wants to dance.

376
00:18:03,571 --> 00:18:05,084
- Yeah, come on. Let's go.
- I...

377
00:18:06,210 --> 00:18:07,350
Let's go.

378
00:18:08,930 --> 00:18:11,834
Okay. But if I don't get into
an Ivy League college,

379
00:18:11,859 --> 00:18:13,217
- it's on you guys.
- Fine.

380
00:18:13,423 --> 00:18:14,545
Let's go.

381
00:18:17,114 --> 00:18:18,467
Hey, babe. What's up?

382
00:18:18,492 --> 00:18:20,436
Babe, I need to talk
to you about tonight.

383
00:18:20,461 --> 00:18:21,920
I know timing sucks,

384
00:18:21,945 --> 00:18:24,826
but something exciting happened
for me at work,

385
00:18:24,851 --> 00:18:27,352
and I'm not sure I'm gonna
be able to make the dinner.

386
00:18:27,377 --> 00:18:28,544
- What happened?
- My boss

387
00:18:28,569 --> 00:18:29,897
invited me out for drinks tonight

388
00:18:29,922 --> 00:18:31,272
with some of the other instructors

389
00:18:31,297 --> 00:18:32,904
to talk about the future of the studio.

390
00:18:32,929 --> 00:18:36,584
And it's a big deal to be
included, since I'm brand-new.

391
00:18:36,835 --> 00:18:38,302
Well, can't it wait until tomorrow?

392
00:18:38,327 --> 00:18:39,756
No, 'cause it's happening tonight.

393
00:18:39,781 --> 00:18:42,115
I already told Duncan we were
both gonna be there for dinner.

394
00:18:42,337 --> 00:18:43,389
Yeah.

395
00:18:44,226 --> 00:18:45,584
- See you later, Beth.
- Okay.

396
00:18:46,404 --> 00:18:47,904
Yeah, I thought I could,

397
00:18:47,929 --> 00:18:49,463
but now a work thing came up.

398
00:18:49,488 --> 00:18:50,967
- You got to take this.
- Just one second.

399
00:18:51,149 --> 00:18:53,389
You know my work is just as
legitimate as yours is, Randall.

400
00:18:53,414 --> 00:18:54,545
I know that.

401
00:18:55,981 --> 00:18:59,279
Hey, Beth, look, I know you can't see

402
00:18:59,304 --> 00:19:00,803
what my days have been like lately,

403
00:19:00,828 --> 00:19:02,670
but I have been burning the candle

404
00:19:02,695 --> 00:19:06,209
at about 12 different ends
trying to be a good councilman

405
00:19:06,234 --> 00:19:07,935
and husband and father,

406
00:19:07,960 --> 00:19:10,762
which, for the record,
has been my pleasure.

407
00:19:11,056 --> 00:19:15,475
But now, I need you
to do this one thing. Okay?

408
00:19:16,392 --> 00:19:18,381
I need you to be there for me tonight.

409
00:19:20,092 --> 00:19:21,201
Are you hearing me?

410
00:19:23,350 --> 00:19:24,475
Yeah, I hear you.

411
00:19:24,887 --> 00:19:26,287
You've made it clear what you want.

412
00:19:27,920 --> 00:19:28,998
Uh...

413
00:19:37,329 --> 00:19:39,240
Hey, how's that Highlights treating you?

414
00:19:42,675 --> 00:19:44,909
Well, I haven't found
all the differences

415
00:19:44,934 --> 00:19:48,109
between the two pictures
of the cat climbing a tree,

416
00:19:48,134 --> 00:19:49,459
- so...
- I know that one.

417
00:19:50,336 --> 00:19:52,381
In picture number two,
the bird's missing a wing.

418
00:19:55,908 --> 00:19:58,826
- So it is.
- This place needs new magazines.

419
00:20:01,194 --> 00:20:02,303
Toby.

420
00:20:03,901 --> 00:20:05,107
I'm Gavin.

421
00:20:06,833 --> 00:20:08,975
I've seen you and your wife
around here past few days.

422
00:20:09,023 --> 00:20:10,264
Yeah, six days.

423
00:20:10,610 --> 00:20:14,084
We've been here... six days,
and I still feel like

424
00:20:14,109 --> 00:20:16,561
I'm outside myself,
watching someone else

425
00:20:16,586 --> 00:20:18,420
in my body from above.

426
00:20:19,952 --> 00:20:21,154
Tell me about it.

427
00:20:22,980 --> 00:20:24,912
We've been here six weeks.

428
00:20:28,626 --> 00:20:29,740
I know.

429
00:20:31,534 --> 00:20:33,943
Our baby was born
with a hole in her heart.

430
00:20:34,788 --> 00:20:37,631
And they did surgery,
and-and then she got better,

431
00:20:37,656 --> 00:20:38,756
but then she got worse.

432
00:20:38,781 --> 00:20:41,678
Then the infection cleared,
and then her bowel ruptured,

433
00:20:41,703 --> 00:20:42,951
and...

434
00:20:44,178 --> 00:20:47,092
I'm pretty sure that
all the bad karma I accumulated

435
00:20:47,117 --> 00:20:49,920
by being a dick in my 20s
has finally caught up to me.

436
00:20:52,985 --> 00:20:54,709
Our kid is 12 weeks early.

437
00:20:55,654 --> 00:20:57,037
Two and a half pounds.

438
00:20:57,347 --> 00:20:59,701
He's hooked up to
all those I.V.s and machines.

439
00:20:59,726 --> 00:21:00,842
He's got this...

440
00:21:01,777 --> 00:21:04,639
ventilator tube crammed down his throat.

441
00:21:04,664 --> 00:21:07,365
It's blocking his vocal cords,
so he can't cry.

442
00:21:09,323 --> 00:21:11,224
I've never heard my kid cry.

443
00:21:11,286 --> 00:21:12,436
Can you believe that?

444
00:21:17,681 --> 00:21:20,834
You want to hear something
really messed-up?

445
00:21:21,608 --> 00:21:24,147
You know Max and Louise,
they got a kid here.

446
00:21:24,172 --> 00:21:26,967
And Max is, like, NBA tall,
and Louise has that red hair.

447
00:21:26,992 --> 00:21:29,517
Oh, yeah. She looks like
Wilma from The Flintstones.

448
00:21:30,306 --> 00:21:32,061
Exactly. Max and Louise.

449
00:21:35,008 --> 00:21:37,242
So, their baby's organs are failing,

450
00:21:37,343 --> 00:21:39,537
and they can't do anything about it,

451
00:21:39,566 --> 00:21:42,170
so their baby's not coming home.

452
00:21:44,572 --> 00:21:46,076
Uh, you're right, that is messed-up.

453
00:21:46,101 --> 00:21:50,178
No, no, the messed-up part is
sometimes I think about them,

454
00:21:50,203 --> 00:21:52,204
and-and it makes me feel better.

455
00:21:53,451 --> 00:21:54,857
I think, "Oh, at least I've got

456
00:21:54,882 --> 00:21:56,334
a chance of going home.

457
00:21:56,668 --> 00:21:58,522
I'm better off than Max and Louise."

458
00:22:00,270 --> 00:22:01,428
Dark.

459
00:22:03,084 --> 00:22:04,256
Yep.

460
00:22:04,914 --> 00:22:06,412
My wife Kate, she...

461
00:22:07,264 --> 00:22:08,662
she sings to the baby.

462
00:22:08,687 --> 00:22:11,568
She holds his little tiny hand,

463
00:22:11,593 --> 00:22:13,827
then she calls him "little button,"

464
00:22:13,852 --> 00:22:17,272
because he's so... friggin' tiny.

465
00:22:18,748 --> 00:22:22,201
And she smiles at him.
She genuinely smiles at him.

466
00:22:25,027 --> 00:22:27,631
'Cause they're better at it
than us... moms.

467
00:22:28,629 --> 00:22:30,022
I don't, I don't know.

468
00:22:30,168 --> 00:22:32,937
It's 'cause they literally
grew the kids inside of them,

469
00:22:32,962 --> 00:22:35,201
or-or what, but they,
you know, they just...

470
00:22:35,590 --> 00:22:38,659
they're, you know... they're better.

471
00:22:40,862 --> 00:22:41,990
Yep.

472
00:22:47,431 --> 00:22:49,756
Hi. My name is Tyler,
and I'm an alcoholic.

473
00:22:49,879 --> 00:22:51,213
Hi, Tyler.

474
00:22:51,360 --> 00:22:52,693
The way I treated...

475
00:23:28,814 --> 00:23:29,865
Kevin?

476
00:23:33,303 --> 00:23:36,053
What are you doing lurking
outside of my apartment?

477
00:23:36,347 --> 00:23:37,748
Uh, I-I wasn't.

478
00:23:37,851 --> 00:23:39,295
I-I wasn't lurking.

479
00:23:39,670 --> 00:23:41,470
I was coming from the community center.

480
00:23:41,658 --> 00:23:44,779
I was walking to the train,
and, uh, I didn't realize

481
00:23:44,804 --> 00:23:47,592
how close your place was until
I actually got to your street.

482
00:23:47,617 --> 00:23:50,022
So I was gonna walk
an extra block, you know,

483
00:23:50,047 --> 00:23:52,162
to avoid the whole thing,
but it's raining,

484
00:23:52,249 --> 00:23:54,389
so I thought, well, I'll just
walk right past her place.

485
00:23:54,663 --> 00:23:57,607
And then I-I got here,
and I-I started, uh,

486
00:23:57,632 --> 00:23:58,936
well, I-I started lurking.

487
00:23:59,889 --> 00:24:02,404
What were you doing at the
community center in Park Slope?

488
00:24:02,711 --> 00:24:04,186
I was at an AA meeting.

489
00:24:05,404 --> 00:24:06,967
Yeah, I've been going
to different neighborhoods.

490
00:24:06,992 --> 00:24:08,893
I'm trying to find a
good fit, but, um...

491
00:24:10,232 --> 00:24:12,475
Don't worry about it.
I'll-I'll mark this one off for sure.

492
00:24:12,763 --> 00:24:15,639
Uh, I'm sorry for... I'm sorry.

493
00:24:15,863 --> 00:24:18,732
Have a good night, Soph. I'm sorry. Bye.

494
00:24:19,062 --> 00:24:20,295
Kevin, wait. I...

495
00:24:22,201 --> 00:24:23,342
Are you okay?

496
00:24:24,227 --> 00:24:26,709
I'm only asking 'cause,
when you broke up with me,

497
00:24:26,734 --> 00:24:29,826
I just spent a lot of time
wondering if you were okay.

498
00:24:30,964 --> 00:24:32,350
I also wanted to kill you.

499
00:24:32,942 --> 00:24:35,279
It was like 50% wondering,

500
00:24:35,304 --> 00:24:36,764
50% wanting to kill.

501
00:24:39,568 --> 00:24:41,037
More like 70/30.

502
00:24:41,436 --> 00:24:44,295
70% wondering if I was okay
and 30% wanting to kill me?

503
00:24:45,131 --> 00:24:46,311
No.

504
00:24:47,186 --> 00:24:48,209
Got it.

505
00:24:48,234 --> 00:24:49,397
Um...

506
00:24:52,577 --> 00:24:53,686
I'm okay.

507
00:24:55,044 --> 00:24:56,186
Okay, good.

508
00:24:59,979 --> 00:25:01,248
Can we go get a coffee?

509
00:25:03,272 --> 00:25:04,475
I'm engaged.

510
00:25:05,857 --> 00:25:06,998
Oh.

511
00:25:07,978 --> 00:25:10,178
Well, then, a coffee should be safe.

512
00:25:27,802 --> 00:25:29,365
Hi. You've reached Beth Pearson.

513
00:25:29,390 --> 00:25:30,865
Please leave a message.

514
00:25:53,149 --> 00:25:54,693
Hi. You've reached Beth Pearson.

515
00:25:54,718 --> 00:25:56,334
Please leave a message.

516
00:25:57,198 --> 00:25:58,889
I've called you four times, Beth.

517
00:26:00,061 --> 00:26:01,084
What, did you turn your phone off

518
00:26:01,109 --> 00:26:02,404
so you wouldn't have to deal with me

519
00:26:02,655 --> 00:26:04,201
while you're busy standing me up?

520
00:26:06,523 --> 00:26:09,264
You know, if you had told me

521
00:26:09,289 --> 00:26:10,928
something was this important to you,

522
00:26:11,033 --> 00:26:13,436
Heaven and Earth couldn't have
stopped me from being there.

523
00:26:13,482 --> 00:26:15,397
But maybe that's the difference
between us. I don't know.

524
00:26:15,893 --> 00:26:18,498
I hope it was worth it. Okay?

525
00:26:19,184 --> 00:26:21,319
I hope you're off
having fun talking about

526
00:26:21,344 --> 00:26:23,842
how to teach bored housewives
how to twirl better.

527
00:26:24,934 --> 00:26:26,443
Grow the hell up, Beth.

528
00:26:37,631 --> 00:26:39,545
- Are you okay?
- Oh, yeah. Yeah.

529
00:26:39,570 --> 00:26:42,365
I'm just... taking it all in.

530
00:26:45,393 --> 00:26:46,795
Come on, guys! We got to hurry!

531
00:26:46,820 --> 00:26:48,850
Go faster! We don't want to get caught!

532
00:26:50,540 --> 00:26:53,341
- Come on, Sophie, throw one.
- I don't want to.

533
00:26:54,271 --> 00:26:55,428
Please?

534
00:26:56,468 --> 00:26:57,920
So, your fiancé, this Grant,

535
00:26:57,945 --> 00:26:59,881
uh, does he work
at the hospital as well?

536
00:27:00,186 --> 00:27:02,350
- He's a kindergarten teacher.
- Oh.

537
00:27:02,481 --> 00:27:04,850
I met him at my friend Allison's
birthday party.

538
00:27:04,875 --> 00:27:07,147
Allison. I remember Allison.
She's the one that hates me.

539
00:27:07,172 --> 00:27:10,342
- No, that was Alicia.
- Alicia hates me.

540
00:27:10,367 --> 00:27:12,115
Yeah. But now Allison hates you, too.

541
00:27:12,422 --> 00:27:13,592
- Really?
- Yeah.

542
00:27:13,749 --> 00:27:17,076
- Now everyone I know hates you.
- Okay, fair enough.

543
00:27:17,345 --> 00:27:19,022
Yeah, well, okay, go on, go on.

544
00:27:19,716 --> 00:27:23,186
Uh, well, it was only, like,
a month after we broke up.

545
00:27:23,378 --> 00:27:25,154
Uh, I wasn't even gonna go to the party

546
00:27:25,179 --> 00:27:27,717
'cause I was still in my, like,
"only wear sweatpants

547
00:27:27,742 --> 00:27:30,826
and re-watch every episode
of Friends" phase.

548
00:27:31,011 --> 00:27:33,537
But she convinced me, and...

549
00:27:34,470 --> 00:27:36,818
there was Grant, sitting at the piano,

550
00:27:36,843 --> 00:27:38,873
playing "She's Always a Woman."

551
00:27:39,529 --> 00:27:40,943
He's from Long Island,

552
00:27:40,968 --> 00:27:42,818
so Billy Joel's pretty much his god.

553
00:27:42,843 --> 00:27:44,044
Yeah, of course.

554
00:27:44,069 --> 00:27:45,897
We locked eyes, and it was one of those

555
00:27:45,922 --> 00:27:47,318
stupid magical moments.

556
00:27:47,343 --> 00:27:50,078
And six months later,
he put a ring on it.

557
00:27:51,142 --> 00:27:53,240
- Hmm.
- It's a beautiful ring.

558
00:27:53,875 --> 00:27:55,014
Thank you.

559
00:27:55,638 --> 00:27:57,154
So, you guys gonna have kids, or...?

560
00:27:58,688 --> 00:28:00,107
Uh, I'm sorry, don't answer that.

561
00:28:00,132 --> 00:28:01,451
That's none of my business.

562
00:28:03,394 --> 00:28:04,779
It's just, uh...

563
00:28:06,352 --> 00:28:08,318
Well, um...

564
00:28:10,169 --> 00:28:11,592
Zoe doesn't want kids.

565
00:28:12,085 --> 00:28:14,912
Like, ever, and I'm, you know, I'm...

566
00:28:16,322 --> 00:28:18,457
I don't know what I want.

567
00:28:18,604 --> 00:28:21,990
But... I need to make a decision

568
00:28:22,015 --> 00:28:23,709
before she commits to spending...

569
00:28:25,117 --> 00:28:26,647
...time with me. And...

570
00:28:29,909 --> 00:28:32,420
I need to choose between
a life without Zoe

571
00:28:32,445 --> 00:28:34,178
- or a life without kids.
- Mm-hmm.

572
00:28:34,203 --> 00:28:35,725
Right? Which really sucks for me

573
00:28:35,750 --> 00:28:37,381
because I'm bad at making choices.

574
00:28:37,877 --> 00:28:40,397
- Yeah, well, that's probably 'cause
- you're not used to doing it.

575
00:28:41,739 --> 00:28:42,982
What do you mean?

576
00:28:44,091 --> 00:28:46,326
Kev, y-you always got it all.

577
00:28:47,357 --> 00:28:49,058
I mean, our entire lives,

578
00:28:49,083 --> 00:28:51,357
you were able to get
exactly what you wanted

579
00:28:51,382 --> 00:28:52,639
just by being you.

580
00:29:15,527 --> 00:29:17,059
What are you doing, Kevin?

581
00:29:17,503 --> 00:29:18,910
Now you're stuck with me.

582
00:29:30,934 --> 00:29:32,682
But this Zoe sounds like

583
00:29:32,707 --> 00:29:34,387
- she's really good for you.
- Yeah.

584
00:29:34,412 --> 00:29:36,652
She got you to go to couples counseling.

585
00:29:36,677 --> 00:29:38,910
I mean, I couldn't even
get you to see Amélie.

586
00:29:40,126 --> 00:29:41,207
Yeah.

587
00:29:42,543 --> 00:29:43,668
Sorry about that.

588
00:29:46,459 --> 00:29:48,560
Oh, that's the hospital.

589
00:29:48,585 --> 00:29:50,066
Um, I got to run.

590
00:29:50,827 --> 00:29:52,582
Yeah? Okay. Okay.

591
00:29:58,390 --> 00:30:00,738
S-Sophie. Hey, um...

592
00:30:02,365 --> 00:30:03,457
Kev...

593
00:30:04,995 --> 00:30:07,738
just... decide what you want.

594
00:30:09,731 --> 00:30:10,957
You always get it.

595
00:30:22,647 --> 00:30:25,176
Maya, you have outdone
yourself with this meal.

596
00:30:25,351 --> 00:30:26,824
They're gonna have to
wheel me into work tomorrow

597
00:30:26,849 --> 00:30:27,982
on a shopping cart.

598
00:30:28,007 --> 00:30:29,582
Thank you, Randall.
That's what I aim for.

599
00:30:29,607 --> 00:30:31,355
Oh, thank you. Goodness.

600
00:30:31,380 --> 00:30:33,496
We'll pack a container for your wife.

601
00:30:33,704 --> 00:30:36,640
It's a shame to let the
entire lamb chop go to waste.

602
00:30:37,569 --> 00:30:39,215
I'm sorry it was so last-minute.

603
00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:41,137
She got stuck with work.

604
00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:44,480
- Excuse me a moment.
- Yes.

605
00:30:46,107 --> 00:30:47,774
So, Tom, your brother
works with the city?

606
00:30:47,799 --> 00:30:49,133
He's general counsel for the mayor.

607
00:30:49,158 --> 00:30:50,809
He just started about a year or so ago,

608
00:30:50,834 --> 00:30:52,262
but things are going
really well for him right now.

609
00:30:52,287 --> 00:30:54,129
Look who I found at our doorstep.

610
00:30:55,036 --> 00:30:57,504
Hi, everyone. I'm so sorry I'm late.

611
00:30:58,313 --> 00:30:59,996
- Beth. Hi.
- Hey.

612
00:31:00,745 --> 00:31:02,301
I thought, I thought you weren't coming.

613
00:31:02,326 --> 00:31:04,543
Are you kidding me? I was trying
like a madwoman to get here.

614
00:31:04,568 --> 00:31:08,145
There was an accident on 95
and traffic was at a standstill.

615
00:31:08,170 --> 00:31:10,988
Then my phone died,
so it was the perfect storm.

616
00:31:11,013 --> 00:31:12,262
Oh, you poor thing.

617
00:31:12,473 --> 00:31:14,006
Riesling or Cabernet?

618
00:31:14,031 --> 00:31:15,402
I have to choose?

619
00:31:16,049 --> 00:31:17,934
You know what, if you could
direct me to your restroom

620
00:31:17,959 --> 00:31:20,074
- and then maybe a phone charger.
- Baby, I got one in my car.

621
00:31:20,099 --> 00:31:21,700
- I can give it to you later.
- Oh, no problem.

622
00:31:21,725 --> 00:31:22,988
We've got them all over the place.

623
00:31:23,093 --> 00:31:25,660
- Hon, follow me.
- Oh, thanks. Excuse me.

624
00:31:25,685 --> 00:31:26,816
Yes.

625
00:31:36,856 --> 00:31:37,956
Hey.

626
00:31:43,699 --> 00:31:45,473
They got everything they needed.

627
00:31:47,499 --> 00:31:48,887
He's sleeping.

628
00:31:50,137 --> 00:31:51,699
Poor guy needs a rest.

629
00:31:54,121 --> 00:31:55,152
Yeah.

630
00:31:56,442 --> 00:31:58,176
I'm sorry I left like that.

631
00:31:59,043 --> 00:32:00,418
It's okay. No big deal.

632
00:32:00,956 --> 00:32:04,551
Uh... no, it is a big deal.

633
00:32:06,668 --> 00:32:07,862
I've been letting you down,

634
00:32:07,887 --> 00:32:09,988
and I need you to admit that it sucks.

635
00:32:14,943 --> 00:32:17,535
Okay. All right.

636
00:32:22,443 --> 00:32:24,965
I guess I... I feel like
I'm doing this alone,

637
00:32:25,079 --> 00:32:26,574
and it sucks.

638
00:32:30,272 --> 00:32:32,777
When I look at him...

639
00:32:35,080 --> 00:32:39,215
...all I can see is tubes and tape

640
00:32:39,976 --> 00:32:42,410
and needles and pain.

641
00:32:44,587 --> 00:32:46,941
But when you look at him,
you see our son,

642
00:32:46,966 --> 00:32:48,967
and you know exactly
how to take care of him.

643
00:32:49,076 --> 00:32:51,113
And I have no idea how you do that.

644
00:32:53,557 --> 00:32:57,348
When I look at Jack, I am scared as hell

645
00:32:58,046 --> 00:33:00,309
of his tubes and his tape, too.

646
00:33:01,113 --> 00:33:04,535
But then I look at his eyes,
and I-I see that

647
00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:07,301
his left is just a tiny smidge
bigger than his right,

648
00:33:08,457 --> 00:33:09,746
like yours.

649
00:33:09,982 --> 00:33:12,057
And when I see the little
tiny crease above his chin,

650
00:33:12,082 --> 00:33:13,285
like mine,

651
00:33:14,356 --> 00:33:17,558
I see us. I see us.

652
00:33:19,003 --> 00:33:20,465
And he's tiny.

653
00:33:20,887 --> 00:33:23,021
And it is scary.

654
00:33:25,521 --> 00:33:29,316
But, Tobe... we made him.

655
00:33:30,559 --> 00:33:31,895
You and me.

656
00:33:36,683 --> 00:33:41,277
What if I'm just not cut
out for any of this?

657
00:33:42,683 --> 00:33:44,652
Tobe, you are.

658
00:33:46,635 --> 00:33:50,301
And I believe that so much
that I'm going to take a shower.

659
00:33:50,902 --> 00:33:52,491
- That's weird.
- No.

660
00:33:52,592 --> 00:33:53,934
It's necessary.

661
00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:56,902
I mean, it's been days
since I've showered,

662
00:33:56,927 --> 00:33:59,496
and it's getting funky, so...

663
00:34:00,990 --> 00:34:03,895
- I'm gonna leave you here alone. Okay?
- Okay.

664
00:34:03,920 --> 00:34:06,589
And you're gonna be great.
You don't have to do anything.

665
00:34:07,189 --> 00:34:08,215
All right.

666
00:34:08,660 --> 00:34:09,895
- Okay?
- Yeah.

667
00:34:10,344 --> 00:34:11,910
- I love you.
- I love you.

668
00:34:19,596 --> 00:34:21,201
That sounds beautiful.

669
00:34:26,885 --> 00:34:28,822
You... you get your phone back on?

670
00:34:28,847 --> 00:34:30,244
It's charging.

671
00:34:32,152 --> 00:34:34,705
How's everybody liking Maya's
purple sweet potato cheesecake?

672
00:34:34,830 --> 00:34:36,644
Oh, it is delicious, Maya.

673
00:34:36,669 --> 00:34:37,821
I would love the recipe,

674
00:34:37,846 --> 00:34:39,103
- if you'd share it.
- Absolutely.

675
00:34:39,128 --> 00:34:40,900
When you gonna have time
to start making cheesecake

676
00:34:40,925 --> 00:34:42,213
all of a sudden now?

677
00:34:42,306 --> 00:34:45,275
I'd eat my hat if Marcus
had time to make cheesecake.

678
00:34:45,939 --> 00:34:47,564
Are you much of a baker, Beth?

679
00:34:47,671 --> 00:34:50,607
Uh, I'm more of a tear open
a bag of Oreos kind of gal.

680
00:34:51,666 --> 00:34:53,047
More coffee, anyone?

681
00:34:53,072 --> 00:34:54,627
I'd love a refill, Maya.

682
00:34:56,580 --> 00:34:57,892
- You want some?
- I'm good.

683
00:34:59,486 --> 00:35:02,189
Beth, Randall tells us that
you used to work in urban planning.

684
00:35:02,830 --> 00:35:04,635
It's good for Randall
to have someone, uh,

685
00:35:04,660 --> 00:35:06,594
with that type of background
on his court,

686
00:35:06,648 --> 00:35:08,853
especially as he takes the reins
of District 12.

687
00:35:09,137 --> 00:35:11,505
Thank you, Marcus, but, uh,

688
00:35:11,747 --> 00:35:13,982
this man has enough
brilliant ideas of his own.

689
00:35:25,270 --> 00:35:27,236
- Have a safe drive home, you two.
- Thank you, sir.

690
00:35:27,261 --> 00:35:29,064
I'm really looking forward
to working with you.

691
00:35:35,962 --> 00:35:39,299
Beth, uh, before you get in
your car and check your phone,

692
00:35:39,909 --> 00:35:42,844
earlier, uh, when I thought
you weren't coming,

693
00:35:42,869 --> 00:35:44,611
uh, I left you a voice mail.

694
00:35:45,605 --> 00:35:46,744
I kind of went off.

695
00:35:47,173 --> 00:35:48,611
It's not exactly my proudest moment.

696
00:35:48,636 --> 00:35:50,337
I'd really appreciate
if you just deleted the message.

697
00:35:50,362 --> 00:35:51,728
You mean the one where you belittled me

698
00:35:51,753 --> 00:35:53,260
and told me to grow the hell up?

699
00:35:53,822 --> 00:35:54,939
Yeah, I got it.

700
00:35:55,002 --> 00:35:57,611
After I gave up an important
night with my new coworkers,

701
00:35:57,636 --> 00:35:59,537
then sat nearly three hours in traffic,

702
00:35:59,562 --> 00:36:02,063
then endured a three-hour dinner,

703
00:36:02,088 --> 00:36:04,516
because, "Sure,
I'd love a refill, Maya."

704
00:36:04,541 --> 00:36:05,580
- Beth...
- You know what, Randall,

705
00:36:05,605 --> 00:36:07,338
you still have that cot at your office?

706
00:36:07,994 --> 00:36:09,471
You should go sleep on it.

707
00:36:09,877 --> 00:36:12,236
And take this weird-ass
purple cheesecake with you.

708
00:36:19,479 --> 00:36:20,713
Hey, Zoe?

709
00:36:23,146 --> 00:36:24,369
Hey.

710
00:36:24,495 --> 00:36:25,996
So, here's the thing.

711
00:36:26,496 --> 00:36:28,736
If I have to choose between
a life with you

712
00:36:29,964 --> 00:36:32,127
and a life with kids, it's no contest.

713
00:36:33,438 --> 00:36:34,619
I choose you.

714
00:36:40,869 --> 00:36:42,205
Are you sure?

715
00:36:43,708 --> 00:36:45,049
Really sure?

716
00:36:46,158 --> 00:36:48,275
- If you need more time...
- I choose you.

717
00:36:56,567 --> 00:36:58,892
It's you. Final answer.

718
00:37:01,511 --> 00:37:02,697
Okay.

719
00:37:04,028 --> 00:37:05,150
Okay.

720
00:37:08,313 --> 00:37:09,596
Come here.

721
00:37:21,153 --> 00:37:23,416
Does it make you sad
that you never went to a dance?

722
00:37:23,544 --> 00:37:25,541
Come on, of course not. No.

723
00:37:27,551 --> 00:37:29,400
? Why won't the moon ?

724
00:37:29,706 --> 00:37:33,025
? Ever shine for me... ?

725
00:37:33,050 --> 00:37:35,151
You know, I think this is a little dated

726
00:37:35,176 --> 00:37:36,977
for Generation Nirvana.

727
00:37:37,002 --> 00:37:39,330
- Mm.
- Did you request it?

728
00:37:41,844 --> 00:37:43,392
- For you.
- ? I've been a good guy ?

729
00:37:44,705 --> 00:37:46,206
? All of my life... ?

730
00:37:46,231 --> 00:37:48,971
Um, Jack, would you, uh...

731
00:37:50,218 --> 00:37:52,619
I don't know,
maybe want to dance with me?

732
00:37:56,312 --> 00:37:58,546
? Why won't the moon ?

733
00:37:58,571 --> 00:38:01,744
? Ever smile for me? ?

734
00:38:01,769 --> 00:38:03,447
- This is ridiculous.
- Maybe.

735
00:38:03,515 --> 00:38:07,533
? It makes me want to cry ?

736
00:38:10,620 --> 00:38:15,486
? I've been waiting
a long, long time... ?

737
00:38:15,511 --> 00:38:18,549
You know, being here
doesn't make me sad.

738
00:38:18,722 --> 00:38:23,736
In fact, if anything,
it makes me amazed.

739
00:38:26,392 --> 00:38:30,322
The kids, they have
such a normal upbringing,

740
00:38:30,347 --> 00:38:31,861
and that's because of you.

741
00:38:33,895 --> 00:38:37,338
I mean, I don't have any of this
in my back pocket.

742
00:38:37,502 --> 00:38:40,546
You know, n-no good
childhood memories to go off of,

743
00:38:40,571 --> 00:38:42,939
so I'm just kind of
making things up as I go along.

744
00:38:42,964 --> 00:38:46,517
But you... you do all this so well.

745
00:38:47,441 --> 00:38:49,252
It's all so effortless.

746
00:38:50,416 --> 00:38:53,205
And I think things are gonna
be effortless for them, too,

747
00:38:53,230 --> 00:38:54,517
because of you.

748
00:38:55,994 --> 00:38:57,197
Anyway, that...

749
00:38:57,324 --> 00:38:58,825
that's mainly what I'm feeling.

750
00:38:58,850 --> 00:39:00,822
I'm just... I'm amazed by you.

751
00:39:02,038 --> 00:39:03,869
Well, I'm in love with you.

752
00:39:05,744 --> 00:39:06,986
Whew.

753
00:39:08,415 --> 00:39:10,236
? I've been a good guy... ?

754
00:39:10,261 --> 00:39:14,397
Hey, do you think, if you and I
had gone to school together,

755
00:39:14,422 --> 00:39:16,666
that we would've liked each other?

756
00:39:17,252 --> 00:39:19,142
? Don't let love pass me by... ?

757
00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:20,447
I don't know.

758
00:39:22,556 --> 00:39:24,517
The girl with bows in her hair

759
00:39:24,542 --> 00:39:27,080
and the boy who got
in his first fistfight

760
00:39:27,105 --> 00:39:28,814
- when he was eight years old?
- Mm-hmm.

761
00:39:30,307 --> 00:39:32,416
I think I might have been

762
00:39:32,441 --> 00:39:34,572
too big a Goody Two-shoes for you.

763
00:39:36,949 --> 00:39:38,596
- You know what I think?
- Hmm?

764
00:39:39,162 --> 00:39:42,150
I think, if I saw you in school,

765
00:39:42,198 --> 00:39:44,353
everything else would disappear.

766
00:39:44,500 --> 00:39:48,369
? Don't let love pass me by... ?

767
00:39:48,394 --> 00:39:51,057
All of a sudden,
none of it would have mattered,

768
00:39:51,135 --> 00:39:54,900
not my dad's drinking
or my parents fighting.

769
00:39:55,182 --> 00:39:58,885
I would have walked
right up to you and said...

770
00:39:58,910 --> 00:40:00,088
Hi.

771
00:40:00,113 --> 00:40:03,025
? And do what I ought to do... ?

772
00:40:03,098 --> 00:40:04,525
And that would've been it.

773
00:40:05,809 --> 00:40:07,322
Happily ever after.

774
00:40:09,857 --> 00:40:11,558
- Really?
- Mm-hmm.

775
00:40:11,644 --> 00:40:14,338
- Just like that?
- Just like that.

776
00:40:14,363 --> 00:40:17,142
? Please make my dream come true... ?

777
00:40:17,167 --> 00:40:18,838
- What about our kids?
- Hmm?

778
00:40:20,028 --> 00:40:22,322
What do you think
their "happily ever after"

779
00:40:22,347 --> 00:40:23,510
is gonna look like?

780
00:41:04,922 --> 00:41:06,283
Hi, button.

781
00:41:06,873 --> 00:41:07,900
Hi.

782
00:41:09,465 --> 00:41:11,866
Toby, you ready?

783
00:41:12,474 --> 00:41:15,619
Uh... uh... yeah.

784
00:41:15,644 --> 00:41:18,510
- Yeah. Okay. You sure?
- Yeah.

785
00:41:24,850 --> 00:41:28,205
Jack, this is your dad.

786
00:41:50,268 --> 00:41:52,169
I'm not sleeping in Philadelphia, Beth.

787
00:41:52,475 --> 00:41:54,471
We can't keep simmering
like this forever.

788
00:41:54,496 --> 00:41:56,041
Fine, you want to do this right now?

789
00:41:56,228 --> 00:41:58,162
Let's do this. Close the door.

790
00:41:58,522 --> 00:42:02,437
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