1 00:00:05,133 --> 00:00:07,217 Previously on "Mr. Mercedes"... 2 00:00:09,390 --> 00:00:12,180 Thank you for this, but stay the fuck away from my house. 3 00:00:12,235 --> 00:00:13,902 - I mean it. - Yeah, I heard you. 4 00:00:13,903 --> 00:00:16,451 You fucked yourself, and you fucked me 5 00:00:16,476 --> 00:00:19,042 because if they can't replace me, they can't promote me! 6 00:00:19,043 --> 00:00:21,929 It was the voices, that killed Ollie. 7 00:00:22,030 --> 00:00:23,312 I tried so hard to hear them, 8 00:00:23,313 --> 00:00:24,916 but Ollie said that they knew that I was listening, 9 00:00:24,917 --> 00:00:26,983 - and so they'd whisper. - Mom? 10 00:00:29,285 --> 00:00:30,986 Fuck. 11 00:00:33,389 --> 00:00:34,872 You burned a woman doing a dye job 12 00:00:34,897 --> 00:00:36,401 because you were shit-faced. 13 00:00:36,543 --> 00:00:39,076 The woman sued. Jaime almost lost the shop. 14 00:00:39,405 --> 00:00:40,739 But I'm sober now. 15 00:00:40,764 --> 00:00:42,498 Good for you, Deb. 16 00:00:42,959 --> 00:00:44,867 Ta-da! 17 00:00:45,201 --> 00:00:48,537 - I figured you might want a drink. - Why? 18 00:00:48,592 --> 00:00:50,138 Wean you off the stuff. 19 00:01:09,939 --> 00:01:13,525 Synced & corrected by kinglouisxx www.addic7ed.com 20 00:04:06,358 --> 00:04:11,354 They took her body to, um, Silver's... 21 00:04:11,379 --> 00:04:12,642 - Right. - ...Funeral Home. 22 00:04:12,667 --> 00:04:13,985 Do you know it? 23 00:04:14,010 --> 00:04:16,278 Yeah, my next-door neighbor used to run it. 24 00:04:16,279 --> 00:04:17,882 Her son still does, I think. 25 00:04:18,031 --> 00:04:20,239 Well, they'll see you right. 26 00:04:21,788 --> 00:04:25,781 Uh, do you know anyone who can cater the after-funeral? 27 00:04:26,763 --> 00:04:28,824 Milligan's is pretty good. 28 00:04:28,825 --> 00:04:31,310 Milligan's it is. 29 00:04:31,427 --> 00:04:32,894 Olivia's. 30 00:04:33,043 --> 00:04:34,590 Right. 31 00:04:34,651 --> 00:04:36,679 It's grand stuff. 32 00:04:37,609 --> 00:04:39,143 Brilliant. Thank you. 33 00:04:39,168 --> 00:04:40,635 That's good. 34 00:04:40,636 --> 00:04:42,080 Thanks. 35 00:04:43,025 --> 00:04:44,752 That's great stuff. 36 00:04:49,846 --> 00:04:53,836 Republican and Democratic leaders in the White House... 37 00:05:13,959 --> 00:05:16,241 Time to eat some shit. 38 00:05:17,396 --> 00:05:18,521 Jerome? 39 00:05:20,343 --> 00:05:21,676 Jerome? 40 00:05:23,089 --> 00:05:25,494 A word... A word, perhaps? 41 00:05:29,317 --> 00:05:31,387 I was a bit of a dick. 42 00:05:34,223 --> 00:05:35,891 Look, I could've handled things better. 43 00:05:35,916 --> 00:05:38,966 Your father was worried. I was worried, okay? 44 00:05:42,498 --> 00:05:44,639 There's a limit to the ass I'll kiss. 45 00:05:44,682 --> 00:05:47,016 - I've no gift for puckering. - You were a prick. 46 00:05:48,217 --> 00:05:50,350 You could have just asked me to back off, 47 00:05:50,467 --> 00:05:53,585 but you got mean and showed me zero respect. 48 00:05:53,975 --> 00:05:56,645 I'm dealing with a dangerous fella, Jerome. 49 00:05:56,919 --> 00:05:58,067 I need you to steer clear 50 00:05:58,092 --> 00:06:00,248 of even the appearance of working with me. 51 00:06:00,273 --> 00:06:03,208 So then, by all means, allow me to steer clear. 52 00:06:05,788 --> 00:06:07,189 I'm sorry. There was a "but"? 53 00:06:07,676 --> 00:06:10,887 But I don't know fuck-all about computers, as you well know, 54 00:06:11,020 --> 00:06:14,231 and I need to get into one that's password-protected. 55 00:06:14,733 --> 00:06:16,467 Well, shit. 56 00:06:16,492 --> 00:06:18,200 Someone in that position should definitely reconsider 57 00:06:18,201 --> 00:06:20,068 their puckering stance, then. 58 00:06:20,069 --> 00:06:22,519 - I fucking apologized. - No, you didn't. 59 00:06:22,544 --> 00:06:24,252 I-I said I was an asshole. 60 00:06:24,277 --> 00:06:26,152 No, you said you were a "bit of a dick." 61 00:06:26,409 --> 00:06:28,343 Well, I admitted that I could have handled it better. 62 00:06:29,392 --> 00:06:32,806 All right. I'm sorry. I didn't show you respect. 63 00:06:32,923 --> 00:06:35,370 You deserved it. I didn't give it to you. 64 00:06:36,284 --> 00:06:38,019 I'd throw meself down in front of your feet there, 65 00:06:38,097 --> 00:06:40,021 only there's a fence in the way. 66 00:06:40,433 --> 00:06:42,941 For fuck's sake, I'd look stupid. 67 00:06:47,827 --> 00:06:51,431 Shit, Nubian, I can work with that. 68 00:07:00,883 --> 00:07:03,719 - So, whose laptop? - Olivia Trelawney's. 69 00:07:03,820 --> 00:07:05,969 - Lady who owned the Mercedes? - Yup. 70 00:07:06,382 --> 00:07:08,777 Well, I mean, do you know enough about her personal life 71 00:07:08,802 --> 00:07:11,520 - to help me crack that password? - Ah, I do not. 72 00:07:11,623 --> 00:07:13,826 But I might know someone who does. 73 00:07:13,923 --> 00:07:17,013 Go ahead. Finish Ida's lawn. I'll see you in a bit. 74 00:07:26,762 --> 00:07:29,301 Bye, Mom. Off to work. 75 00:07:30,661 --> 00:07:32,329 Have a great day. 76 00:07:54,885 --> 00:07:56,604 Open the door. 77 00:07:58,893 --> 00:08:01,170 That is my workspace. No fucking way. 78 00:08:19,452 --> 00:08:20,921 Here it is. 79 00:08:21,881 --> 00:08:23,538 What is it? 80 00:08:33,269 --> 00:08:35,270 If Robi said you have Saturday off, 81 00:08:35,271 --> 00:08:37,210 he has no idea what he's talk... 82 00:08:37,390 --> 00:08:39,312 Brady. Hey, Brady. 83 00:08:39,464 --> 00:08:41,732 You can't go back there. 84 00:08:42,328 --> 00:08:43,929 Why? 85 00:08:44,116 --> 00:08:45,742 Here. Come here. 86 00:08:46,939 --> 00:08:51,757 The, um, D.M. stopped by for a little surprise visit. 87 00:08:51,782 --> 00:08:53,355 He's back there with Robi. 88 00:08:54,946 --> 00:08:56,358 So, what's up? 89 00:08:56,359 --> 00:08:57,918 Dude, I have no fucking idea. 90 00:08:57,943 --> 00:08:59,694 But they called a whole company meeting 91 00:08:59,719 --> 00:09:01,509 in about half-hour from now. 92 00:09:01,534 --> 00:09:04,335 You're working on Sunday. You know that, right? 93 00:09:10,892 --> 00:09:12,773 Ah, well, well, well. 94 00:09:12,798 --> 00:09:15,019 Look who finally decided to show up. 95 00:09:15,283 --> 00:09:17,245 It's not even five after. 96 00:09:17,345 --> 00:09:19,718 He's too easy, this one. Hey. 97 00:09:19,743 --> 00:09:22,091 Holly, this is Jerome You don't have to laugh at his jokes. 98 00:09:22,116 --> 00:09:23,795 Jerome, this is Holly. 99 00:09:23,820 --> 00:09:25,718 It's a pleasure to meet you, Holly. 100 00:09:25,788 --> 00:09:27,389 - Go ahead. - Okay. 101 00:09:27,929 --> 00:09:29,646 Now... 102 00:09:31,727 --> 00:09:34,466 ...it's all you, my man. Time to shine. 103 00:09:34,919 --> 00:09:37,465 I'll shine so bright you're gonna need Ray-Bans, man. 104 00:09:38,915 --> 00:09:40,697 Excuse me, Jerome? 105 00:09:41,783 --> 00:09:44,728 I was just wondering if it would still be a pleasure 106 00:09:44,753 --> 00:09:46,959 for you to meet me, but this time with your left hand? 107 00:09:47,294 --> 00:09:48,810 Oh. 108 00:09:49,740 --> 00:09:52,365 - Pleasure to meet you, Holly. - Thank you. 109 00:09:52,390 --> 00:09:53,846 Hey, what do you say we break into this computer 110 00:09:53,871 --> 00:09:55,369 and show the old man how it's done, yeah? 111 00:09:55,394 --> 00:09:56,767 I guess. 112 00:10:00,350 --> 00:10:01,806 Oh. 113 00:10:02,594 --> 00:10:05,476 Olivia left the password hint blank. 114 00:10:06,070 --> 00:10:07,414 Probably didn't even know that was an option. 115 00:10:07,453 --> 00:10:09,161 So, what do we do? 116 00:10:09,310 --> 00:10:12,005 Well, this, my friends, 117 00:10:12,685 --> 00:10:14,918 can crack any password there is. 118 00:10:14,943 --> 00:10:16,548 It uses a program called "Dictionary," 119 00:10:16,573 --> 00:10:18,506 and what it is, is you set it into the computer... 120 00:10:18,507 --> 00:10:20,603 Hang on. Is... Is this thing legal? 121 00:10:21,994 --> 00:10:23,965 Is anything we're doing here legal? 122 00:10:23,990 --> 00:10:26,047 Excuse me? I have a question. 123 00:10:26,048 --> 00:10:28,083 Yeah, hold on. Let me just set this up real quick. 124 00:10:28,108 --> 00:10:29,826 I was just wondering if maybe you knew 125 00:10:29,851 --> 00:10:31,920 that you were about to destroy everything. 126 00:10:34,369 --> 00:10:36,885 Uh, I'm sorry? 127 00:10:37,080 --> 00:10:39,974 Well, Apple's been onto DPCs for a while now, 128 00:10:39,999 --> 00:10:41,835 so if you even try to run Dictionary, 129 00:10:41,860 --> 00:10:43,841 you'll wipe out the entire hard drive. 130 00:10:43,952 --> 00:10:46,975 So if what you're looking to do is break in through an unknown exploit, 131 00:10:47,037 --> 00:10:48,779 we should just create a new Admin Account 132 00:10:48,804 --> 00:10:51,239 by opening up Terminal in Recovery Mode. 133 00:10:58,094 --> 00:11:01,376 Do you think that maybe they have chocolate milk here? 134 00:11:01,810 --> 00:11:02,872 Um... 135 00:11:03,053 --> 00:11:04,880 Dolly? Can we get a chocolate milk? 136 00:11:04,905 --> 00:11:05,974 Coming right up. 137 00:11:05,999 --> 00:11:07,397 Thank you. 138 00:11:10,359 --> 00:11:11,869 Janey's calling you. 139 00:11:11,993 --> 00:11:14,860 Yeah, I'll just... I'll just take this real quick. 140 00:11:15,858 --> 00:11:17,472 Hiya. 141 00:11:17,553 --> 00:11:19,766 Yeah. Everything okay? 142 00:11:22,438 --> 00:11:25,046 No, no, no, we don't need to bring two cars. 143 00:11:25,174 --> 00:11:28,110 How 'bout I swing 'round about 15, 20 minutes? 144 00:11:29,912 --> 00:11:31,312 Thanks for that. 145 00:11:31,313 --> 00:11:33,119 Uh, Jerome, 146 00:11:33,322 --> 00:11:36,173 think you'd be able to drop Holly off on your way home? 147 00:11:36,237 --> 00:11:38,253 Y-You're leaving now? 148 00:11:38,254 --> 00:11:40,305 Well, Janey needs my help. 149 00:11:40,330 --> 00:11:43,057 You guys, I can't help you with anything there, so... 150 00:11:43,127 --> 00:11:44,945 I mean, I can drop you on the way if you need it. 151 00:11:45,070 --> 00:11:47,390 But since you saved me just now, 152 00:11:47,507 --> 00:11:50,054 I'm pretty sure I can't crack this code without you, so... 153 00:11:50,265 --> 00:11:53,070 I mean, do you mind sticking around long enough to help? 154 00:11:55,264 --> 00:11:59,108 I think that's probably a very good idea, yes. 155 00:11:59,608 --> 00:12:01,022 Yeah, me too. 156 00:12:01,047 --> 00:12:02,053 All right. Great. 157 00:12:02,078 --> 00:12:03,569 Well, here. That should cover it. 158 00:12:03,615 --> 00:12:05,303 Well, Jerome and I have lots of work to do, 159 00:12:05,328 --> 00:12:07,594 so you can go be with Janey now if you want. 160 00:12:09,999 --> 00:12:11,617 Okay. 161 00:12:14,861 --> 00:12:16,558 Hey, mad gratitude. 162 00:12:16,559 --> 00:12:18,822 Uh, you mind if I slide around next to you there? 163 00:12:19,963 --> 00:12:21,432 Sure. 164 00:12:21,564 --> 00:12:23,041 Awesome. Cool. 165 00:12:23,066 --> 00:12:27,104 So... Trying to figure this out. 166 00:12:27,129 --> 00:12:28,261 Here's your chocolate milk. 167 00:12:28,286 --> 00:12:29,905 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 168 00:12:32,369 --> 00:12:34,885 Give me just one moment. 169 00:12:35,916 --> 00:12:38,127 - Mmm, that's good. - Yeah. 170 00:14:07,422 --> 00:14:09,227 - They all here? - Yeah. 171 00:14:09,672 --> 00:14:11,807 No, you sit with them, please. 172 00:14:27,086 --> 00:14:29,203 You know what "plan" is? 173 00:14:29,491 --> 00:14:30,758 Not a plan. 174 00:14:31,078 --> 00:14:32,625 Plan. 175 00:14:33,028 --> 00:14:34,878 "Plan" is the projected earnings 176 00:14:34,903 --> 00:14:36,564 that a manager has to achieve every year 177 00:14:36,565 --> 00:14:40,065 if he wants to contribute to keeping this company solvent. 178 00:14:40,174 --> 00:14:45,144 Plan is 6% beyond what was made the previous year. 179 00:14:45,936 --> 00:14:48,878 That's it. That's all there is to it. 180 00:14:50,160 --> 00:14:52,091 He's not making plan. 181 00:14:52,300 --> 00:14:55,945 He's making 5%, not 6%. 182 00:14:56,392 --> 00:14:59,586 You know what's keeping him from making 6%? 183 00:15:01,275 --> 00:15:02,578 Losers. 184 00:15:04,023 --> 00:15:08,441 World's real simple... It's made of winners and you. 185 00:15:08,731 --> 00:15:11,589 Now, you might assume that I feel sorry 186 00:15:11,614 --> 00:15:14,111 for you and your "disadvantages"... 187 00:15:14,136 --> 00:15:15,870 whatever the fuck they are. 188 00:15:15,871 --> 00:15:17,393 I don't. 189 00:15:17,606 --> 00:15:20,329 You don't work hard, you don't believe in shit, 190 00:15:20,354 --> 00:15:22,877 and you never pull together for the greater good. 191 00:15:22,878 --> 00:15:26,893 You whine and make sarcastic comments, 192 00:15:26,987 --> 00:15:28,916 but when it comes time to get paid, 193 00:15:28,963 --> 00:15:32,283 you're always there sticking your hands out. 194 00:15:33,622 --> 00:15:36,357 So how about you all go find a job somewhere else? 195 00:15:41,098 --> 00:15:43,309 Oh, that's right. 196 00:15:43,558 --> 00:15:45,754 There is nowhere else. 197 00:15:45,877 --> 00:15:47,042 We cut you loose, 198 00:15:47,067 --> 00:15:49,276 and you're three missed paychecks away 199 00:15:49,301 --> 00:15:51,706 from 70-hour workweeks and a meth habit 200 00:15:51,786 --> 00:15:54,293 doing day labor at Cartman Grains. 201 00:15:54,426 --> 00:15:56,553 So, should I care? 202 00:15:56,809 --> 00:15:58,547 Do you pay my bills? 203 00:15:59,125 --> 00:16:02,063 Feed my kids? Keep my heat on in February? 204 00:16:02,094 --> 00:16:04,985 No. So fuck you and your bills and your kids. 205 00:16:05,032 --> 00:16:07,699 You can sit in the dark and starve. 206 00:16:10,225 --> 00:16:15,144 Or you can step up and accept who your Daddy is. 207 00:16:16,480 --> 00:16:18,800 You better get it through your heads right fucking here 208 00:16:18,801 --> 00:16:20,134 and right fucking now, 209 00:16:20,135 --> 00:16:22,216 or you can stay home tomorrow and forevermore. 210 00:16:22,241 --> 00:16:24,936 Now, this 1% that he's short right now? 211 00:16:25,007 --> 00:16:27,542 That's coming out of your hides. Not his. 212 00:16:27,834 --> 00:16:29,668 He's a good man. 213 00:16:32,097 --> 00:16:34,658 Limited, sure, but good. 214 00:16:35,894 --> 00:16:39,812 No, to make up this 1%, 215 00:16:41,045 --> 00:16:44,348 we have to go full-on fucking Mayan. 216 00:16:45,508 --> 00:16:48,697 The gods demand a sacrifice. 217 00:16:55,230 --> 00:16:56,398 That gonna be you? 218 00:17:00,042 --> 00:17:01,496 You? 219 00:17:04,713 --> 00:17:06,043 You? 220 00:17:09,915 --> 00:17:11,814 Nah, you're the best tech guy we got, 221 00:17:11,839 --> 00:17:14,392 and your customer-satisfaction ratings are... 222 00:17:14,502 --> 00:17:16,208 God knows why... stellar. 223 00:17:16,338 --> 00:17:18,283 So... 224 00:17:19,394 --> 00:17:21,207 who's it gonna be? 225 00:17:32,801 --> 00:17:36,200 Clean out your locker, DeGeneres. We're parting ways. 226 00:17:36,311 --> 00:17:37,745 What are you t... Are you kidding me? 227 00:17:37,746 --> 00:17:39,465 Brady. 228 00:17:39,615 --> 00:17:41,883 Are you fucking kidding me? 229 00:17:41,884 --> 00:17:43,118 What, security? 230 00:17:43,181 --> 00:17:44,899 Dude, get your hands off me! 231 00:17:44,970 --> 00:17:46,088 Robi! 232 00:17:47,819 --> 00:17:50,196 - Robi! - We're five steps ahead of you. 233 00:17:50,259 --> 00:17:52,282 And we are fucking into it. 234 00:17:52,427 --> 00:17:53,761 Oh, wow. 235 00:17:53,762 --> 00:17:55,429 Get your fucking hands off me! 236 00:17:55,851 --> 00:17:58,508 Are you kidding me? You don't even know what I do here! 237 00:17:58,984 --> 00:18:01,214 What the fuck? Robi! 238 00:18:04,291 --> 00:18:05,972 Really? 239 00:18:10,660 --> 00:18:12,574 Back to work, ladies. 240 00:18:12,746 --> 00:18:14,849 All right. Uh, let's get on the floor. Come on. 241 00:18:14,850 --> 00:18:17,051 That's wrong, man. 242 00:18:17,417 --> 00:18:18,952 Come on. 243 00:18:40,075 --> 00:18:41,876 Come in. Ms. Patterson? 244 00:18:41,912 --> 00:18:43,787 - Yes. - Timothy Silver. 245 00:18:44,228 --> 00:18:46,248 - Hi, Tim. - Good to see you, Bill. 246 00:18:46,548 --> 00:18:47,648 Hello, Bill. 247 00:18:47,858 --> 00:18:50,885 Ida. This is Janelle Patterson. 248 00:18:51,037 --> 00:18:53,579 Janelle. I'm sorry for your loss. 249 00:18:53,822 --> 00:18:55,782 Thank you. Call me Janey, please. 250 00:18:55,860 --> 00:18:57,376 Janey, then. 251 00:18:57,926 --> 00:19:00,062 Why don't we head to the parlor so we can talk? 252 00:19:05,032 --> 00:19:06,699 And her date of birth? 253 00:19:07,642 --> 00:19:11,038 August 4, 1929. 254 00:19:11,470 --> 00:19:13,423 She lived a good long life. 255 00:19:14,523 --> 00:19:17,154 She did. Sh... Yeah, she did. 256 00:19:18,594 --> 00:19:21,937 So, the service is at Immaculate Heart at 9:00. 257 00:19:21,962 --> 00:19:23,827 Burial at Cedar Grove. 258 00:19:23,968 --> 00:19:26,687 You said Father Ahern will preside over both. 259 00:19:27,234 --> 00:19:30,507 He's a good man, Jack Ahern. Very sensitive. 260 00:19:30,824 --> 00:19:32,285 That's good to hear. 261 00:19:32,466 --> 00:19:34,113 Thank you. 262 00:19:38,233 --> 00:19:39,966 Is there a restroom? 263 00:19:39,991 --> 00:19:42,282 Just down by the stairs to your right. 264 00:19:47,691 --> 00:19:49,644 We'll do right by her, Bill. 265 00:19:49,895 --> 00:19:51,496 I know you will, Tim. Thanks. 266 00:19:55,256 --> 00:19:57,819 Well, she's quite lovely, isn't she? 267 00:20:05,766 --> 00:20:07,835 Very easy on the eyes. 268 00:20:26,139 --> 00:20:28,212 Did you find your mom? 269 00:20:30,559 --> 00:20:32,059 I did, yeah. 270 00:20:32,216 --> 00:20:34,252 Glad things worked out for you. 271 00:20:39,930 --> 00:20:41,890 You see Lou after? 272 00:20:43,522 --> 00:20:45,724 No. She was already gone. 273 00:20:51,359 --> 00:20:52,740 Brady. 274 00:20:56,039 --> 00:20:57,398 This time yesterday, 275 00:20:57,423 --> 00:20:59,804 I thought I'd be in the upper-management track by now. 276 00:21:00,798 --> 00:21:02,848 Lou thought she'd have a job. 277 00:21:03,887 --> 00:21:06,020 Now I'm going nowhere. Or worse. 278 00:21:06,388 --> 00:21:08,426 And Lou's applying for unemployment. 279 00:21:11,121 --> 00:21:12,721 You, though? 280 00:21:12,894 --> 00:21:15,685 You come out smelling like a rose. 281 00:21:18,967 --> 00:21:20,083 Yeah. 282 00:21:20,138 --> 00:21:22,145 Yeah, that happens to me sometimes. 283 00:21:23,155 --> 00:21:24,455 The other night? 284 00:21:24,480 --> 00:21:25,947 I went to Shop 'n Save 285 00:21:25,972 --> 00:21:27,906 'cause I wanted a Pepperoni Pizza Hot Pocket. 286 00:21:28,623 --> 00:21:32,632 Go to the frozen food locker, and they're out. 287 00:21:33,281 --> 00:21:35,716 They got Steak and Cheddar. 288 00:21:35,717 --> 00:21:37,727 They got Meatballs and Mozzarella. 289 00:21:37,919 --> 00:21:40,187 No pepperoni. I'm like, "Fuck!" 290 00:21:40,188 --> 00:21:41,751 You know? 291 00:21:41,857 --> 00:21:43,257 But just as I'm leaving? 292 00:21:43,258 --> 00:21:45,381 Out comes the stock girl 293 00:21:45,597 --> 00:21:51,412 with a stack of Pepperoni Pizza Hot Pockets! 294 00:21:51,733 --> 00:21:54,819 I'm like, "Man!" 295 00:21:55,660 --> 00:21:57,587 You know? 296 00:21:58,868 --> 00:22:01,040 I buy four. 297 00:22:02,144 --> 00:22:05,930 Go home just so, you know, 298 00:22:06,585 --> 00:22:07,943 tickled. 299 00:22:15,624 --> 00:22:17,212 I will pick myself up. 300 00:22:17,237 --> 00:22:21,261 I will focus, I will envision, and I will actualize. 301 00:22:21,315 --> 00:22:23,513 I will be a district manager someday. 302 00:22:23,552 --> 00:22:26,349 And a few years later, I'll be a helluva lot bigger than that. 303 00:22:31,210 --> 00:22:33,773 But you'll always be you, Brady. 304 00:22:35,444 --> 00:22:38,538 And what could be fucking lamer than that? 305 00:22:44,259 --> 00:22:46,382 I'm almost... 306 00:22:48,007 --> 00:22:49,190 Done. 307 00:22:50,926 --> 00:22:52,029 Uh... 308 00:22:52,054 --> 00:22:54,037 Damn. 309 00:22:54,186 --> 00:22:55,996 - We're in! - Yep. 310 00:22:56,098 --> 00:22:57,767 - High. - Oh. 311 00:23:00,890 --> 00:23:02,458 Sessions. 312 00:23:02,483 --> 00:23:04,780 Yeah. I was just reading that, too. 313 00:23:05,207 --> 00:23:07,390 Does that mean anything to you? 314 00:23:08,043 --> 00:23:10,111 No, but it definitely meant something to Ollie 315 00:23:10,136 --> 00:23:12,346 because it's the only file on her entire desktop 316 00:23:12,347 --> 00:23:14,250 that's not organized into a folder, 317 00:23:14,282 --> 00:23:17,672 and Ollie did not leave things lying around for no reason. 318 00:23:18,735 --> 00:23:21,543 Well, aren't you curious as to what's in it? 319 00:23:23,704 --> 00:23:25,705 If what's actually in it is what I think is in it, 320 00:23:25,730 --> 00:23:28,340 then I'm very curious, yes. 321 00:23:29,097 --> 00:23:30,353 So I say we open it. 322 00:23:31,299 --> 00:23:33,619 Just to see what's inside, I mean. Then get out. 323 00:23:33,702 --> 00:23:35,260 It's not that big of a deal, right? 324 00:23:36,392 --> 00:23:38,103 Okay. 325 00:23:41,042 --> 00:23:42,748 What the hell? 326 00:23:42,844 --> 00:23:44,155 Encryptions? 327 00:23:44,232 --> 00:23:47,287 Ollie definitely did not know how to encrypt files. 328 00:23:47,582 --> 00:23:49,517 Okay. Well, if she didn't, then someone did. 329 00:23:49,518 --> 00:23:51,986 Okay. We just have to figure out another way in. 330 00:23:52,011 --> 00:23:53,730 Mm. 331 00:23:54,848 --> 00:23:57,658 Okay. Yeah, no. I already placed the order. 332 00:23:57,659 --> 00:23:59,126 Yeah. 333 00:23:59,127 --> 00:24:01,529 Look, let me get a quick shower. 334 00:24:01,838 --> 00:24:04,922 I'll come over, and we can go through the rest of the details. 335 00:24:04,947 --> 00:24:07,557 But we got this, okay? 336 00:24:08,010 --> 00:24:10,535 No, nothing's slipping through the cracks. 337 00:24:12,874 --> 00:24:15,410 You just concentrate on the eulogy. 338 00:24:15,544 --> 00:24:17,078 That's plenty right now. 339 00:24:20,415 --> 00:24:23,551 Yeah. Uh, write down the things you liked about her best. 340 00:24:24,672 --> 00:24:27,331 It's probably what everyone else liked about her, too. 341 00:24:27,889 --> 00:24:30,097 Yeah. All right. See you in a bit. 342 00:24:30,553 --> 00:24:32,888 ? Forget your heroes ? 343 00:24:32,964 --> 00:24:37,498 ? You don't really need those lasting lessons ? 344 00:24:41,703 --> 00:24:44,772 ? Stand in the open ? 345 00:24:44,891 --> 00:24:49,243 ? The next voice you hear will be your own ? 346 00:24:59,788 --> 00:25:03,257 ? But, all right, they knew how they could hurt you ? 347 00:25:06,054 --> 00:25:09,463 ? And you let them cut you to the bone ? 348 00:25:12,038 --> 00:25:13,786 ? But God forbid ? 349 00:25:13,888 --> 00:25:18,779 ? You allow them to rid you of your virtue ? 350 00:25:23,678 --> 00:25:26,356 ? Forget their laughter ? 351 00:25:26,661 --> 00:25:30,884 ? The next voice you hear will be your own ? 352 00:25:35,624 --> 00:25:38,892 ? Throw down your truth and check your weapons ? 353 00:25:41,296 --> 00:25:45,032 ? Don't look to see if you're alone ? 354 00:25:47,102 --> 00:25:49,970 ? Just stand your ground ? 355 00:25:50,148 --> 00:25:53,625 ? And don't turn around, whatever happens ? 356 00:25:58,980 --> 00:26:01,730 ? Don't ask directions ? 357 00:26:01,823 --> 00:26:05,919 ? The next voice you hear will be your own ? 358 00:26:35,093 --> 00:26:37,030 What's the first thing you think of 359 00:26:37,128 --> 00:26:38,491 when you think about her? 360 00:26:39,093 --> 00:26:40,617 Her poise. 361 00:26:43,172 --> 00:26:44,606 Well, write that down. 362 00:26:44,693 --> 00:26:46,027 I did. 363 00:26:48,241 --> 00:26:49,297 Mm-hmm. 364 00:26:49,351 --> 00:26:53,641 And I wrote that she attended Pitt College 365 00:26:53,695 --> 00:26:56,637 on a full scholarship, which is where she met my father. 366 00:26:56,781 --> 00:27:00,574 And then they moved here, where he set up his practice 367 00:27:00,575 --> 00:27:02,188 and she taught at community college, 368 00:27:02,213 --> 00:27:05,550 and blah-blah blah-blah blah-blah. 369 00:27:08,086 --> 00:27:10,074 What did you like about her? 370 00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:12,728 I don't know. 371 00:27:12,987 --> 00:27:17,009 - What do you mean, you don't know? - I-I don't know. 372 00:27:19,394 --> 00:27:24,062 My... My mother wasn't an emotional exhibitionist. 373 00:27:24,132 --> 00:27:25,976 She kept herself to herself, 374 00:27:26,732 --> 00:27:28,199 as they say. 375 00:27:28,523 --> 00:27:34,240 She was never really mean that I remember. 376 00:27:34,403 --> 00:27:36,724 - I wouldn't write that down. - W... 377 00:27:41,149 --> 00:27:43,851 She wasn't really particularly warm, either, 378 00:27:43,915 --> 00:27:46,476 unless she'd had too many glasses of... 379 00:27:47,155 --> 00:27:48,622 Pinot. 380 00:27:48,679 --> 00:27:50,624 I don't know. 381 00:27:50,625 --> 00:27:53,173 What was your relationship like with your mother? 382 00:27:54,336 --> 00:27:55,973 Not bad. 383 00:27:56,115 --> 00:27:58,017 Did you know her? 384 00:27:59,613 --> 00:28:01,213 I did know her, yes. She was my mother. 385 00:28:01,274 --> 00:28:03,449 Did you know her? 386 00:28:06,027 --> 00:28:08,031 Not really, I guess. 387 00:28:10,378 --> 00:28:11,848 That generation. 388 00:28:11,925 --> 00:28:13,726 Exactly. 389 00:28:13,782 --> 00:28:17,392 That generation didn't talk about their feelings. 390 00:28:18,140 --> 00:28:20,475 They didn't treat a cup of coffee 391 00:28:20,548 --> 00:28:23,499 as an invitation to a confessional. 392 00:28:23,553 --> 00:28:27,187 They sure as shit didn't engage with their children. 393 00:28:29,664 --> 00:28:31,316 My mother was nice, okay. 394 00:28:31,355 --> 00:28:36,191 She... She was full of grace and... poi... 395 00:28:36,245 --> 00:28:41,410 She... knew a lot about European history. 396 00:28:42,176 --> 00:28:45,309 And she... she liked card games and... 397 00:28:46,700 --> 00:28:48,575 W.H. Auden. 398 00:28:50,736 --> 00:28:54,838 She liked veal scallopini and, um... 399 00:28:55,330 --> 00:28:57,093 "Jeopardy!" 400 00:28:57,193 --> 00:28:58,860 Okay. Write that down. 401 00:28:59,530 --> 00:29:01,107 Sh... She liked riding her bicycle... 402 00:29:01,108 --> 00:29:03,061 well, before she got her hip replaced. 403 00:29:03,086 --> 00:29:05,210 - There you go. - But that's not the person. 404 00:29:05,280 --> 00:29:08,327 That's... That's what the person did. 405 00:29:10,205 --> 00:29:11,573 We are what we do. 406 00:29:13,641 --> 00:29:15,376 Oh, thank you, Aristotle. 407 00:29:17,579 --> 00:29:19,222 Are we? 408 00:29:34,531 --> 00:29:37,738 Is it possible that I didn't really know my own mother? 409 00:29:40,235 --> 00:29:43,338 You knew as much as any of us can about anybody else. 410 00:29:52,146 --> 00:29:53,213 Mm. 411 00:29:58,490 --> 00:30:00,052 You're amused. 412 00:30:00,221 --> 00:30:02,886 I thought you burned all of my old journals. 413 00:30:03,191 --> 00:30:06,550 I kept one to remember who you were before you changed. 414 00:30:06,972 --> 00:30:08,563 And who was I? 415 00:30:11,980 --> 00:30:14,249 What are these plastic tubes? 416 00:30:17,105 --> 00:30:19,097 I use them for a lot of different projects. 417 00:30:19,222 --> 00:30:21,800 You know, computer stuff, electronics stuff. 418 00:30:22,176 --> 00:30:24,577 It's easier to buy in bulk. 419 00:30:25,331 --> 00:30:27,393 How could you use this in a computer? 420 00:30:27,439 --> 00:30:29,026 Little tiny sections of it. 421 00:30:29,112 --> 00:30:31,237 Wouldn't it burn? Melt? 422 00:30:31,338 --> 00:30:33,667 - No. - But in electronics... 423 00:30:33,689 --> 00:30:37,581 - Do you know a lot about electronics? - I know a bit about electricity. 424 00:30:38,393 --> 00:30:40,728 Pillow talk between you and Dad? 425 00:30:43,289 --> 00:30:44,932 What else could this be used for? 426 00:30:44,933 --> 00:30:47,677 I don't know. What else could this be used for? 427 00:30:47,702 --> 00:30:49,449 - That's what I'm asking. - That's what I'm asking. 428 00:30:49,474 --> 00:30:51,334 - Brady. - Mom. 429 00:30:51,900 --> 00:30:55,170 What could this be used for? 430 00:31:05,254 --> 00:31:07,455 Why was this in your closet? 431 00:31:09,996 --> 00:31:11,730 Why were you in my closet? 432 00:31:11,731 --> 00:31:14,251 - Do you go in there a lot? - I never go in there. 433 00:31:14,305 --> 00:31:16,102 - Except you do. - No, today I did. 434 00:31:16,173 --> 00:31:17,975 - Oh, today. - But never before. 435 00:31:18,004 --> 00:31:19,670 Not in years. 436 00:31:19,771 --> 00:31:21,278 Sure. 437 00:31:21,334 --> 00:31:22,818 - Brady. - Mommy? 438 00:31:22,858 --> 00:31:24,786 - Brady. - I know my fucking name! 439 00:31:25,069 --> 00:31:27,075 Why do you have this mask? 440 00:31:27,100 --> 00:31:30,116 Why do you think it's okay to violate my privacy? 441 00:31:30,183 --> 00:31:32,169 Why do you have this mask? 442 00:31:32,194 --> 00:31:35,788 Because, you know, I've long dreamed of joining the circus. 443 00:31:35,975 --> 00:31:40,234 The smell of peanuts and elephant dung and chimpanzee sweat, 444 00:31:40,288 --> 00:31:42,050 boy, that's the life for me. 445 00:31:42,161 --> 00:31:44,032 You know, perhaps I'll find me a missus... 446 00:31:44,097 --> 00:31:48,507 oh, a Russian trapeze artist or a kindly bearded lady, 447 00:31:48,532 --> 00:31:51,290 and we'll produce a warm-hearted brood of bearded children. 448 00:31:51,344 --> 00:31:53,628 And great gosh almighty, 449 00:31:53,706 --> 00:31:55,974 we'll live out our days traversing the land with our circus, 450 00:31:55,975 --> 00:31:58,018 dispensing joy and good cheer 451 00:31:58,057 --> 00:32:00,212 on town upon grateful town. 452 00:32:00,213 --> 00:32:02,425 And all will be right as the rain. 453 00:32:02,550 --> 00:32:04,199 A-yup! 454 00:32:04,944 --> 00:32:07,737 You're not gonna tell me about the mask? 455 00:32:08,654 --> 00:32:09,987 But I just did. 456 00:32:10,019 --> 00:32:11,598 Fair enough. 457 00:32:11,724 --> 00:32:13,993 I shouldn't have snooped in your room. 458 00:32:16,321 --> 00:32:18,731 I would not recommend doing so again, no. 459 00:32:31,031 --> 00:32:33,031 _ 460 00:32:33,531 --> 00:32:35,931 _ 461 00:32:40,231 --> 00:32:43,631 _ 462 00:32:49,131 --> 00:32:52,131 _ 463 00:32:52,431 --> 00:32:55,431 _ 464 00:32:55,980 --> 00:32:57,949 It's funny to you. 465 00:32:58,972 --> 00:33:00,573 A little, yeah. 466 00:33:02,775 --> 00:33:05,484 I was such a dramatic child back then. 467 00:33:09,234 --> 00:33:11,249 What did this mean again? 468 00:33:12,046 --> 00:33:13,313 You know what it meant. 469 00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:14,947 Refresh me. 470 00:33:20,999 --> 00:33:23,229 "Die, Motherfuckers, Die." 471 00:33:26,916 --> 00:33:30,436 They wanted me to commit you, Brady, to send you away. 472 00:33:30,514 --> 00:33:33,178 - You couldn't afford it. - I loved you. 473 00:33:33,241 --> 00:33:34,420 That's why all Americans 474 00:33:34,467 --> 00:33:37,403 deserve proper health coverage, y'all. 475 00:33:37,489 --> 00:33:40,534 I didn't commit you because you told me you could change. 476 00:33:40,559 --> 00:33:42,416 Because you couldn't afford it! 477 00:33:42,441 --> 00:33:44,840 Because you told me you could change. 478 00:33:45,184 --> 00:33:47,245 - And I did. - Did you? 479 00:33:47,754 --> 00:33:50,002 That's 10 years old. I have a good job now. 480 00:33:50,027 --> 00:33:51,769 I have a good life. 481 00:33:52,091 --> 00:33:55,722 - Did you? - I did. I certainly did. 482 00:33:56,582 --> 00:33:58,183 Don't you think I did? 483 00:34:00,566 --> 00:34:02,034 I don't know. 484 00:34:02,059 --> 00:34:04,245 Clearly not, if you're snooping around my room. 485 00:34:06,073 --> 00:34:08,097 This isn't about that anymore. 486 00:34:08,143 --> 00:34:10,276 But it kind of is. 487 00:34:10,376 --> 00:34:12,664 This is about... 488 00:34:13,157 --> 00:34:14,860 Look at me. 489 00:34:17,705 --> 00:34:19,563 Look at me. 490 00:34:26,006 --> 00:34:27,937 What do you want to know, Mommy? 491 00:34:30,043 --> 00:34:32,044 Just ask. 492 00:34:32,937 --> 00:34:35,750 Now's the time. Here I am, right in front of you. 493 00:34:38,367 --> 00:34:40,474 What do you want to know? 494 00:34:45,169 --> 00:34:47,028 Have you changed? 495 00:34:53,112 --> 00:34:55,581 From the soles of my shoes... 496 00:34:56,927 --> 00:34:58,662 to the crown of my head. 497 00:35:30,800 --> 00:35:33,753 When were you going to wake me? 498 00:35:33,926 --> 00:35:35,861 When the eggs were done. 499 00:35:37,463 --> 00:35:38,487 Morning. 500 00:35:38,574 --> 00:35:40,308 Morning. 501 00:35:41,868 --> 00:35:43,069 You okay? 502 00:35:48,055 --> 00:35:49,732 You're a god. 503 00:35:50,257 --> 00:35:51,844 That's right. 504 00:36:02,208 --> 00:36:03,889 I couldn't find any juice. 505 00:36:04,104 --> 00:36:07,620 I'm not really... a juice girl. 506 00:36:07,854 --> 00:36:11,916 Ahh, I'm not really a juice guy. 507 00:36:12,487 --> 00:36:14,092 Fuck juice. 508 00:36:14,154 --> 00:36:16,600 What'd juice ever do for anybody? 509 00:36:20,063 --> 00:36:21,201 Um... 510 00:36:22,521 --> 00:36:24,186 listen, I was thinking. 511 00:36:24,593 --> 00:36:26,007 Uh-huh. 512 00:36:26,304 --> 00:36:29,304 Maybe after the funeral and everything, 513 00:36:29,959 --> 00:36:32,075 I could take you away somewhere. 514 00:36:32,536 --> 00:36:35,004 Just to let you catch your breath, 515 00:36:36,293 --> 00:36:39,192 get a chance to grieve properly. 516 00:36:39,293 --> 00:36:41,667 I'm going back to California. 517 00:36:45,485 --> 00:36:48,015 - When? - As soon as possible. 518 00:36:48,337 --> 00:36:50,110 A few days, maybe. 519 00:36:51,312 --> 00:36:53,270 Yeah? 520 00:36:53,739 --> 00:36:56,152 Lovely, yeah. 521 00:36:57,340 --> 00:36:59,800 Sure, that makes sense 522 00:37:00,173 --> 00:37:02,308 if that's what you've got to do. 523 00:37:04,683 --> 00:37:07,782 I-I still want you to stay on the case. 524 00:37:07,831 --> 00:37:11,283 I still want to receive reports and... 525 00:37:11,490 --> 00:37:13,087 Yeah, of course. 526 00:37:14,227 --> 00:37:15,695 Right. 527 00:37:18,898 --> 00:37:20,232 I mean... 528 00:37:20,475 --> 00:37:22,487 not that it's not... 529 00:37:24,913 --> 00:37:26,046 Not? 530 00:37:26,111 --> 00:37:28,298 I mean, of course, I... 531 00:37:29,782 --> 00:37:31,973 If I stay, I'll fall in love. 532 00:37:32,020 --> 00:37:34,075 And... And I'm... 533 00:37:35,520 --> 00:37:38,350 I'm past that. That was another girl, 534 00:37:38,795 --> 00:37:40,153 another life. 535 00:37:43,122 --> 00:37:44,589 Do you not want that girl back? 536 00:37:45,117 --> 00:37:47,836 That girl got so lost... 537 00:37:49,523 --> 00:37:52,031 that she allowed, even welcomed, 538 00:37:52,109 --> 00:37:55,132 a lot of abuse from someone who made her wonder 539 00:37:55,165 --> 00:37:59,259 if she was worthy of being loved or... or even liked. 540 00:37:59,321 --> 00:38:03,290 Made her wonder some nights if the 541 00:38:03,409 --> 00:38:06,116 world would be a... a better place without her on it. 542 00:38:06,171 --> 00:38:10,212 I-I don't ever want to see that fucking girl again. 543 00:38:27,067 --> 00:38:28,497 Ta-da. 544 00:38:31,946 --> 00:38:33,227 Thank you. 545 00:38:34,027 --> 00:38:35,762 You're welcome. 546 00:39:26,698 --> 00:39:29,227 For none of us liveth to himself, 547 00:39:30,081 --> 00:39:32,791 and no man dieth to himself. 548 00:39:33,632 --> 00:39:36,822 For if we live, we live unto the Lord, 549 00:39:38,116 --> 00:39:40,783 and if we die, we die unto the Lord. 550 00:39:42,236 --> 00:39:44,486 Therefore, we will not fear, 551 00:39:44,650 --> 00:39:46,079 though the Earth be moved 552 00:39:46,112 --> 00:39:48,790 and though the hills be carried into the sea. 553 00:39:49,618 --> 00:39:51,488 Before the mountains were brought forth 554 00:39:51,532 --> 00:39:54,025 or ever the Earth and world were made, 555 00:39:54,142 --> 00:39:56,494 Thou art God from everlasting, 556 00:39:56,603 --> 00:39:58,525 and world without end. 557 00:39:59,721 --> 00:40:01,637 For a thousand years in Thy sight 558 00:40:01,690 --> 00:40:04,799 are but as yesterday when it has passed, 559 00:40:06,159 --> 00:40:08,335 and as a watch in the night. 560 00:40:08,624 --> 00:40:12,655 For we consume away in Thy displeasure 561 00:40:13,072 --> 00:40:16,569 and are afraid at Thy wrathful indignation. 562 00:40:17,338 --> 00:40:20,292 Thou hast set our misdeeds before Thee, 563 00:40:20,668 --> 00:40:24,582 and our secret sins in the light of Thy countenance. 564 00:40:25,176 --> 00:40:28,144 So teach us to number our days, 565 00:40:28,722 --> 00:40:32,911 that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom. 566 00:40:35,161 --> 00:40:36,544 Amen. 567 00:40:36,906 --> 00:40:38,630 Amen. 568 00:40:40,531 --> 00:40:43,985 And now, Elizabeth's daughter, Janelle, 569 00:40:44,223 --> 00:40:47,187 would like to say a few words about her mother. 570 00:41:28,562 --> 00:41:29,935 You okay? 571 00:41:30,015 --> 00:41:31,483 - It's all right. - Oh! 572 00:41:31,484 --> 00:41:33,903 - Okay. - Yeah. Sorry. 573 00:41:33,928 --> 00:41:35,820 It's all right. Sit down here. 574 00:41:35,821 --> 00:41:38,690 Nice and easy, okay? I got you. 575 00:41:39,196 --> 00:41:41,461 - I'm sorry. - It's okay. It's all right. 576 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:43,094 Poor thing. 577 00:41:45,197 --> 00:41:46,641 Sorry. 578 00:41:46,899 --> 00:41:49,396 I told you to eat the oatmeal this morning, 579 00:41:49,466 --> 00:41:51,192 but you turned your nose up at it. 580 00:41:51,217 --> 00:41:53,638 - And now look. - I'm fine. 581 00:41:53,693 --> 00:41:55,492 - I think she's going to be okay. - No, I'm fine. 582 00:41:55,517 --> 00:41:58,014 Because it's all about you again. 583 00:41:58,978 --> 00:42:02,481 Even at your aunt's funeral, it's now all about you. 584 00:42:02,679 --> 00:42:05,810 - Charlotte. - I just can't. 585 00:42:08,935 --> 00:42:10,932 Can I ride home with you? 586 00:42:12,472 --> 00:42:15,041 Well, I don't know. Uh... 587 00:42:16,424 --> 00:42:17,669 Why not? 588 00:42:19,557 --> 00:42:21,962 I think that's just a splendid idea. 589 00:42:26,949 --> 00:42:28,321 Ahh. 590 00:42:32,576 --> 00:42:34,881 Damn, I think that kinda worked out okay. 591 00:42:34,935 --> 00:42:37,099 I know. 592 00:42:37,149 --> 00:42:38,982 Did you do that on purpose? 593 00:42:39,023 --> 00:42:40,789 - Did you? - No. 594 00:42:42,374 --> 00:42:43,641 How are you feeling? 595 00:42:45,024 --> 00:42:47,664 - I'm feeling a little better. - Yeah? 596 00:42:48,093 --> 00:42:49,364 Yeah, a little. 597 00:42:49,559 --> 00:42:51,833 Just take a minute. Here, I'll grab the car. 598 00:42:51,895 --> 00:42:53,809 No, that's okay. I'll do it. 599 00:42:57,876 --> 00:42:59,354 The caterer. 600 00:42:59,668 --> 00:43:01,894 - Just... - Yeah? 601 00:43:01,949 --> 00:43:03,160 tell him we're on the way... 602 00:43:03,213 --> 00:43:05,151 Aw, Jesus. Let me talk to him. 603 00:43:05,208 --> 00:43:06,528 Give it! 604 00:43:51,490 --> 00:43:53,863 Is your mom always so much fun? 605 00:44:41,776 --> 00:44:43,866 Get back in the church! 606 00:45:21,641 --> 00:45:26,727 My mother believed in life after death, 607 00:45:27,586 --> 00:45:30,735 but she didn't believe in time after death. 608 00:45:30,989 --> 00:45:34,458 Time, she felt, was a human construct. 609 00:45:34,958 --> 00:45:38,106 In Heaven, there was no before, no after, 610 00:45:38,176 --> 00:45:41,331 no waiting, no... no clocks. 611 00:45:41,386 --> 00:45:44,324 We're already there, she'd say, 612 00:45:44,394 --> 00:45:48,266 and all those who came before us 613 00:45:49,174 --> 00:45:52,024 and all those who haven't been born yet. 614 00:45:55,375 --> 00:45:57,689 I asked her once, 615 00:45:58,356 --> 00:45:59,823 "What does this Heaven look like?" 616 00:45:59,871 --> 00:46:02,322 And she said, "Willow Lake." 617 00:46:04,156 --> 00:46:07,321 Willow Lake, it's in the Berkshires. 618 00:46:07,376 --> 00:46:10,290 It's an hour from where my mother grew up, 619 00:46:10,344 --> 00:46:13,813 and her family would ski there and summer there. 620 00:46:14,676 --> 00:46:19,542 The house had wide plank floors the color of honey and... 621 00:46:20,651 --> 00:46:24,826 the shingles weathered so gray they were almost white. 622 00:46:25,167 --> 00:46:29,179 In a winter squall, the place would seem to disappear. 623 00:46:30,468 --> 00:46:33,257 My sister and I went there a few times 624 00:46:33,960 --> 00:46:38,669 as little girls, and the house smelled like afghans and... 625 00:46:38,935 --> 00:46:40,677 wet sand, 626 00:46:40,761 --> 00:46:43,044 musty window screens... 627 00:46:47,054 --> 00:46:49,867 ...a roast in the oven. 628 00:46:50,469 --> 00:46:53,180 And my mother's there now... 629 00:46:54,727 --> 00:46:57,845 afghan covering her legs, 630 00:46:58,076 --> 00:46:59,501 fire going. 631 00:46:59,853 --> 00:47:02,689 And my... 632 00:47:04,470 --> 00:47:06,541 father's there... 633 00:47:07,844 --> 00:47:12,627 and my sister and all our ancestors. 634 00:47:14,346 --> 00:47:16,623 And I'm there. 635 00:47:17,296 --> 00:47:18,553 Yep. 636 00:47:19,130 --> 00:47:21,653 All of you come to visit... 637 00:47:21,967 --> 00:47:22,989 from time to time. 638 00:47:22,990 --> 00:47:24,967 My mother would like that. 639 00:47:25,740 --> 00:47:27,773 My mother does like that. 640 00:47:30,154 --> 00:47:32,561 She said to me once, 641 00:47:32,607 --> 00:47:36,731 "It's all a beautiful accident, Janey, 642 00:47:36,817 --> 00:47:39,395 who we meet, who we love, 643 00:47:39,473 --> 00:47:41,974 who we're loved by. 644 00:47:43,305 --> 00:47:47,938 And t-this life, it's our dream and it's God's dream, too. 645 00:47:47,984 --> 00:47:49,531 And then... 646 00:47:50,258 --> 00:47:51,625 we wake up." 647 00:47:52,766 --> 00:47:54,882 My mother's awake now. 648 00:47:55,742 --> 00:47:59,148 She has the softest smile on her face. 649 00:48:00,453 --> 00:48:05,453 Synced & corrected by kinglouisxx www.addic7ed.com